Kowloon Generic Romance Episode 5 – Analysis + Important Details

This episode supports that the world of Kowloon Generic Romance is a dream world that involves Kudo. There was also some pretty interesting content that I don’t know what to think of, which I’ll get into later.

Firstly, it seems Kudo was faking Reiko out when he said he killed Kujirai B given he asked her what she’d do if he told her that, and she asked him what is he talking about, sounding incredulous about that. Kudo then laughed it off saying it’s true that she no longer exists in the world. It’s at this point I believe Kudo’s irreverence towards Reiko might be ’cause he’s trying to stop her from getting closer to him, and that’s why he tried to scare her like that. Reiko, understanding him well, says that she’s sure he doesn’t want to forget her, noting that she didn’t mean to speak for him, and I feel Kudo’s face at that moment showed his sadness and why he didn’t know how to react to Reiko understanding him so well, which is why he suggested that they go home.

Of course Yaomay is convinced that Kudo killed Kujirai B, saying that the face one normally shows isn’t necessarily who they really are with Kowloon being filled with people who have secrets. She feels that him mentioning it feels like a culprit returning to the scene of a crime, but I believe he just meant to scare Reiko a bit with a joke but was at a loss when Reiko appeared to understand him so well, and that seems to be how Reiko perceived that event as well.

After Reiko left Yaomay’s apartment, she thinks that the face Kudo made at that moment is something she has seen before when she showed up to work with clip-on earrings. She says she knows it’s not something to be happy about, but she wants to know things about Kudo that not even Kujirai B knew, even if they’re unpleasant.

At home, Reiko seemed to have trouble sleeping and got up to check out Kujirai B’s books and found one that interested her. She then read it until Yaomay sent her a text, and when she was in the midst of putting it back, she saw something that caught her eye, a ring that she believes was Kujirai B’s wedding ring, but given this world is likely fake, it’s probably not her actual ring. Then there was a brief earthquake. After possibly multiple days with it being impossible to determine how many days have passed, Reiko and Kudo both show up to work with dark circles under their eyes. Kudo has been struggling to go to sleep recently, and Reiko stayed up late last night to read a mystery book. She then asked Kudo if he knows any bookstores in Japan that carry Japanese books as the book she read has two volumes, but she only finished the first volume.

They met up at a bookstore Xiaohei also works at, and Reiko found that there’s a huge error in this copy she picked up since after a certain point, it’s just all question marks, making it unreadable. I don’t know what to make of this, and I don’t believe viewers are meant to know yet. Kudo said that he had read it before and nearly spoiled her before she said that she’d decide whether it’s interesting or not. Yaomay is of course not happy that Kudo is trying to control what Reiko wants, and he backs off. Reiko then says that she wants to buy something while she’s here and buys a book about travelling, and Kudo, thinking back to how Kujirai B had no interests outside of Kowloon, of course tries to talk Reiko out of it saying it’s an old edition of the book, and Yaomay forces him to back off once again.

At a bar, Yaomay kicks up a fuss about her reading one of Kujirai B’s books, and Reiko says she can’t unread what she previously read and wants to know what happens next, leading to Yaomay saying Reiko’s kind to Kujirai B, her love rival, and Reiko just says that she wanted to know what kind of person she was, which makes sense given how she looks identical to her. Who wouldn’t want to know more about the person you look identical to if you had the chance? Reiko says she want to learn more about herself, Kujirai B, and Kudo, and when Yaomay remarks that that’s greedy, Reiko asks if Yaomay’s any different since life is about wanting more, and that gives clarity to why she became interested in a book on travelling.

As Original Gwen and the maids see Dr. Hebinuma off as he’s headed to his variety show, the maids say Dr. Hebinuma has soft facial expressions these days and has become friendly ever since Gwen arrived. On the variety show, a woman is wondering whether cosmetic surgery will improve her look, and Dr. Hebinuma explains what they can do for her, and when that woman also wants her mouth to be pointed upwards, he explains that one’s heart can fix a smile more than plastic surgery will. Sean, the other personality next to Dr. Hebinuma, says that what he just said was all platitudes given he was blessed to be given everything he now has, which leads to Dr. Hebinuma giving Sean a kick, saying that being given things isn’t the same as being blessed as some things you’re given can lead to other things being taken away. They then go to a commercial break, and we see the reactions of Original Gwen and the maids, and then Kudo, Reiko, and Yaomay with Yaomay understanding what Dr. Hebinuma meant as when you’re given something you can lose yourself as living the life someone prepared for you means you’re giving up the life you could have otherwise had. Reiko believes Yaomay is talking about her and Kujirai B, but it seems more personal. One of the staff members at this establishment give them tickets to a screening of “The Butterfly Dream”, an old film with a huge national star, and Yaomay clearly recognizes the lead actress, and she rejects going to it with Reiko.

After watching the film, when Reiko is out with Yaomay again, she says that Yangli, the lead actress, was absolutely fabulous. After Yaomay picked out fabric with a particular pattern, Reiko mentions that there was a pattern like that in the movie with many costumes she would’ve liked, and Yaomay responds while clearly being upset that what she’s holding now is what she likes. Yaomay then indignantly throws out there whether Reiko even has time to be watching movies given she’s trying to learn about Kujirai B. Just the other day, she was worried that Kujirai B’s presence would be erased from the world and asks her whether she’s worried that she might be the one who gets erased and that she has been scared all this time. Yaomay says that Reiko can be so carefree ’cause she has never had a past and says that Reiko can never understand her before leaving the shop.

Yaomay then rushes back to her apartment, thinking she thought she left her past behind, but they’re coming for her. She then thinks back to her youth when her mother wanted to live vicariously through her daughter by controlling what she wore and having her look as much like herself when she was young as possible. Yaomay thought to herself that she loved the other earrings more than what her mom chose for her when the photoshoot was ongoing, but she stuck with it since her mom must know best. She thought to herself that her sense of self is being taken away.

Reiko then thinks that everyone has a present ’cause they have a past, and when she passes by a store, she thinks back to Yaomay saying that she’ll be the one who decides who is and isn’t her, that there are those who see genuine sparkle in a fake, and that when you’re given something that other things are taken away. Reiko only knows the present, so she doesn’t know how it feels to suffer from or long for the past and thinks about what she can give to her best friend.

When Reiko is having lunch with Kudo, she asks him whether he remembers what Yaomay said about having your sense of self taken, and he responded that he did. Reiko wondered if someone was scared of having something taken would giving that person something be a bother, and Kudo says it depends on what the gift is. Kudo then tells her to talk to Yaomay after Reiko feels wishy-washy due to not having experienced some of the things Yaomay has, which is nice of him considering how Yaomay treats him a lot of the time.

With some egg tarts in hand, Reiko visits Yaomay, who doesn’t want to see her ’cause the confident self she projects is not her real self, and she’s constantly worrying about what her parents think, not even being able to share what she actually likes with them. Reiko says that she understands and that Yaomay was probably trying to have her fake persona become the person she wanted to be with her not considering something like that fake. Since she doesn’t have a past, she doesn’t understand what it means to have an old self but that she understands very well the desire for an ideal self and that she saw genuine sparkle in fakes. She pressed Yaomao on whether that was also a lie, leading to Yaomay rushing out saying she’ll be her absolute self too, calling back to when Reiko said she would be okay with all of her decisions if she was sure that they were her decisions. At an earring store, Reiko has Yaomay pick out what she likes, which closely resembles what she picked out for herself in the past, and after Yaomay leaves to try them on, Reiko points to Kudo as being what she herself likes.

Dr. Hebinuma then gets a call from his father asking him what happened during that commercial.

Back to the flashback with Kujirai B at the Golfish Teahouse, she rates the place highly, which Kudo is ecstatic about, and then he brings out watermelon for her, which is apparently something he does for everyone, not just Reiko, and that’s when Kudo learned of her quirk of smoking and eating watermelons at the same time. She asks whether he himself has a quirk, and he responds isn’t that sort of thing someone close to you points out, leading to her saying she’ll find one and point it out to her, which gets a reaction from him since he longs to be close to her. When he first heard he was being transferred to Kowloon, he cursed his fate, but he’s finding he’s liking everything here, leading to Gwen saying he’s fallen in love with Kowloon. He then wakes up, and him being in turmoil coincides perfectly with the onset of an earthquake, which Xiaohei says there have been a lot of lately.

We then see Gwen arrive at Kowloon, and we don’t know from which point in time this is happening, whether we’re seeing Original Gwen arrive at Kowloon, or whether this is a completely different Gwen, and the kicker is that Kowloon has already been destroyed. With this recent episode depicting Kowloon having been destroyed and an earthquake’s onset coinciding with Kudo’s turmoil, it’s clear Kudo’s turmoil causes the world itself to shake, demonstrating the connection between his mind and the world’s existence and that this is indeed a dream world that involves Kudo in some way.

It’s not Kudo’s lingering feelings for Kujirai B that ’cause the world to shake but his refusal to let go conflicting with the knowledge that she’s dead that he’s trying to suppress. That’s why the earthquakes started after Reiko said Gwen told her that Kujirai B no longer exists in the world, ’cause he was trying hard to deny it, which was why he was feeding Kujirai B’s words back to Reiko and shit ’cause he hoped he could bring her back through that and why he put his hand over his face in distress in Episode 4. The world also pointedly made the case to viewers and Kudo in Episode 3 that Reiko is not Kujirai B with the sunflower shit, possibly ’cause it is trying to get him to address his issues properly instead of being in denial.

People that come to Kowloon erase the previous version there, and when those people leave, a new version emerges, as shown by how Kudo got a message on his computer in Episode 4 about there already being an existing item at “Sai On Tower” right after a Mr. Chan entered and then left, showing that Kowloon must always have a baseline number of people as the Branch Manager indicated in Episode 1 and that the computer was likely asking Kudo whether to replace the previous Mr. Chan from before the one that came from outside Kowloon entered Kowloon in Episode 4, showing Kudo has some level of control over the world.

The mystery continues to deepen with this episode, but some things, such as Kudo’s direct connection to the world, is becoming increasingly apparent, which is a good thing since the show at this point shouldn’t only be raising questions.

Kowloon Generic Romance Episodes 3 and 4 – Analysis + Series Ending Speculation

Kowloon Generic Romance continues to be a very intriguing show. There is a lot of content to go through every episode, everything which appears to serve the story in some way. I’ll start off with my series ending speculation first. It is not unusual for me to speculate on the secrets of a story with a strong mystery aspect. I made a series ending prediction for Re:Zero after Episode 24 of Season 1 and expanded my prediction after Season 2 and successfully predicted a far in the future secret (I was told by someone who read the light novel) in Kumo Desu ga, Nanika? after Episode 17 of the only season the anime got.

It’s clear based on how the current Reiko is still 32 whereas Kudo has aged and is her senior even though they’re in what is supposedly “The Second Kowloon”, which came straight through the Branch Manager of the realty firm’s mouth, that the world in Kowloon Generic Romance is unnatural. With that out of the way, I can talk about what I really want to delve into.

I am a very detailed-oriented person, and from what I’ve seen from the first four episodes of Kowloon Generic Romance, Kudo has an extreme fixation on Kujirai B to the point of the spectre of her has an all-powerful hold on him even though she most likely no longer exists based on these first few episodes. He might even regret falling for her on some level ’cause her death was so painful for him or for another reason that has yet to be determined (given how he claims to hate the current Reiko after Episode 3 hammered to viewers and to Kudo especially that the current Reiko isn’t Kujirai B), which is why he is so fixated on things never changing. Thus, I get a sense that Kudo’s question to Kujirai B in Episode 2, “Wouldn’t it be painful to be in love, knowing it’d be gone someday?” could end up being really important or even THE central question to the story since it’s clear he’s still reeling from what was probably Kujirai B’s death and given him placing a huge emphasis on nostalgia.

I believe the most important lesson Kudo must learn is that the joy and connection of love, even if temporary, outweigh the absence of such experiences and heartbreak. I believe that the last few episodes will likely have Kudo realizing the truth of this unnatural world and choosing to fall for Reiko despite her differences from Kujirai B, fully knowing that it won’t last due to the world in Kowloon Generic Romance not being real. My hunch is that this work is meant to be a serious lesson about how it’s okay to fall in love even if that love isn’t permanent ’cause love is very much worth it.

I expect an ending where Kudo can magically be with the current Reiko pure fantasy and not likely to happen unless the mangaka is actually a poor writer, but from what I’ve seen of the first three episodes, she is very talented.

Episode 3 starts with a flashback of Kudo helping out an elderly man fix up animal pens, which was a favour Kujirai B requested of Kudo. That man notably said that it must be rough for Kudo to have a senior coworker who works you so hard, and there is somewhat of a callback to that later in the episode, which I will get into. After they left the area, Kujirai B notes that Kudo is getting along with the older members of community through mahjong and that he’s the one who’s well-loved by his elders, and given the elderly man highlighted Kujirai B being a senior coworker and what we know of her age, she was most likely referring to herself as well, which would her continuing the flirting she did with him in Episode 2 when she was playing mahjong wherein she associated her great luck to Kudo being around. He then gets dizzy ’cause of heatstroke, which is similar to what the current Reiko experienced in Episode 1 when she worked on repainting the walls of a vacant apartment unit, no doubt to show a parallel between them.

Kujirai B then takes Kudo to her apartment, which is close by, and he gets bashful about going inside, probably ’cause he has a huge crush on her, and she probably not only knows how he feels but also wants him inside personally since a lot of women are better on picking up social cues than men and given her flirting with him these last two episodes. Inside, he stares at her taking in the feeling of a breeze, and after washing up his face, he takes in her personal likes regarding where she places items and loves that she keeps a glass of water in the fridge, no doubt things he will never forget. He also remarks that there no plushies or anything, and this would probably be something never again brought up in most series, but I believe Kudo probably knew someone who had a lot of plushies when he was younger since it seems he’s used to thinking of an apartment of a woman having plushies.

As he stares at her from behind once again, Kujirai B asks Kudo how he’s finding Kowloon after having been here for a week, and he says that it’s an interesting place and that sense of nostalgia for things he’s never experienced or seen before is something he’s been getting a lot, most likely ’cause he feels like she is the one for him. When he wonders what nostalgia is, highlighting that she compared it to being the same as in love, she responds that she has also never lived in a place like this and that nostalgia isn’t just about memories and experiences but a feeling of elation as if you’ve known something all along. In her opinion, nostalgia’s a feeling of wanting to lock something up in your heart, and that’s why she considers it the same as being in love. That’s actually the feeling I got when I first met a certain girl in elementary school during our open house in the fourth grade. I felt so excited meeting her that I decided to attend the open house events at that school when I was in fifth and sixth grade, but it was not that open houses are inherently fun but that that girl was why I found the moment fun.

Back to the present, Reiko puts on new lipstick and thought about getting her goldfish a new vase since its current space is cramped. At work, she greets Kudo when he arrives only to find that Dr. Hebinuma and an associate of his had also snuck up on Kudo. Kudo was very pissed as Dr. Hebinuma’s entire attention was on Reiko even though he was apparently there due to him having found another location he wants to open a clinic at, and he even forcibly kissed Reiko, asking her why she doesn’t choose him instead of a man who didn’t even notice her new lipstick, which led to Kudo flying into a rage with the Branch Manager holding him back from following Dr. Hebinuma as he was on his way out. Reiko also noted that his Dr. Hebinuma lips tasted like apple, and I wonder whether this is to tie the snake man to worms and consequently apples, continuing the association of Dr. Hebinuma with snakes and snakelike things or whether the apple taste is meant to be future foreshadowing.

Then later Kudo offers to help carry a larger vase that caught Reiko’s eye at an elderly man’s shop to her apartment, leading to Reiko saying she’ll get a broom as well, which led to the elderly man saying that it must be rough to have a junior coworker who works you so hard, which is the inverse of what happened before when Kujirai B had Kudo working hard when she was his senior, and Kudo noticeably remembered that interaction from the past with Kujirai B based on his reaction. It’s at this point that I’m beginning to doubt that this is a simulation as no normal simulation would set up so many parallel and contrasting situations for Kudo to remember. Kudo obviously notes what’s similar about Reiko with how she told him to leave the inner door open, that there are slippers he can use along with how she loves the breeze from outside just like Kujirai B, as well as how she keeps her toothpaste and toothbrush at the sink, which got a smile out of him since it’s Kujirai B he loves, but when he saw that the current Reiko didn’t keep a glass of water in her fridge, that her kettle had a more feminine design, and that she had a plushie, that killed the mood for him since he was reminded that the current Reiko isn’t Kujirai B. After leaving, Kudo then touched the number 8 outside, which was the unit number for Reiko’s apartment, and it’s clear he is mourning Kujirai B since he didn’t use to do that and touching this number is his attempt at burning his memories of her into his mind. Reiko wishes that he’ll come to her apartment again since she fancies him, but I wish she wasn’t in love with such a jerk since he was upset with her naming her goldfish “Success” judging by his reaction.

At work, Kudo says her gifting him a sunflower is harassment, and she replies that it’s a thank you for carrying Success’s fish tank, and she tells him he’ll need to water it every two days after he says he can’t let it die on him. Xiaohei then waltzes in and asks Reiko whether she has found nice apartments for her since she needs more space for her clothing, none of which she’ll throw out since she bought them all with her hard-earned money. When Kudo offers the sunflower Reiko gave him to Xiaohei, Xiaohei asks him whether he’s in love with her since a sunflower in the language of flowers means “I only have eyes for you”. Of note is that in the flashback at the start of the episode, Kujirai B had a vase of roses on the same surface as her make-up while in the present with Reiko, she has a sunflower in a smaller vase. This is meant to show the difference in what Kudo feels for Kujirai B compared to the current Reiko since red roses in the language of flowers stand for passion, desire, and romance while we learned what a sunflower means with this episode. While I believe Kudo will fall for the current Reiko near the end of the story after he makes an attempt to get over his issues, I believe these two scenes are meant to highlight the very different relationship Kudo has with the current Reiko compared to Kujirai B if it wasn’t obvious by how hard the end of this episode got this point across.

After it is implied that Xiaohei shot down all of the apartments Reiko suggested for her, Reiko asks Xiaohei whether she’d be okay with living in downtown Hong Kong, and then Reiko has a flashback in her mind about Xiaohei saying that she doesn’t want to leave Kowloon and that that’s how she felt back then as well, and when Reiko came back to the reality of that world and tried to continue the conversation from back then, Xiaohei showed no realization of having said whatever it is Reiko thought she said. This shows that Xiaohei likely thought about how she didn’t want to leave Kowloon after the plans to destroy it were confirmed in the real world and that someone, probably Kudo since he was the junior coworker back then, had attempted to help her find an apartment in the past, asking that very same question.

Kudo then has Reiko and Xiaohei meet him at an apartment unit he thinks will be much more to Xiaohei’s liking, and Xiaohei loves it despite it being cramped ’cause it has a lot of storage, and the access to the roof made her love it even more. Kudo then tells Reiko that the rooms she proposed are all good options for a renter who isn’t Xiaohei, which I feel could be something Kujirai B directly told him back when he was a newer employee. Xiaohei then has Reiko and Kudo come over to where she was as she spotted a cluster of sunflowers. And as Reiko wonders whose gaze did Kudo find when he looked through the sunflowers, we see that it’s clearly Kujirai B. This world is clearly forcing Kudo to come to terms with him having loved Kujirai B and how the current Reiko is not her, and this very pointed direction the world is pushing Kudo towards makes it increasingly unlikely to be a simulation in my opinion.

After a masked man met Reiko when she was buying watermelon juice, it turns out that that man is actually Dr. Hebinuma’s lover, and he met Reiko to confirm that she existed even though something was off about her in his eyes. He also went to Gwen’s workplace and found out that the Gwen we saw in Episode 1 worked there up until two weeks ago. Apparently, Dr. Hebinuma is adopted, and the real son of the previous owner died in an accident with the father’s wife. Over the phone, Dr. Hebinuma has someone investigating Reiko. On the phone earlier in the episode, there was a Yulong he connected with, and I don’t know if this is that same person. We also learn that Dr. Hebinuma has full-body snake tattoos, fitting of his name.

Meanwhile, Kudo is looking for Gwen, and asked a man working for a company that did business with the Goldfish Teahouse whether he knows anything about what happened to Gwen, which led to the man suggesting that he ask his neighbour, and Kudo wasn’t happy with that answer as he couldn’t reach Gwen’s apartment, prompting him to ask if there has been a land adjustment, which the man scoffed at after hearing Kudo utter that. When Kudo goes out looking again, there’s a dead end in the path to where Gwen’s apartment should be, which is very interesting, and I have a theory for this too later after I get through the rest of the content of this episode.

The man in the mask then visited Reiko as she was still on the rooftop of the apartment building Xiaohei had moved into, saying her existence is an insult to a dear friend’s memory since she’s living her life while not being her since Kujirai B no longer exists in this world. She sulked as night approached, and it seems in a couple of days she found that the sunflower she gifted to Kudo had died due to him not watering it, telling her quite rudely that he dislikes her.

This led to days of her not sleeping to the point she was having trouble seeing and wondering about her place in the world. On the rooftop when they’re trying to incinerate the trash for confidentiality purposes, Reiko obviously can’t see well, leading to Kudo suggesting that she wear her glasses, which she refused to do. She then straight up asks him whether she isn’t the Reiko he knows, and the wind starts blowing harshly, as if the world didn’t want her to bring that up. She says a lot of her life might belong to that of someone else, but there are things that are proof of her own existence such as that fish tank she picked out, her love for lemon chicken, and her being in love with Kudo. Kudo, sometimes being a huge dick as like now, says that her love for him is an illusion, and Reiko pointedly shares how she yearns for his acknowledgement and crave his touch before passing out.

At the start of Episode 4, there’s a flashback with Kujirai B and a younger Kudo celebrating his addition to the team even though it’s two months late, and the Branch Manager conveniently can’t attend, or it’s actually like more likely that she wants to be alone with him. She treats him to shelled shrimp, and she has a lot to drink. Kudo mentions during their date that there’s apparently a plan to demolish Kowloon with her dismissing it as that had already happened before in 1994, making this the Second Kowloon Walled City, a re-creation of the original Kowloon. When Kudo wonders why it was remade since it wouldn’t hurt if it were gone, she says that somewhere deep down everyone wants to go back to those times and feel the nostalgia, so that’s why it can’t be erased even if you want it to be, although she qualifies that last part after a pause with “Maybe”. After they head into an alley, Kujirai B suggests that he take her to his go-to spot since she clearly wants more from this date, and like a gentleman, far from what we see in how he treats the current Reiko, he says that she has had too much to drink. The bra strap on her left side then falls over to her arm, and he points it out, leading her to grab his tie and pull him for a kiss, which is obvious what she has been craving for the whole time, especially since she noted that Kudo is the type to be well-liked by his elders with her being an older woman. This leads to the start of an implied passionate make-out scene.

Back in Kowloon Generic Romance’s world, Reiko wakes up after lying in a bed that’s not her own, and Kudo reveals she’s been out cold since yesterday. He then offers to reveal the truth about Kujirai B to her, and her inner self tells her not to do it, leading to her refusing the offer. He then says he’ll go in for work and tells her to get more rest with him promising to explain the situation to the Branch Manager. When she panics about her apartment key, Kudo shows her a spare key to her apartment, asking her if she really doesn’t want to know why he has that, which she confirms. He also notes that he left the spare key to this unit on the table and instructs her to use it to lock up when she leaves, leaving the key in the mailbox when she’s done with it.

Out in town as Dr. Hebinuma and the Masked Gwen are investigating things, Masked Gwen doesn’t want Dr. Hebinuma bumping into the server Gwen since if the fake Reiko loves Kudo then the server Gwen will also love Dr. Hebinuma. Dr. Hebinuma just brushes it off saying he’d get more samples for data if he runs into server Gwen. When they’ve arrived at the Goldfish Teahouse, Masked Gwen notes that the exterior is the same as back then and checks the alleyway where a shelter for stray cats he had made is not present, not even a trace of it. He says something is definitely up with Kowloon and pointed to some Hebinuma Pharmaceutical products that were being sold as new at a shop, but Dr. Hebinuma dismissed that as being due to the logistical quirks due to the peculiarities of Kowloon. Masked Gwen also notes that Kowloon feels shabbier now compared to when he lived here. He also brought up that Reiko has the same beauty mark where Kujirai B did, which Dr. Hebinuma found tantalizing as a clone don’t gestate like the original, leading to beauty marks either not being in the same spot or not existing at all in a clone since things like beauty marks and fingerprints are formed due to external processes. He astutely notes that Kudo must be despairing due to the current Reiko’s resemblance to Kujirai B despite not being her.

At Reiko’s place, Reiko and Yaomay are celebrating Yaomay’s new job as a seamstress that Xiaohei got for her. Reiko then shares that she and Kujirai B are different people and that Kujirai B has already passed away. She shares that Kudo seemed to know that, and when Yaomay asks why she didn’t ask him for confirmation, Reiko says she feels she’d disappear if she did, and I’m inclined to agree since either her inner self or the world itself told her not to find out more. She then tells Yaomay she wants to be her absolute self in that if she’s sure it’s a decision she fully wanted to make herself then even if she regretted that decision it wouldn’t be a mistake since absolute refers to trusting herself and seeing things though. Even if just for a second, she wants to be able to say she is herself and no one else.

Then Yaomay brought up the mystery regarding her looking identical to someone from the past and having no memories. Reiko says she doesn’t remember when she started living here, but she remembers where everything is. It’s as if she had been created to match the life of Kujirai B, prompting Yaomay to wonder if Reiko is a clone. Yaomay saw a post online about Generic Terra project involving clone research, only they didn’t call them clones but Zirconians, which prompted Reiko to wonder if the name comes from zirconia, a synthetic gemstone. Yaomay notes that her earrings today are also made of zirconia. This leads to Reiko thinking she was created to be a fake from the beginning and wonders if it’s too much to ask to be the real thing. Then Yaomay had Reiko join her on top of her bed showing her the beauty of zirconia. Even though it’s not a real diamond, Yaomay loves it. Perhaps she feels an affinity for it due to her being a result of plastic surgery, but it encourages her that even a fake can sparkle so brilliantly. She says there are a lot of people in the world who say a fake is nothing but a fake, but there are people like her who see genuine sparkle in a fake and wanted Reiko not to forget that since she was feeling down.

At work, Kudo punches in late, and Reiko tells him she’ll be going for lunch with Yaomay again. Kudo then hides after finishing lunch when he hears Reiko’s voice. Yaomay then indicated they were planning a party on the rooftop of Xiaohei’s apartment and also suggested to Reiko that she move out of her apartment unit. She suggests she throw away all her old stuff and buy new stuff, much like she did for herself. Reiko wants to keep the unit as is for Kujirai B’s sake, and when Yaomay asks why since Kujirai B no longer exists, Reiko insists that’s exactly why she wants to keep it as she feels that unit is a fragment of her, and if it goes away she feels like her presence itself will be completely erased from the world. Reiko understands how scary that is given the feeling she gets about what would happen if she were to learn the truth about Kujirai B.

Outside on his smoke break, Kudo asks Reiko if the new place she ate at was any good when she also comes out, and she told him about Xiaohei’s housewarming party, inviting him to go to it. When he asks who’s going with them, he lost interest when he heard Yaomay would be there, but he gave them a lot of money to spend for the party. Reiko then remembers she has a showing she needs to go to, and closes the door behind her, but she stops and feels the door as she longs for Kudo’s touch. It feels like Kudo also senses Reiko, but due to his feelings for Kujirai B, he finds himself unable to touch the door. At work, Yaomay thinks back to Reiko saying that she’s not moving and not throwing anything away, and she says quietly, but then it’s like your life is being bound by Kujirai B, and this may even be the truth in more than one way. On the rooftop at work, Kudo is singing a song about a girl being alive and breathing, which is probably his hope for Kujirai B being alive through Reiko.

At the housewarming party, Kudo turns up after all, apparently ’cause Xiaohei forced him to show up. Yaomay then shows how much she hates Kudo by serving a dish with mostly lemon and very little chicken. She then brings up that she found a nice place for Reiko to live in, and Reiko reaffirms that she’s not moving, which upsets Yaomay, who then angrily asks Kudo what he thinks after explaining her reasoning for Reiko moving, and he replies that if Reiko hates that apartment unit and wants to move out then she should go for it with Reiko replying immediately that she doesn’t hate it.

After having finished the party, they split into two teams with Kudo and Reiko throwing out the trash before going for a smoke. Unfortunately, Reiko doesn’t have any cigarettes, but Kudo is smoking his last one and can’t lend her one. Reiko then brings up that Dr. Hebinuma mentioned wanting to open another clinic, and she wonders what happened with that. When she mentioned his visit last time, Kudo brought up that Dr. Hebinuma kissed her that day, and then did a fake wall slam on the ledge of the rooftop and pretended he was about to kiss her before blowing smoke into her face, saying that she leaves herself too open. He then brings up that the moon shines ’cause it reflects sunlight, so he asks Reiko what light does Generic Terra reflect to shine, and she answers that Generic Terra looks like it’s shining ’cause they have high hopes for it, and that’s why it looks so appealing and shines so brightly. Afterwards, Kudo is wandering around making up songs like earlier and scoffs at the idea of him having high hopes. He then notes there’s something definitely wrong about Kowloon this summer.

The next day, Kudo dominates at mahjong, and Reiko talks about going to lunch with Kudo for once since Yaomay is off, and she notes that there’s no Mr. Chan today with one of the men saying that he’s absent without notice. At Dr. Hebinuma’s main clinic, we find out that Dr. Hebinuma had invited Mr. Chan for a non-descript health check-up. Dr. Hebinuma then gets a call from an associate that has found another Mr. Chan from outside of Kowloon and plans to bring him into Kowloon, and after he has done that, the Mr. Chan that was him Dr. Hebinuma disappears, showing only one version of someone can exist in Kowloon at any given time. Back at the realty firm, Kudo got a notification on his computer that there’s an existing item named “Sai On Tower” at this location which asked him whether he wanted to replace it, and I’m guessing this could be where Mr. Chan works given he just disappeared. Dr. Hebinuma then notes that they’re contacting the Japan branch of Wong Loi Realty about Kudo and asks Masked Gwen what was the cause of death for Kujirai B, and he said that he prefers not to talk about it with both him and Kudo saying it must’ve been a mistake. He gave an answer to Dr. Hebinuma off screen, which led to the snake responding he understands why he would believe it to be incomprehensible and why he’s angry at the second Reiko. Flashing back to Kudo and Reiko, Reiko is concerned about Mr. Chan given he lives alone, and Kudo randomly throws it out there that Reiko may have thought he just dropped dead. He then says in a disturbing fashion that people die so easily and asks her how much she knows, and Reiko says that Gwen told her that Kujirai B no longer exists in the world, which prompted Kudo to put his hand on his face as if the reality of that is so painful for him, and then his expression changes, leading to him saying that he killed her.

After thinking about it, Episodes 3 and 4 somewhat reduced the likelihood of the world being a simulation, which is what I thought the world in Kowloon Romance was after Episode 2. I believe the random recalling/flashback in Reiko’s mind of Xiaohei saying that she doesn’t want to leave Kowloon and that that’s what she thought back then as well is actually not one of Reiko’s memories since the story has established that Reiko doesn’t have any of Kujirai B’s memories by Reiko herself and Dr. Hebinuma.

Thus, it’s possible that what flashed into Reiko’s mind is either one of Kudo’s memories or a construct of a plausible thing Xiaohei would say as an implied continuation of one of Kudo’s memories from when he was Kujirai B’s junior coworker and failed to find a suitable apartment for Xiaohei back in the real world. This show often draws parallels/contrasts between the past and present, so it wouldn’t surprise me if later down the road there is a flashback to Kujirai B teaching Kudo the very lesson he taught Reiko in Episode 3.

I believe whether the world is a dream world induced from experimentation or something else that involves Kudo the world in Kowloon Generic Romance is formed in part from Kudo’s mind, which is the why the world hammered so hard into viewers’ and Kudo’s minds in Episode 3 that the current Reiko is not Kujirai B ’cause the world was forcibly trying to make that point to him with the sunflowers and shit, which led to him saying he dislikes her. No normal simulation would be this pointed in its direction. This would also explain why his feelings on Generic Terra can be positive depending on his mood as shown in Episode 2 when he seemed happy about Generic Terra shining brightly.

This would also explain how there can be more than one version of the same person with one version disappearing as soon as the second version enters Kowloon and why Reiko believes she will disappear if she learns the truth as the world probably partially exists ’cause Kudo doesn’t want to let of his nostalgia from before Kujirai B died and partially to teach Kudo a lesson with Reiko being part of the lesson, that it’s okay to fall in love knowing that it won’t last since love is worth it and change is a part of life.

This is backed by how in Episode 4 pointedly had Kujirai B say in a flashback/dream that people will always want to go back to the nostalgia, which is why you can’t erase Kowloon, and this could tie into the Branch Manager of the realty firm mentioning in Episode 1 that the Second Kowloon is an uncomfortable place to live, yet the population always stays the same, and whatever the true nature of Kowloon Generic Romance’s unnatural world is it could have to do with nostalgia itself, which I speculate to possibly be Kudo’s nostalgia for the past given we can have multiple version of the same person with a Gwen that remembered that Kujirai B died and one that didn’t know of Kujirai B dying and why the world is so Reiko-centric given we know Kujirai B was Kudo’s former lover. The reason the Second Kowloon Walled City always has the same number of people is possibly ’cause it contains all the people Kudo knew during a specific period of time there, and the world is molded by that preference.

I suspect that from these events that the Second Kowloon Walled City has actually been destroyed in the real world, and Kudo just doesn’t want to let go of his memories and nostalgia, and that the Generic Terra project is his way of rationalizing how Reiko can continue to exist despite having died. This could explain how there is a Gwen and Mr. Chan who came from outside of Kowloon ’cause they actually left Kowloon at some point in the real world. This would mean Generic Terra is just a red herring and isn’t real with it mainly being used as an avenue of telling the mangaka’s story and by forcing Kudo to acknowledge that change is inevitable, and it’s how you adjust to it that matters.

That notification Kudo got on “Sai On Tower” on his computer might have been due to the world changing due to Mr. Chan suddenly being replaced by yet another Mr. Chan if Kowloon must always have the same population as the Branch Manager of the realty firm, and that was the way the world could determine whether Kudo approves of a change or not. Masked Gwen, who I will call Original Gwen from now on, noted that Kowloon feels shabbier than when he lived there, which shows that this Kowloon is fabricated given how he apparently existed in a more up-to-date Kowloon when he lived there. It would also explain why the shelter for cats he built is gone since that was from a more up-to-date Kowloon. These different versions of people, or Zirconians as they call it, could be an attempt from the world to force Kudo to embrace change, much like I believe this current Reiko exists to teach Kudo a lesson. Yaomay being upset about the current Reiko being bound by Kujirai B is noteworthy, but Reiko’s instincts are probably on the mark, and she would most likely disappear if she lost all her connections to Kujirai B if her purpose is to help Kudo move on from Kujirai B. And the dead end which obstructed Gwen’s apartment might be ’cause Kudo didn’t want to come to grips with the reality of Kujirai B being dead as shown by his hand on his face reaction at the end of Episode 4, and the dead end was meant to delay him grappling with the issue.

Kowloon Generic Romance Episodes 1-2 – Analysis and Important Details

People who have been following my coverage of Re:Zero Season 3 and Kusuriya no Hitorigoto Season 2 know that I love a story with a strong mystery element, not just a story that happens to have mysteries like in those episodic mystery anime, so I guess it’s not a surprise that I’d pick up Kowloon Generic Romance given it’s the mystery heavyweight of the season that had a brilliant premiere with excellent character writing, a great setting (in Kowloon Walled City), and an interesting premise.

The episode starts with Reiko waking up and getting out of bed, and I like her character design already. It’s a neat decision to anime the dust as sparkly particles, and as she puts on her glasses, her vision notably doesn’t seem to improve at all, which is backed up by her reaction. As she’s preparing breakfast, a TV commercial advertises Hebinuma Pharmaceutical’s new eyedrops that clear your vision up quickly, and it’s obvious that’s of interest to her. She apparently really loves watermelons and smoking while eating those watermelons. Afterwards, she saves some watermelon for later and dresses in a Chinese-style outfit that would be typical of Hong Kong at the time. After we see her leave her apartment, we see a lot of Traditional Chinese characters on the shops and the mailboxes, showing that it’s definitely Hong Kong since China uses Simplified Chinese. The only other place it could be would be Taiwan, but we know for a fact that the setting is Hong Kong with people in Hong Kong speaking Cantonese while those in Taiwan speaking Mandarin. A short girl, or possibly a woman since she’s opening up a shop, enthusiastically greets Reiko, and Reiko merely waves at her, possibly ’cause she’s short on time. Then she passes by a storefront with some TVs out front that tell about Generic Terra apparently being capable of backing up all the memories of all human beings, making eternal youth and even immortality a reality, a government-funded project that’s drawing attention from even foreign nations, calling it the dream of humanity, and I know it means “dream” since I have exposure to someone who knows Japanese who indicated that “roman” can mean “romance” but more often means “dream” in the sense of something generally seen as impossible. The TV personalities remark about the Generic Terra project continuing with a focus on safety, which isn’t a surprise since it needs to be safely developed for there to be public buy-in. They also talk about the mascot of Generic Terra, Gene Tera, that is really popular, probably to woo people into thinking the project is totally safe since it has a cute mascot. Rumour has it the project is run by Hebinuma Pharmaceutical, the same company with the eyedrops that were advertised. Reiko than walked forward and stopped for a moment ’cause she had trouble seeing, showing there will be more to this plotline. Interestingly, they pan to a mysterious object in the sky.

Reiko then arrives at Wong Loi Realty Company, her place of work, where her boss tells her to clock in soon since she’s later than usual or else she’ll be late like her colleague, which is no surprise given she has checked her vision twice so far and also seemed to be in a hurry when she merely waved at her friend. Said colleague, Kudo, pushes her time card out of the way and clocks in just in the nick of time, which is inconsiderate of him to do. After handing Kudo a work order, Reiko pesters him until he agrees to buy her lunch, and I like a woman who knows her worth, so I’m glad she didn’t accept being treated poorly by him. Their boss then speaks to Kudo as if they’re continuing a conversation they had before in that the Second Kowloon isn’t really a comfortable place to live, yet the number of residents doesn’t decline, suggesting that they perhaps have nowhere else to go. Kudo then replies that he loves Kowloon as is though while Reiko is having vision problems again. This is very interesting ’cause the demolition of Kowloon Walled City had concluded in 1994. There was no Second Kowloon on Earth, and it seems this is a difference in this setting compared to our lived reality.

Reiko then took Kudo to a new Hawaiian cafe, and Kudo just brushes it off and forces Reiko to go to their usual lunch spot. Just as he’s about to dig in, Reiko glares at him, saying she wanted to eat at the other place, and Kudo just dismisses her, asking her if she doesn’t feel the rightness in the plump boiled dumpling in golden broth, and as if in cue, Reiko has vision problems yet again. She then uses Hebinuma Pharmaceutical’s eye drops, which exasperates Kudo as he doesn’t trust the new owner, the son of the previous owner and director of Hebinuma Beauty Centre. He then says that all you need for eye strain is to massage some pressure points. After he indicates his intent to press them, Reiko says he’ll just use brute strength and even though they’re both hominids, she doesn’t want to be lumped in with a gorilla like him, which is music to my ears as I prefer a strong woman who knows how she wants to be treated. The arrival of their next dish then diffuses the tension, and Reiko then mentions that Unit 205 in Sai Joeng Tower has had no tenant for six months now. Kudo replies that it gets the afternoon sun on full blast with no air conditioning, so only a weirdo would like to live there considering the interior’s pretty old as well. He threw it out there that if the walls were painted fresh it might look better. Reiko then throws out there that he fixed the door of an apartment on Naam Caang Street, and Kudo says that everything is old in Kowloon and that the landlords would be unhappy if they called the maintenance guy over every single flaw. He then earnestly showed that he wants the tenants to be comfortable, which is showing off his good side considering how he’s usually being inconsiderate of Reiko. Reiko then asks if he wants to go for tea since they still have time, highlighting only if he wants to, showing she fancies him to an extent, and he tells her to see an optometrist since she has the wrong prescription.

Reiko is apparently pretty impressionable judging by the animators showing her eyes being visibly affected indicating that she took Kudo’s words to heart, and after a trip to the optometrist, her boss is shocked that she now has twenty-twenty vision and says that she looks better without glasses, urging Kudo to chime in, and he replies that he prefers her with glasses. Up on the rooftop, Kudo says that they’ll be punished for building things like that object in the sky that was shown earlier. Reiko asks if he’s against Generic Terra, and he’s deadset against it as they’re basically creating a fake Earth with their tax money. After asking for a light, Reiko wonders how long the place she wanted to eat at will stay open as new stores close down really quickly in Kowloon. Kudo remarks that Kowloon is meant to be a nostalgic place and that a flickering streetlight, a mold back alley, and noisy neighbours are all meant to make you feel nostalgia with that feeling of nostalgia being the same as being in love. He says it’s the same as for everyone here, this nostalgia Kowloon, and that’s why Kowloon shouldn’t change as they don’t need anything new. Reiko replies that she doesn’t feel nostalgia with this place but that she does feel a sense of nostalgia with him, which Kudo reacts strongly to, leading to him getting really close to her in a sensual moment and pointing out her crow’s feet.

The next day, Reiko arrives with a pair of fake glasses, leading to Kudo teasing her about hiding her crow’s feet, saying she’s fighting a losing battle as a thirty-two-year-old, which is again, quite inconsiderate. She then notices that one the cuffs of his shirt is dirty, and he says it’s a quirk of his to touch the number eight, and he can’t help touching the eights he sees on walls as he gets around Kowloon. At night, Kudo then asks how much work Reiko still has, and she thinks she’ll keep going a bit longer, but then he turns off the lights and ropes her into having dinner with him. Kudo takes Reiko on a tour to show her what makes Kowloon Kowloon. They look like they’re having fun, and then after Reiko says that she can’t eat any more, Kudo brings her to the Goldfish Teahouse. The waiter recognizes him and says it’s been a long time with Reiko wondering if Kudo’s a regular here, which is again her showing some interest in him like when she asked him if he wanted to go for tea earlier in the episode. The waiter then brought them the two iced coffees they asked for while also giving Reiko some watermelon on the house, saying that they’re delicious this year. When Kudo brings up what she said earlier about not being able to eat more, Reiko merely replies what watermelons are mostly water, so they’re practically a drink, which he reacts well to, and she thinks she felt something nostalgic again. She then tells him it tastes good to smoke after eating some watermelon. Kudo then says he remembered someone who said that exact thing, and he says he likes a quirk like that as finding familiar quirks can make you happy as it helps you remember the person with that quirk. As they leave, the waiter says he’s happy that Kudo brought his girlfriend again, and before she can correct him, Kudo tells her to hurry up. When they’re headed back, Reiko innocently puts it out there that he needs to correct him as it’d be awkward if he goes back there with his real girlfriend, and he just dismisses her concern. Reiko then notices the strange object in the sky again with some eerie music playing, and Kudo has a bag of water with a goldfish in it, calling it a souvenir from today, suggesting that she keep it at her place. Back at her apartment, Reiko is visibly bothered by Kudo’s remark about it helping him remember the person with that quirk.

After a shot of the object in the sky, we hear an announcement that a photochemical smog warning as been issued as well as a heat and humidity advisory, and we see on Reiko’s agenda is the wall repainting Kudo had suggested could make a difference. The announcement indicates that people should refrain from outdoor activities and be cautious of indoor heat stroke. Reiko works VERY hard to paint the walls and very nearly passed out before Kudo caught her with his arm in a scene with a lot of sexual tension what she was wearing and her feverish state. Reiko answers Kudo after he asked her that the reason she had an urge to repaint the walls of this apartment was that she wants the tenant to be comfortable, and this really gets a happy reaction out of him since she was recalling something he said to her. As she watches him complete the rest of the repainting, she notes that she is without a doubt in love with him, which is no surprise to anyone who has been paying attention.

After they finished the repainting, Reiko searches for the teahouse that they had gone to together but to no avail. She then arrives back to her workplace to find Kudo sleeping. When he doesn’t respond to her calls to him to wake up, she thinks of their boss and starts calling him Kudo-kun since he uses the kun honorific for the both of them. Kudo actually visibly reacts to this and wakes up, and while half-asleep, he pulls her in for a kiss, or a make-out session to be more accurate, and when she starts attempting to pull away a few times, he gets the picture that Reiko is not who he thought she was and apologizes, indicating he mistook her for someone else. At 5 PM, Kudo asks Reiko what she had for lunch, indicating he skipped lunch, and he says he’ll have what she had for dinner, suggesting that she clock out as if nothing had happened between them. Reiko is hung over it, but the same doesn’t go for him, which makes her feel silly. Some of his files then slipped out of his drawer, leading to her spotting a photo of Kudo with someone else, and her heart races as she musters up the courage to pick it out of the drawer as she wants to know who it is that has the same quirk as her, and as a huge shock, she sees that it’s someone who looks exactly like her. While depressed, she finally comes across the Goldfish Teahouse again and asks for an iced coffee, thinking she couldn’t find the place when she was actually looking for it. She then takes the photo out, and the waiter remarks that they sure had fun that day. When Reiko questions if she knows the photo, he says that it’s a photo he took right there at the teahouse to celebrate her engagement with Kudo. Reiko indicated she didn’t understand what he said, and then it flashed back to the teahouse in disarray and heavily damaged, which appears to be the objective past before this current Second Kowloon existed.

The episode ends with Reiko thinking who in the world was it that Kudo kissed, and that was a brilliant episode with excellent character writing. I liked the contrast between Reiko wanting to try new things while Kudo was in it for the nostalgia and actively avoiding change. Sometimes tells me by the end of the story that Kudo will have to acknowledge that change isn’t bad. I also loved that Reiko didn’t put up with being treated poorly as there are a lot of poorly written romance stories where the female characters are just props meant to satisfy the main character, which is often seen in isekai harem stories, and I’m satisfied with her being depicted as a strong woman. I’m really interested in seeing where the story goes with Reiko not having memories of being engaged to Kudo.

At the start of Episode 2, Reiko is still looking depressed and thinking back to the waiter talking about the photo being a celebration of her engagement to Kudo. Reiko then gets a call from Xaiohei, whose voice matches that of the short girl/woman who greeted her in the first episode. With a really noisy sound in the background, Xaiohei says that her neighbour has been really noise at night and that she can’t take it, leading to Reiko confirm that Xiaohei’s still at Naam Caang Street, saying she’ll look into it, and the significance of this isn’t lost to me as Kudo spoke as if he lived at an apartment on Naam Caang Street when Reiko previously brought it up with Kudo fixing a door there being her inspiration for repainting a unit at her apartment.

Reiko, after arriving to the door of the unit in question, rings the buzzer, and a whole bunch of plushies of the Generic Terra mascot, Gene Tera, rush out as a blonde woman we eventually learn to be Yaomay slowly works her way out to greet Reiko, shocking her in the process. After inviting Reiko in and having her take a seat, Yaomay says she has to make fifty more plushies of the mascot before taking note of Reiko not looking well. Reiko notes how out of place it is to discuss this with someone she just met, but she pulls out the photo of her engagement and reveals that the woman in the photo is not her, much to Yaomay’s surprise, since she and Kudo don’t have that sort of relationship, and that they never actually took the photo together. Reiko then reveals that she has no memories of her past, not just of the day that photo was taken, something she didn’t even notice until today, having never thought about it before this point since Kudo never once mentioned it, leading to Yaomay revealing that there are other people without a past and that she’s one of them, so she believes Reiko since she straight up told her at the beginning that it wasn’t her. Yaomay apparently had cosmetic surgery done on her entire body to throw away her entire past so that only she could decide who is and isn’t her, showing why Reiko should trust that she believes her story. Yaomay then shares a tart with her, which is the first thing she ate after her plastic surgery, calling it a birthday cake for her new self. She is happy to serve the tart to Reiko since today was the day of Reiko discovering herself.

Back at the realty firm, Kudo sees that Reiko had taken the photo, prompting him to think back to the past. He introduced himself as Kudo Hajime and that he has been transferred from the Japanese branch to the Kowloon branch as of today. Then it shows Hajime look at someone who looks very much like the current Reiko, who I will be referring to as Kujirai B from now. Hajime zoned in on Kujirai B’s hips and slowly moved his gaze upwards toward her face, which shows how attractive she is to him. Kujirai B then remarked that he’s thirty while she’s thirty-two, which should be impossible in the present if Kowloon was rebuilt as the Second Kowloon since the current Reiko is also thirty-two, so there’s something up with this world. Kujirai B refers to him as Kudo-kun, unlike the current Reiko, after she introduces herself, and this is very important as it gives clarity to what happened in the previous episode. If you recall from the first episode, Hajime was sleeping on a couch and wasn’t responding to the current Reiko when she called him Kudo-san, but after she switched to Kudo-kun, he jolted awake while still half asleep and pulled her in for a kiss, showing that he and Kujirai B were definitely lovers in the past, and that was definitely real.

As they were talking together as Kujirai B shows Hajime the city, she says that Kudo Hajime is a good name and shared with him that eight is considered a lucky number in Kowloon as well, so I found on Quora that “Hajime” can mean the number 8 depending on the Kanji used, which I thought was important to know since most anime are written in mind for a Japanese audience. She indicates the reason is the number eight associated with wealth in Cantonese based on its pronunciation. After a game in which she beats a bunch of men at mahjong, she openly flirts with Hajime when one of those men threw out that luck favours her too much, saying it might be ’cause of Hajime’s name. What a way to seduce the new guy at work. At the Tintin eatery, which Hajime always took the current Reiko to lunch at, Kujirai B indicates that mahjong is a trick to doing well here since it allows her to hear the concerns of residents. She also indicates that learning the shortcuts around the city is important and that if he eats lunch with her it’ll always be at this place. She repeats what we heard Hajime say to the current Reiko when he took out to lunch in the first episode, showing he is feeding Kujirai B’s words back to her. On a rooftop, Kujirai B then hands him a watermelon smoothie, which he enjoys to his surprise. After he stares at her while she’s drinking the watermelon smoothie ’cause he can’t keep his eyes off her, she asks him what’s the matter, and he decides to light up and smoke as well just as she is doing. He then asks asks her there are any other hints in navigating Kowloon, and she says that to be in love is one such tip, which gets a reaction out of him as he wasn’t expecting that answer at all. Kujirai B then repeats all the words Hajime fed to the current Reiko when they were on the rooftop of their workplace, showing that the reason he did so is that he hopes deep down that Kujirai B will come back to him. Hajime then throws out there that he heard the place is going to be demolished, which she dismisses as something they’ve been saying for years with no intention of following up on that, and him asking her if it would be painful to be in love, knowing it would be gone someday, and strikingly, there is no strange object in the sky in the flashback.

Afterwards, Yaomay and Reiko meet up at a restaurant with Yaomay saying it’s been a while even though they last saw each other yesterday, which shows that something is either off with Yaomay’s perception of time or that there’s more than meets the eye regarding her. Shows such as Re:Zero, Kusuriya no Hitorigoto, and Kowloon Generic Romance tend to have many important details that you might think are throwaway lines that end up being important later down the road. Reiko has a taste of the lemon chicken, and she’s very pleased with Yaomay being glad that she’s feeling better. As they continue eating, Reiko then says she wants to know the truth after all, and Yaomay says she might as well ask Hajime as it’s not as if she’s in love with him, but Reiko’s reaction says it all. Reiko then says that the fact that he hasn’t said anything about it probably means he wants to hide it. Yaomay then comes up with the hypothesis that the woman in the photo is Kujirai B and that the simplest explanation is that Kujirai B has amnesia and that Reiko is her, and that’s why Hajime is not saying anything ’cause he’s hoping for her memory to come back. This makes Reiko think about who she is in Hajime’s eyes.

Back at work, probably the next day, Hajime says that he’s hungry and asks whether they should stop and grab a bite, and Reiko says she knows a good place with lemon chicken that opened the other day, and of course he just dismisses that and says they should go their usual spot. Reiko then says that she sometimes feels a sense of nostalgia with him, asking him whether he feels the same way about her, and he replies that he does. She then takes off her glasses and asks him to look at her in earnest, and he casually says that she’s not pierced, and we know that Kujirai B was. He also mentions that her crow’s feet are pretty obvious. He then says something quite rude and urges for them to go eat those dumplings he learned to love which must have beauty benefits, and to no one’s surprise, Reiko dismisses him since she doesn’t take shitty behaviour like that like the women in many other bad harem or romance shows do. After Hajime leaves, she then puts the photo back in the drawer and gives Kujirai B a flick before closing the drawer, showing she hopes Hajime would see her instead of Kujirai B.

Back at home, there’s a TV commercial on Hebinuma General Medical Centre, a beauty and health facility that opened just the other day with it offering free health check-ups starting today, and obviously Reiko and Yaomay both show up, as does Xaiohei. Yaomay wants to see Dr. Hebinuma, who is apparently so popular that it’s nearly impossible to book consultations with him. Xaiohei has heard of Yaomay from Reiko, so she knows she was the source of the ghost noises, and she seems to not be upset anymore. They go through a number of tests, and the last one is the barium swallow test. Normally, I would take no interest in a random mention of a particular test, but this appears to be one of those series in which Chekhov’s gun applies, so I’m assuming this is an important detail. Then an employee talking about them offering free cosmetic surgery consults catches Reiko’s eyes since she’s self-conscious about her crow’s feet, and she and Yaomay each get an appointment.

Hajime then looks for Gwen, which is the name of the waiter from Episode 1, at the Goldfish Teahouse only to learn that he had suddenly quit with the new waiter having no idea why since he started working there today. Later, Reiko and Yaomay also enter that same teahouse only to find that Gwen had quit, leaving them wondering why he would quit now of all times. As they’re walking away, Yaomay asks Reiko to tell her what the waiter looks like she might run into him somewhere. Reiko then sees some accessories for sale, and since she’s clearly thinking of Kujirai B, Yaomay suggests the clip-ons that are most similar to what Kujirai B wore.

Back at the realty firm, Hajime tries to find info on Gwen since he brokered his apartment only to fail since he comes across an error he had never seen before. Reiko then comes in, and Hajime calls her Reiko for the first time, probably since Kujirai B is his Reiko, but he tells Reiko to knock it off when he learns that they’re clip-ons, which has Reiko crestfallen. This possibly suggests that Reiko doing that was considered an insult to Kujirai B’s memory to Hajime, indicating that Kujirai B has passed away, and I’ll be taking a detour to do some theorycrafting now although I have to note that Hajime can be a real jerk at times.

I noted earlier that when Kudo met Kujirai B, he was thirty, and she thirty-two, and now, she is still the same age despite this being The Second Kowloon as the manager of the real estate company stated in Episode 1. So the place was rebuilt, and she hasn’t aged at all, which shouldn’t be possible under normal circumstances, and as such, there must still be a huge twist coming as the world they’re in is clearly unnatural. Although I’m not confident about this, it could be a simulation with people plugging into the simulation, which is why Yaomay could say, “It’s been a while, Reko-pon!” despite having seen her yesterday ’cause Yaomay spent a lot of time in the living world and then came back. Maybe The Second Kowloon is not a real world but a simulated world, and that could be why nobody ages. I lean towards Kujirai B being dead based on the way Kudo reacts, so the current Reiko may only exist in the simulation. But a simulation isn’t the only plausible explanation, just what most easily comes to mind assuming no other twists. The bottom line is that whatever the truth is, it’s basically guaranteed to involve the world being unnatural, whether it be a simulation, magic, a dream state in one or more people induced by experimentation, or something I haven’t yet mentioned but can still conceivably happen. Hajime notably said that they’re making a fake Earth in Episode 1, so that potentially backs up this theory of the world in Kowloon Generic Romance being unnatural.

Reiko then shows up at Yaomay’s door, crying, and says that she was stupid as that wasn’t the look she was hoping to see on his face and that it’s pointless to draw his attention like this. Yaomay then invites her inside for some sweets to help her move on from that interaction. And outside, Hajime himself is sitting down and miserable, and it even starts raining down hard on him. Back at Reiko’s apartment, Reiko is suffering, and it shows glimpses of how Kujirai B lived her life with shadow copies of her everywhere. Reiko then, as a strong woman, shows that she is shelving the glasses and earrings look, which I’m happy to see since she should strive to be her new self rather than try to fit the mold of Hajime’s past lover.

Back at work, Reiko’s taking a smoke break, and Hajime does so too, and he actually ends up apologizing, and instead of merely going along with the apology and forgiving him, she rips into him and guilts him into taking her out to a place of her choosing since he owed her for hurting her so deeply, which I love since she won’t accept bad behaviour like many women from bad harem anime. At the restaurant, Hajime notes that the lemon chicken’s delicious, much to Reiko’s delight, who’s beaming and has a wonderful smile on her face, which shocks him, leading to him acting tsundere and saying it’s not as good as the boiled dumplings. When he asks her whether she comes here alone, she says she eats here often with her friend, Yaomay, and he seems perplexed and somewhat curious about it judging by his reaction even though he didn’t say more. When they’re finished, Reiko remarks that it has stopped raining, and she steps into a puddle, resulting in Hajime catching her by the hand, and the romantic music that always plays during a romantic moment between them plays, not that I’m complaining since I like it a lot as it’s catchy and captures the feeling of the moment. She moves to move away her hand, and his grasp on her only gets firmer, leading to her asking if he’s confusing her with someone else, and he says he’s looking at her, which has her face go completely red before he finally lets go and tells us to watch her step. He notes that Generic Terra is shining extra bright today, and for some reason, he isn’t negative about it tonight, maybe he’s in a good mood ’cause of Reiko.

Reiko and Yaomay are now ready for their appointments, and Yaomay makes a point about how Reiko can’t just show up with her normal make-up, so Reiko puts on the same shade of lipstick as Kujirai B. When it’s time, Reiko is booked with Dr. Hebinuma, and she says she’s self-conscious about her crow’s feet, leading Dr. Hebinuma to look at her “Compatible Person Medical Record”. Yes, you saw that right, compatible person, as in it isn’t Reiko’s actual medical record. He then asks to have a look at her face, and he caresses it in a really creepy way, talking up her skin’s glow and feel and that it even has warmth. When he asks her if she’s married and what her family structure is, she answers that she doesn’t know as her memories are missing. After hearing that, Dr. Hebinuma, with a creepy smile on his face, says that’s outside his area of expertise as her wrinkles have no medical history, meaning she was born with them instead of having them form slowly over life. In light of her not having memories along with her wrinkles, he says that it’s possible that those memories never existed in the first place, leading to him saying what’s important is that she exists right here, right now. He then asks for her to tell him more about herself, only to see that his tongue is a snake tongue, and he wipes the lipstick off her face. She then leaves the room abruptly, and when Yaomay asks how it went, Reiko just grabs her and forces her to leave, missing her appointment in the process since she was majorly creeped out by him. As Dr. Hebinuma watches them leave the premises, he says that the lipstick didn’t suit Reiko, leading to him putting the lipstick he wiped off of her on himself and saying that that’s so wonderful that he might go crazy.

My theory regarding this is that the current Reiko is a cyborg recreation of Kujirai B. That would be why Reiko was born with wrinkles rather than developing them over time assuming Hebinuma’s word can be trusted. All the diagnostic tests done as part of a free health check-up could be a means of physically recreating someone, and this current Reiko could be a biological and mechanical proximation of the original one. Maybe the ‘barium test’ itself is meant to inject nanoparticles into your body for observation/research purposes.

Episode 1 notably had them talking through TV about Generic Terra backing up people’s memories, making the concept of immortality possible, suggesting that perhaps the reason Reiko still likes watermelons is ’cause they backed up Kujirai-B’s consciousness and memories and then recreated Reiko, wiping her memories after doing so, which is why she still loves watermelons ’cause she in fact did love them. While part of the reason we like the foods we do is genetic, the other part is acquired tastes in that things that tastes bad to you at first can eventually taste good if you build a tolerance to them, but since Reiko apparently suddenly came into being, that cannot be it, and that’s why I lean towards her having had memories when she was created before they were wiped to have that preference for watermelons.

As for Dr. Hebinuma, he’s either a person who has experimented on himself to have the properties of a snake or an alien. “Hebi” means snake, so I guess it’s no surprise his name has “Hebi” in it, but I’m wondering where they’re going in the story with him since they made him so cartoonishly evil in this episode.

As readers of my blog know, I am a huge fan of Re:Zero, and it was my inspiration to even start a blog given how it is one in which Chekhov’s gun applies with excellent character writing and foreshadowing, and I get a sense that Hajime’s question to Kujirai B, “Wouldn’t it be painful to be in love, knowing it’d be gone someday?” could end up being really important to the story since it’s clear Hajime is still reeling from what was probably Kujirai B’s death and given him placing a huge emphasis on nostalgia. Of note is that I personally feel that Subaru will have to kill Emilia at the end of Re:Zero based on all that has been presented up until Season 3, so two of my favourite stories potentially making use of that question in different ways tickles my fancy. I’m really looking forward to seeing what Kowloon Generic Romance having in store for viewers, especially since it’s a 1-cour show that will have to wrap up everything instead of going on for tons of years.

Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episodes 35-36 (Season 2 Episodes 11-12) – Analysis + Important Details

The episode led with Jinshi asking whether Gaoshun had made the necessary preparations and then saying that all that’s left is that girl since he has never once addressed Maomao by her name up until this point. Gaoshun doubts he’ll be able to hide it from her on this expedition, and Jinshi says that he intends to reveal his true status to Maomao.

Then Maomao is summoned to Lady Gyokuyou’s quarters where Jinshi and Gaoshun are, and Gyokuyou has a wonderful teasing exchange with Jinshi wherein Jinshi wants Maomao returned to her while Gyokuyou says he wants to borrow her Maomao and deliberately points out indirectly that Jinshi has never referred to Maomao by her actual name, which doesn’t actually bother Maomao, as for her it probably helps her subconscious not allow her to realize the truth about Jinshi’s identity. The reason Jinshi wants Maomao with him is ’cause he’s been invited to participate in a hunt by Shishou, Loulan’s father, who was a favourite of the previous Empress Dowager, the powerful mother of the previous emperor.

Then on their way to Shishou’s domain, Basen explains to Maomao that the character representing the name of their nation, Li, which was first mentioned in Episode 31, also depicts the founding of Li. Three swords under grass. “Grass” is for “flower”, representing the Mother Royal, ancestor of the Emperor, and the three “swords” under it represent the three warriors who helped her, which again shows how the people from the west infiltrated the land and took control entirely, naming the nation after their own personal story. One of the three swords, the one larger sword, represents the Shihoku-shu, the northern lands. That entire area grows sorghum and wheat and is controlled by Shishou’s clan. Basen then gets upset that Maomao was falling asleep and wonders why his father, Gaoshun, cares so much about her. Gaoshun was invited on this trip as a guest in his own right with Basen serving as Jinshi’s aid instead.

When they arrive, Maomao thinks to herself that Shihoku-shu was the late emperor’s favourite summer resort, and he visited yearly. Members of the imperial family haven’t visited during the current Emperor’s reign, but Shishou continues to manage the area, showing he is quite an important individual, whatever his official title is. When Maomao and Basen have arrived where Jinshi is, she’s perplexed by how unrestrained he is with the manner by which he’s relaxing with his legs fully stretched out, acting like he owns the place to some degree. She thinks he may be more tired than usual, but there must be some limits, showing that she can’t even begin to think of Jinshi as having that high of a status, possibly as a subconscious defense mechanism so that she doesn’t realize just what it would mean for their relationship if the truth were to get out to her about him. After being prompted by Basen, Jinshi tells him to call him “Kousen” whenever they’re outside. Maomao, not understanding the implication of this, asks if there’s some special rule, which the people around are hesitant to talk about. When Maomao gets it confirmed that Gaoshun was invited as a guest, she thinks to herself why Gaoshun was in the same room as Jinshi considering there is a large difference in rank between them, leading to Basen showing he isn’t by dumb by sniffing out what she thinking, saying that they, the Ma clan, have served Master Kousen’s family for many generations, so of course they’d be placed in the same building, which led to her thinking Jinshi comes from a good family after all. Gaoshun then pulls Basen aside after he started whispering to him to tell him that Maomao doesn’t know about Jinshi’s true status, and he hit Basen on the head when he questioned not having told her something that important. Maomao apparently didn’t think about that interaction on why Gaoshun and Basen moved to a corner to discuss when it was clearly regarding her question and just reminds herself to be mindful of her work lest she gets in Suiren’s bad graces.

When it’s dinner time, Maomao wonders why they’re all staying inside and suggests opening some windows, leading to Jinshi telling her to taste the food, and she’ll know why they’re doing that after she has done that. Maomao notes that all of the food is invigorating, leading to Jinshi saying, “Now you see, right?” When Basen brings Jinshi some preserved food, Maomao still doesn’t get the picture and asks if she can eat the food prepared for him instead since it’d be suspicious if it went untouched. When Jinshi watches her eat the food while clearly being very satisfied, he asks her if it’s good with her confirming that’s the case and asking him if he’s sure he doesn’t want any, leading to him asking her if she’s sure he can eat, absolutely sure, and Gaoshun just puts his hand on Jinshi’s shoulder and shakes his head to get out the message that Maomao just doesn’t understand why he asked her to taste the food. Jinshi then orders Basen to eat the food, and he gets a nosebleed, probably due to getting an ejaculation, with him remarking why she isn’t affected, and Maomao just responds that she’s built different lol. Basen then limps his way away from the table and passes out entirely. Clearly, Maomao does not see that Shishou intends to reveal that Jinshi is not a eunuch. Then there are cloaked figures out in a forest with guns saying that this is where they die.

The next day, Jinshi has donned a face mask and is never seen outside without it. Maomao thinks the point of the hunt is to cook the game caught by the nobles on the spot, and it seems she didn’t think at all about why Jinshi’s food was spike with what it was. Given what Shishou has been doing, the hunt could actually be part of a plot to execute Jinshi. As they set up camp, Maomao thinks there’s nothing for her to do, so she takes a walk and enters the forest where she learns of a waterfall being nearby, and during that walk she encounters Lihaku, who was surprised to see her there, and when she revealed she was asked to join, he revealed that he was asked to join the guards but that the other guards forced him to look after the dog. Maomao notes that he appears to have been climbing the ranks lately, but that tends to be met with resistance, which might be why he’s stuck watching the dog. When she remarks that he’s bad at whistling, he takes out the actual whistle and says that the dog can be summoned from miles away after doing a demonstration.

At the party, Maomao finally observes that Jinshi is the most important person in the room based on where he was seated, but she didn’t think more of it. When Jinshi shows discomfort while speaking to Shishou, and she picks up that it’s due to the heat in conjunction with the face mask, Gaoshun gestures to her to not do anything about it. Basen himself seemed quite concerned himself. When Jinshi gets up and tries to leave, Gaoshun calls her, and she gets some water for him. Jinshi had wandered into the forest, and after Maomao successfully finds him, he still won’t take off his face mask off in case somebody comes by, leading to her suggesting they head somewhere where nobody else is, which is the waterfall she observed earlier. When they’re there, Maomao wipes Jinshi’s face and moves to give him the water he needed, he says that there’s something he needs to tell her, but they are interrupted by two gunshots, one of which would have killed Jinshi had he not reacted quickly to the first shot. Jinshi thinks the shots came from a feifa, which mean illegal in Mandarin, and he jumps off into a waterfall, startling Maomao heavily in the process.

Although CPR shouldn’t have been invented yet in a world based on Imperial China, Jinshi uses it to resuscitate Maomao, and he says that this waterfall basin is very deep, so if you jump correctly, you won’t die unless you drown. Maomao then took off everything aside from her undergarments since she didn’t watch to catch a cold. Maomao offers to wring out Jinshi’s clothes too, but he replies that he’s stronger so he’ll do it for both of them. Maomao then offers him butterbur, which was part of what they had for breakfast. She brought it as a snack, but she noted how important it was for him to get some salt at that very moment since he was dehydrated. She had brought some water with soy paste and sugar in it when she was chasing him, but that was lost when they were shot at. She then reached to to touch his face and saw that his fever had come down but recommended he eat the butterbur as he needs some salt. Then her belly growled, and he offered some butterbur back to her, and very much like a territorial cat, she accepted it in a somewhat standoffish fashion.

When Maomao asked just what they were attacked by, Jinshi said that it was a feifa, a weapon of war that uses gunpowder and requires preparation after every shot, but since two shots were fired in succession, it meant there were multiple assailants. Maomao then asked if Jinshi knew a way out aside from swimming, and he replied that there’s a hole deep inside the basin and that Basen knows where it is. At the hole, Maomao wonders whether others would be able to hear them if they kept shouting, which Jinshi doubted unless someone was nearby, and then she did a whistle with the dog Lihaku was looking after on her mind. Jinshi suggests that if one of them stands on top of the other that one of them should be able to get out. Maomao shudders at the thought of standing on Jinshi as Suiren would be give her trouble for that, leading to Jinshi saying outright that if he stood on her that she’d be crushed, and that settled the matter. Maomao almost got out until a frog jumped on her head, distracting her, leading to the pair falling over, and Maomao on top of Jinshi in a position that will make it hard for her to ignore the truth, that Jinshi isn’t a eunuch.

In the next episode, Basen notes that several high-ranking officials immediately realized what was going on and started a search, and a couple of officials laughed about Jinshi/Kousen potentially having a lover’s tryst with the servant girl. Basen dismisses that as being impossible given what he knows of Jinshi, but he still has a mental note that Jinshi has been gone for two hours. He himself also sent out people to do a search but has gotten no updates, and he can’t ask his dad for help since he’s Jinshi’s aid at this event. He noted that Gaoshun had issued an order to Maomao but not him, so he’s sick of roles that are pure formalities. He thinks if only the organizer of the party could at least wrap it up, but Shishou might intend for Jinshi to die, which could be exactly why he isn’t wrapping things up. Basen believes Shishou wouldn’t want trouble at his own party, thinking he might not have anything to do with this, but I wonder about that.

Then back to Jinshi and Maomao, Maomao starts feeling up Jinshi’s penis, leading to Jinshi saying that that saves him from needing to explain more with Maomao thinking that there were a lot of hints about him not being an eunuch but that she rejected them subconsciously. When Jinshi motions to reveal his true status to her, she decides to try to pretend that what she touched was not his penis but actually the frog that landed on her she might’ve crushed, which led to a funny scene that ended up pretty serious with Jinshi on top of her and about to kiss her/sexually assault her until the dog Lihaku had been looking after landed on top of him. Lihaku then gets them both out of the hole. Jinshi indicates that he didn’t see the face of his shooters and thinks of searching all of the guests’ luggage, but Maomao says that since they’re all high-ranking officials invited by Shishou that wouldn’t hold on to weapons. She then asks whether the dog knows any other tricks aside from following a whistle, and Lihaku says that he can sniff out a rabbit’s burrow. Maomao, realizing that Jinshi is mad at her for interrupting him when he planned to reveal something to her and how she taunted him on how his penis is only somewhat large, then quickly lets them know that she knows a way to find out who the shooters are, probably by using the dog’s sense of smell.

At this point, simply recapping everything would be really tedious, so I’ll summarize it with how they had Lihaku and the dog join the search party, resulting in them finding one of the shooters, and they framed a guy to expand the search area from just the river to the forest as well, leading to that shooter going back into the forest to search for his feifa, only to be caught red-handed, clearly outmaneuvered since Jinshi, Lihaku, and Maomao had already found all the feifas, with there being three total that Jinshi noted are foreign-made and most likely the latest model from the west. Jinshi then fires a gunshot, confirming that it was the same weapon that was fired at them earlier, and Basen comes running, telling Jinshi that they’ve got eyes on the associates of the shooter they caught after Jinshi asks for a status update.

At night, Gaoshun notes that the disappearance during the day was written off as being the masked lord’s whimsy. It became public knowledge that during the party, a certain official and his entire party accompanying him disappeared, and that they’d never be seen in public again. He doesn’t know the specifics of everything that happened to Jinshi, but Jinshi seems tired. But since he, Gaoshun, is here as Jinshi’s surrogate, he’s not in a position to hear about that since Jinshi is going by Kousen here. Gaoshun thinks to himself that Basen still has a ways to go since he’s still upset with how things played out. A drunk then comes to Gaoshun and remarks that it’s a shame that Gaoshun became a eunuch ’cause he angered the empress although we know that isn’t true since he’s a taking a hormone-suppressing medication just like Jinshi is. It’s just his cover story for why he’s a eunuch. The drunkard would’ve preferred to see the beautiful eunuch rather than be graced by the presence of the masked lord, who he hears has a horrible scar his face, saying that it must be horrible for “that” to be the crown prince, showing that Jinshi’s true status is that of a prince and that this man has no respect for Jinshi, who is the actual crown province, with the scar being a cover story since Jinshi has to both play the role as the crown prince and also as the handsome eunuch. The drunkard then whispers to Gaoshun whether he has heard any news about any of the concubines being pregnant after the tragedy, and Gaoshun takes his leave since he doesn’t want to answer the question. Outside, Gaoshun remarks that everyone is trying to determine whether the Emperor’s younger brother, who I believe is actually his firstborn son, is fit to be the future ruler of the country. He wonders whether Jinshi was able to tell Maomao the truth since she needs to know it in order to deal with problems in the near future, noting that she really is that useful. He says this may sound cold, but they need all the useful pawns they can get.

Back in her room, Maomao thinks back to how things took a turn for the worse again and how the west was involved. She says the story about the twins tricking the guards was probably about the special envoys and wonders what had actually happened when they snuck out. Jinshi then asks at her door whether she has a moment. Sensing Maomao’s apprehension, he says that she doesn’t need to open the door since he must’ve startled her so much earlier. Maomao says that she’s probably the one who should have apologized, thinking to herself apologizing for calling his penis somewhat large. She wonders what he’s thinking at this moment since she’s always been slow to understand human feelings since the big sisters who raised her were hard-working courtesans and couldn’t tend to her whenever she cried, leading to her quickly learning not to cry. That’s why she’s slow to notice how others feel about her, whether that be good or bad. She says that she won’t breathe a word of it regarding his secret and that to her, he’ll always be Master Jinshi, which gets him in a good mood. He then passes off to her the ox bezoar she wanted, and she has such a look of elation on her face that made him flustered to the point he didn’t react in time before she closed the door and said good night ’cause the ox bezoar had taken up all of her attention, and she wouldn’t let anything come between them. Jinshi is banging on her door to no avail, and then the narrator says that there are only two people with “Ka” for “flower” in their names, the Emperor and Jinshi, the Moon Prince, whose real name is Zuigetsu. Gaoshun notes that Jinshi cannot stay in his temporary position forever due to his relation to the Emperor. This is almost certainly what Jinshi had intended to share with Maomao only for him to denied the opportunity.

Re:Zero Episode 66 (Season 3 Episode 16) – Analysis and Important Details

I thought the episode was a satisfying conclusion to this season although there was one detail I hoped would be revealed that didn’t. Included in my post this time will be an update on how I believe Al relates to Subaru as I’ll be including something I didn’t in my previous write-ups.

The episode opens with Beatrice and the group fighting Lye, and she notes to Otto she can use up to five magic crystals as she needs to save one to bring back Puck. Two of them were used up as they fought with Lye eating the names and memories of three of the White Dragon’s Scales mercenaries with the special effect of them being shattered and reforming showing that they had entered the same state Rem and Joshua are in. When Felt returned, Lye attempted to eat her name but faced serious negative effects with his eyes becoming bloodshot and him feeing nausea that resulted in vomiting given it seemed to be a fake name Rom gave her in childhood. This gave them the opportunity to use two of the remaining of three crystals to fire the special metia Felt brought to them that appears to have once belonged to Echidna judging by Beatrice’s reaction to it. Lye was defeated, but he somehow swapped places with his sister, Rui Arneb, who gutted Dynas’s legs and then did the same to Otto when Rui had moved to strike Beatrice with Otto getting her out of the way. Apparently, one of the powers of the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony is to transform into people you’ve eaten before although we have yet to see Lye or Roy do that since Rui had taken the form of a man before going into her true form. Rui realized that Felt herself didn’t realize that her name is not her true name upon interacting with her. Rui notes that she’s backing off, most likely due to her Gospel’s instructions, reasoning that since Lye was beaten to a pulp and since Roy just does as that woman, who I assume is Capella, says. Rui says it’s not whether you’re a gourmand or a foul feeder as what you eat isn’t important, and it’s who you eat with that’s important. Beatrice, with only one magic crystal she can use, since one must be saved for bringing back Puck, decides not to pursure Rui although Felt really wanted to even though they were clearly outmatched.

If it wasn’t clear from Rui’s interaction with them that she was holding back severely, I’ll make it clear now. It’s clear with how Regulus’s Gospel making him believe he’d meet the Emilia camp again despite it not happening until the fourth loop of Arc 5 is that Gospels are meant to keep the world on a particular path as I have long believed rather than being an object that makes the holder’s goals/dreams come true. This was also likely why Capella went to attack the government office the heroes had made their base of operations when if she had stayed with Theresia and Kurgan both Wilhelm and Garfiel would’ve both 100% died and why Capella was certain that she accomplished all that she had needed and was leaving, when her pursuing Al, Felix, and Anastasia would’ve resulted in one or more of them dying, and for this very reason, Rui left as well when she could’ve butchered them all since Beatrice only had one magic crystal left aside from the one she was saving for bringing back Puck. I believe people who have treated Re:Zero as a serious story are meant to pick up on this, but people who expect the usual from most isekai series that don’t have much happening on a story front don’t realize that Re:Zero is a deep story and that it wants you to draw conclusions from these things happening multiple times in succession. You have to actually think critically when you watch Re:Zero. After all, Roswaal’s not-quite-Tome of Wisdom was basically a tool meant for Echidna to keep the world on a particular path, and it wouldn’t be a stretch if the Gospels had a similar purpose.

Kiritaka then announced that they had taken control of all four control towers and had driven away the Witch Cult. After Subaru and Emilia make their way to the government office seeing that it had been destroyed, they are reunited with Beatrice, and Subaru princess carries Beatrice, leading to Anastasia saying that Subaru can be a boy after all, which Emilia affirmed, although I’m not sure Emilia affirmed that in the same way Anastasia did. First with Ricardo joking earlier in the season that Subaru seduces little girls and now this bit with Anastasia showing that characters are openly mocking Subaru about him attracting little girls knowing that Subaru isn’t really that type of person as that’d be inappropriate, which isn’t a bad thing of course given how serious of a show Re:Zero can be.

Subaru and co. then pay a visit to Garfiel, who is proud of Subaru for showing off what a man he is by saving Emilia. He’s in good spirits given he joked that he didn’t want to hear about his condition from Subaru of all people, which Emilia could see, and Beatrice resorted that he’s feeling too good about himself given it’s usually when he’s nice and quiet that he’s actually suffering. Mimi then barges in and has her way with Garfiel with Otto saying that he really should’ve acted like a man who’s hurt. Otto is expected to be able to recover from his injury, and Subaru wishes that he’d consult with him before leaping into danger since they’re friends after all with Otto replying that there’s no way he could just sit back and do nothing when Subaru had so much on his plate, ESPECIALLY since he’s his friend, and that just shows why Otto is such a good person to have on your side. Otto says he’s sorry that Gluttony got away but that they did gain something from this since Priscilla captured Sirius.

They start interrogating Sirius, and when Subaru asks what made them think about demanding the not-quite-Tome of Wisdom and the artificial spirit, as in Beatrice, Sirius remarks that she doesn’t even care to think about what the others were thinking and that they only gathered here ’cause of the instructions from their Gospels. When Subaru puts it out that there that they follow their Gospels so religiously to revive the Witch of Envy, Sirius retorts by saying she doesn’t give a damn about that and that the only one she loves is Subaru with her going up to him to lick him, which Emilia struck her hard for doing so. When Beatrice urged them to leave, Sirius started singing horribly since she had realized the power of song from Lilliana, and Subaru says that she shouldn’t consider Liliana and her singing to be the same with it being completely different. Fortuna then taunts Subaru, saying the situation is the same with him in that he’s not Petelgeuse but with both his soul and body and Petelgeuse’s melding together with her goal being to drag Petelgeuse out from within him although it’s hard to say whether this is pure delusion or a fact. Although I do believe Petelgeuse exists in a pocket dimension within the vicinity of Subaru’s soul, I do not believe their souls have literally melded together. Before they leave, Sirius warns them that Gluttony will be after Subaru. The subs say Gourmand, Foul Feeding, and Satiation, but given the words are used to describe their representation of the Gluttony sin, I feel it should be Gourmet (since Lye wants Gourmet food, which is why he makes his prey feel strong emotions to juice them up and fights them as if to prepare them well for being eaten), Foul-Feeding (Hyphen for grammatical purposes), and Satiation are the right terms to use, and I will use them moving forward since I’m not going to expect Crunchyroll to have any sort of consistency moving forward. I’m guessing Sirius got wind of this ‘when she compared the text written in the Gluttony Archbishop’s Gospels compared to her own ’cause Lye, and Roy and Rui by extension, have been after Subaru since Lye ate Rem’s memories, which is part of the reason he was so hyped for a confrontation with Subaru in Episode 59.

After they walk out of Sirius’s cell, Al replies that they got nothing aside from making them feel gross, which Subaru shoots down immediately, leading to Al saying he sure knows how to make those freaks like him, which suggests that Al is not Subaru himself since it alludes to him not being able to ingratiate himself with some of the Sin Archbishops whereas Subaru has, possibly showing that he was a failed hero of the story. Beatrice then tells Subaru to not get too friendly with Al, which Al is disappointed to her after he helped wake her up, calling her Beako, which she remarked she only lets Subaru do, and Emilia thanks Al for helping her pass a message to Subaru, which Al reacts well to, similarly to how Subaru said in Arc 2 that he’s the type to like to be rewarded for his efforts. When they emerge from the underground, Beatrice reveals that Al visited her and got her Kiritaka’s magic crystal, which is what woke her up but that he wouldn’t tell her anything about how he got it, and that soured Al on Beatrice even though Subaru does the same thing to others. It was only after Emilia spoke well of Al that they were forced to admit that Al’s not a bad guy.

I have to mention this regarding Al now. I don’t believe he is Subaru himself since there is a good deal against it, but I do believe that he and Subaru both originally came from the same soul. Ever since Episode 22, A Flash Of Sloth, I have been looking up the names of Re:Zero’s characters since that title could’ve referenced multiple things from that episode, showing that names are important in Re:Zero. Subaru’s dad is named Kenichi, which means ‘wise man’. Subaru said in Episode 16 that Flugel’s Tree was planted by a wise man centuries ago, and while this wouldn’t mean something in a different show, its presence in a show with Re:Zero’s long-term planning suggests that Kenichi himself might be Flugel. As for the time period in which Flugel existed, Petelgeuse apologized to Flugel-sama in Episode 43 for taking in the Sloth Witch Factor, which shows that Flugel was from the same time period Satella was from.

Episodes, 18, 25, and 38 show that Subaru has dormant memories of Satella as shown by how Puck indirectly revealed in Episode 18 the number of shadow hands Satella could generate to Subaru by asking Petelgeuse summon a thousand shadows if he truly wants to kill him, half of what Satella could (two thousand), Subaru using a number associated with Satella (two thousand) to indicate his appreciation for Emilia in Episode 25, and Subaru suddenly having an upswelling of positive emotion for Satella in Episode 38 that led him to say that he’d save Satella after she asked him to love himself and then some day come kill her, which shows that Subaru and Satella may have a past history together.

Given we know Echidna succeeded in creating a soul clone of herself with how Echidna spoke in her own voice in Ryuzu Shima’s body in Episode 49, it wouldn’t be a surprise if Kenichi, if he is Flugel as I speculate, also did that as well and Subaru and Al were both split off from Kenichi’s soul, and Kenichi made his sons his soul clones, and that would explain why Al and Subaru both call Beatrice ‘Beako’, not ’cause they are the same person but because they were created from the same soul. It’d also explain why Subaru has dormant memories of Satella despite it not being possible for him to have lived at that time, why Al also likes being rewarded for his efforts, why he failed when Subaru succeeded, and why he didn’t know about Capella’s powers.

When the group reconvenes without Julius and Ricardo, Anastasia, or whoever she is, reveals she is against letting Sirius live, which upsets Felix since Sirius is their only lead on how to save Crusch. Anastasia doubts they’ll get anything useful on Gluttony or Lust from Sirius, but Subaru disagrees and doesn’t think it’d be a total waste of effort although he does understand she’d uneasy about keeping her in custody. Wilhelm then shuts Felix down for making a fuss of things. Reinhard also takes Subaru’s side and says he’ll transport Sirius to the castle since this is a rare opportunity to learn about the Witch Cult. Then the topic comes to Lust’s victims, and Felix says that they can’t be healed since they’re creatures that’ve been completely remade. Priscilla suggests giving the people turned to flies death since they’d probably prefer that, and when Subaru starts to protest, she calls him a fool and that ideals that are all talk have no value, which leads to Emilia saying she’ll handle that by putting all of Lust’s victims in cold sleep, and Priscilla backs down after seeing Liliana’s exuberant confidence in Emilia and even says she’ll make Emilia her rival after she does, probably ’cause she was again as I said in my write-up for an earlier episode saying things that were stressful to others to bring out the best in them.

As dawn breaks, Kiritaka thanked Subaru for saving the city, and that he was had been fully prepared to die until he heard Liliana’s song. We get shots of all the relevant parties and then have Subaru thank Subaru and for Reinhard to say it’s a tremendous honour to help a friend, probably since Subaru treats him like an actual person like others instead of a weapon.

Subaru and Emilia are then happy that Lusbel and Tina are safe, and Emilia says that they have to celebrate that since everyone worked so hard to make that happen. Subaru then sees Subaru, who is wounded in a lot of ways and has lost an arm. When he makes a remark about Julius, Ricardo doesn’t respond, but Subaru sees Julius all by himself in the shadow of a building, and Julius is astounded that Subaru remembers him since Emilia doesn’t. This shows that Roy ate his name, which rewrites reality as if no one ever remembered his existence. I don’t believe Julius’s possessions were also erased given how three members of the White Dragon’s Scales broke into pieces of glass and reformed into their current state of being in suspended animation, showing that they had become something fundamentally different than before. As Puck revealed in Episode 26, if a Sin Archbishop of Gluttony eats your memories, you lose your memories, your name, your existence erased, and if both your name and memories are eaten, you become a shell of who you were in suspended animation. Given even Rem’s possessions disappeared when she had been erased by the White Whale, your possessions probably don’t disappear unless both your name and memories are eaten, or Rem’s possessions were just thrown out ’cause no one could remember her.

What this shows is that Subaru has a resistance to Authorities for some reason. After Unseen Hand was used in his presence once, he was able to see Petelgeuse’s Authority the next time he saw it being used. When the White Whale, which Puck referred to as Gluttony in Episode 18, erased Rem, Subaru was the lone person who remembered her, which showed even back then that he had a resistance to the Gluttony Authority. When Rem was again erased by Lye, he still remembered her, proving that the White Whale was either made or modified somehow to have its mist have a similar effect to the Authority of Gluttony. After Sirius used her Authority on Subaru, in subsequent loops, it took longer and longer for him to fall under her control. This latest incident shows that Subaru still retains his resistance to the Authority of Gluttony. I don’t know where this resistance comes from though and expect it will be made clear towards the end of the series.

Anyway, with Season 4 being confirmed to be in production, I eagerly await to learn more about Re:Zero’s fantasy world and the aftermath of Julius having been forgotten. I also wonder what is up with whoever this Anastasia is. This season was fun and a refreshing change of pace compared to previous seasons.

Re:Zero Episode 65 (Season 3 Episode 15) – Analysis + Important Details

This was my favourite episode of Season 3 so far. It had very compelling fights ’cause the fights themselves made you care about the characters either directly or indirectly due to the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony’s powers, more compelling villains since Regulus was just a noob with an OP power who was just evil in contrast to Lye and Roy, interesting foreshadowing, and character writing that is consistent with what came before.

The first two scenes need to being looked at as a whole given how one interaction doesn’t make sense if you don’t do that, so I’ll be covering both the ongoing fight with Lye and the start of the fight with Roy, looking at them together as if they are a whole. The episode starts with a lot of the White Dragon’s Scales mercenaries making light of Lye since they think he’s just one brat, but he moves really quickly, leading to Gaston trying to take him on directly with him being taking a big blow from an attack Lye called the “Fist Lord’s Strike”, which seemed to pack a lot more punch than what Lye had attacked Gaston with a number of episodes back. Otto then used Earth Magic, which he had revealed he had in Season 2, to get Lye away from Gaston since he realized all of them would be in huge trouble if Gaston were to be killed. Otto then noted that he’s surprised by Lye’s lack of finishing blows considering he probably had the opportunity to kill Gaston then and there instead of merely hitting him with one blow. Lye then taunts them, saying that they’re useless for not being able to handle one brat and that he’s nothing compared to the indiscriminate Roy, and in this sense I believe he is referring both to how Roy is not a gourmand like he is and how Roy is unrestrained in dealing with his prey.

And now to the Roy fight, as I mentioned in an earlier episode, Julius reacted to Roy referring to him to Nii-sama, and it’s ’cause deep down he retains the feeling he had a younger brother even though Roy has erased Joshua by eating both his memories and his name, the latter of which causes all proof of your existence to be erased, and when both are eaten, you become like Rem, who is a shell of herself in suspended animation. That’s how Roy could dodge Julius’s Al Clauseria and then counter his 2-spirit combination attack after he demonstrated to Ricardo how much better as a swordsman he was. Then he dropped his swords and said, “Eclipse”, and struck Julius with his fist, which dealt a lot of damage to Julius. When Roy started using Water Magic, Ricardo was baffled that he had mastered sword arts, martial arts, and magic, and Roy had described himself as a humble, nameless mage after Ricardo asked him just what the hell he was, showing that he had gained access to the skills of a mage that he had erased, and perhaps the reason he said Eclipse after he dropped his swords the first time was to show he was switching to someone else’s memories to harvest his/her skills and knowledge, which allowed him to be skilled at martial arts. I believe Lye and Roy can only tap into one person’s memories and skills at a time basing this mainly on how Roy dropped his swords before he said, “Eclipse”, and switched to martial arts against Julius and how he called himself a humble, nameless mage when he used water magic against Ricardo and Julius. If they could tap into more than one person’s skills and memories at a time, Roy wouldn’t be speaking as if he was just a mage or dropping his swords when he intended to change his fighting style if he could just put them away, which shows he tapped into someone’s memories who isn’t used to moving around with swords on his/her person. Ricardo then dispelled the water dragon attack with a roar, leading to Roy being giddy about how it’s a long time anyone survived that attack, which shows that he is indiscriminate as Lye had indicated with him being unrestrained in handling his prey by going all-out from the beginning whereas Lye has seemed to be going easy on them by not dealing any of Otto’s group a finishing blow even though we’ve gotten much more of that fight and only the beginning of this Roy fight. Julius then remarks about why Roy has chosen evil despite his skills, and Roy taunts him with Joshua’s memories, calling him the brother he always idolized due to him picking an appa from a tree for him when he was sick, but Julius has no recollection of that even though clearly feels something deep down given his reaction to Roy’s words. Roy then says with Joshua’s memories that he always felt that he was a burden, but now with Joshua’s memories in tow, he implies it’s great now to be in control, saying he actually resented Julius for picking that appa for him since it’s something he couldn’t do himself at that age. It was then implied that Julius took a blow after rushing towards Lye, and that became a good time to segue into the Capella and Al fight.

Then it segues to Al having split Capella in half from the top of her head to her belly with Capella musing about how many more times will it actually take before he can actually kill her. Al then replies even if he dies a hundred times, he’s not sure that he could ever kill her but that maybe she is the one who hasn’t thought this through since he knew she’d come here which means they were prepared to give her an especially warm welcome with an attack that would shatter her very soul, and Capella just tells him to do it if they went through all that effort to do so. She says that if they did all that for her that her principles won’t let her turn down the thoughtfulness in what they had prepared for her. Al then has a cute interaction with Capella when he says that she’s seriously going to die and that dying hurts and is scary, especially the first time, saying she doesn’t want to do that, showing that Al does indeed have a power that lets him defy death, which was hinted at in Episode 60 when he said that she better get out of there before he dies. Al, for the lulz, even threw in a dirty joke for her about how she should save her firsts for when the time is right, which she really appreciated although she remarked that he’s probably doing that to lie to her, leading her to transform into her black dragon form, asking him which form he likes the most with Al replying that he can never love anyone. Al then steps on a part of the ground that caused the whole place to start collapsing, and he dives into the water.

When Al got out of the water, he nearly took off his helmet, but seeing Anastasia was there, he decided not do it, saying he’s self-conscious. Anastasia says she didn’t expect Capella to take the whole place down, and Al says he was secretly crushed three times, which suggests that Capella killed him three times. Then Felix also joined them, and when Anastasia asked whether it was pointless to hope that Capella had died, Felix remarked that even Anastasia blowing off Capella’s face with magic wasn’t enough and that she thought Anastasia couldn’t, leading to Al drawing his sword against Anastasia since he knows magic is something Anastasia’s not capable of using. I’m not sure who this could be in Anastasia’s body though, whether it’s a shape-shifter or a possession of sorts. Al only backed down ’cause Felix pressed Al’s sword against his skin, causing it to bleed.

The information suggests again that Al may have been the previous hero of the story given he knew the remains of the witch in Priestella is that of Typhon’s and that you shouldn’t give out your real name to the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony. As for why Al is very likely not a future Subaru, Al neither knew about the extent of Capella’s regeneration nor her power to transform into your ideal partner by reading all your reactions to her, showing he had limited to no exposure to her, meaning she may not have been the Sin Archbishop of the Lust during his run-through as the hero of the story. Another point against Al being a future Subaru is that Al can specifically mention that he has been dying to Capella with it implied that she knows that is the case, which Subaru is not permitted to do by Satella when he has the intent to share information about Return By Death. This suggests that Al simply has a different power than Subaru and that it’s not a matter of Al being able to control his power better. Granted, this is not definitive proof that he can’t be Subaru since we don’t know all the rules of Re:Zero’s world. We don’t know whether an Authority can change over time, and if it can, perhaps Al’s Authority used to be identical to Subaru’s before it became whatever it is now.

Capella then returns as she reforms from rats with her missing her eyes leading to her getting the last two rats to conglomerate into her full form. This may indicate that Capella has a minimum mass given when she was missing a couple of pieces of her body she couldn’t fully reform herself. Capella is acting very dere with how Al hit her with such a passionate attack even though it didn’t end doing any permanent damage to her. When Al draws his sword against her, she tells him not to misunderstand since she’s leaving due to her already having done what she wanted to do, and as Anastasia interjects, it’s what the Gospel ordered her to do, which Capella didn’t respond well to, saying that her feelings for them aren’t from some book and that they’re real, describing it as pure love, which triggers Felix, leading to him saying that if they kill her, she bets Crusch’s body will be returned to normal, something Capella shoots down immediately since her and her blood are two separate entities. She then sends out her Demi-Beasts that are alive yet dead since they’re so intent on chasing after her, which Felix makes Felix cry out in tears about how she could do such a thing with Capella remarking in an attempt to provoke Felix that it might be ’cause no one ever told her to not play with corpses. This does get under Felix’s skin since as a healer he probably values life and respects those who have died as opposed to Capella turning corpses into monstrosities and not allowing people to move on. Al then directs them to flee, and Capella tells them if they don’t keep up the fight that more people will die, creating more Demi-beasts in the process, urging them to slaughter them all before she splits her bodies in rats and starts fleeing from the city.

As I have stated before in my previous write-ups, I do not believe that Witch Cult Gospels are true texts that tell the future but are merely meant to keep the world on a particular path given how Regulus’s Gospel made him believe he would meet the Emilia camp again in the first loop of this arc despite it not happening again until the fourth loop. Capella escaping could be the way for the source of the knowledge of the Gospels to ensure that none of Al, Capella, or whoever this Anastasia is, die since if she had pursued them, one or more of them may have died, showing that it’s also keeping the world on a particular path. While they’re fleeing, Felix eventually cries out to somebody to help, leading to Reinhard using his super hearing to hone in on their location, and at Felix’s urging of him to kill all the Demi-beasts, he does. I believe Felix is crying for them to be given death since they currently can’t move on after dying due to what they have become. I believe Reinhard’s eyes were obscured for this week’s episode ’cause he is suffering while fulfilling his duty as the Sword Saint. ‘Cause Reinhard was adamant that the corpse soldier Theresia was just a corpse soldier, meaning he was justified in killing her, Wilhelm said that he had nothing left to say to him and urged “Sword Saint Reinhard-dono” to do his duty in using his immense strength on the battlefield, reducing him to merely being a weapon. Earlier this season, Wilhelm wanted to close the gap between him and Reinhard, but him saying in the previous episode “You’re right. I’m wrong. So I have nothing more to say to you”, followed by referring to Reinhard in an extremely impersonal and respectful way (full title with the -dono honorific) is a pretty clear indication that the gap is not closing anymore as you really don’t hit someone with a “I have nothing more to say to you, so respectfully go away” if you have any intention to be friendly with them afterwards. Reinhard just wants to be treated as a person as anybody else would, and that’s why he reacted so well to Subaru saying he’d make up for any of Reinhard’s shortcomings in Episode 58.

Back to Otto’s group and Lye, Gaston remarks that Lye is pretty damn good at fighting, and he knows this ’cause he was trained by the gardener at Reinhard’s place and can see that Lye’s movements aren’t that of someone who is innately talented but has trained for years. Upon hearing that, Otto realizes that Lye and Roy can gain the knowledge and skills of anyone they eat, and Otto plays dumb. Lye says that unspoken messages, which I’m guessing should actually be “hiding your body language” and was a mistranslation, isn’t a strong point of Otto’s, so maybe she should give up on being a merchant before he gets hurt. Lye then immediately eats one of the mercenaries, Hicks, and nobody remembers him, not even Dynas, the leader of the White Dragon’s Scales. Lye says it’s because this type of thing is so sad that they love to engage in this sort of one-sided reunion in which they taunt the people who have lost someone dear to them much like Roy had also been doing, and when Dynas says that he hasn’t seen the guy who had been eaten before despite clearly on some level knowing there’s something off, Lye taunts him with his memories, suggesting it wasn’t his fault that he couldn’t protect Miriam (and Maylie? The subs said Mary, but there was someone with a similar name from Season 2).

Enraged, Dynas rushes towards Lye and gets knocked back easily with Lye musing that strong emotions are great ’cause they’re so rich, and that’s likely why he takes his time buttering up his prey as opposed to Roy who immediately escalates the situation with his prey, which is why Otto remarks that as a normal person he can’t think of people in terms of how delicious they are, prompting him to ask everyone to not say his name, only for it to be revealed that none of them knew it to begin with. Otto put it out there that he believes that what Lye is doing in letting them fight back is his idea of setting a table for a meal, and Lye remarks that people with keen instincts are hard to finish off and that they get away with it ’cause it makes them all the more tasty. Otto declares that he has won with Lye indicating that Dynas and Gaston are not bad but not worthy of a main course but that after losing Felt it would be bad to also let Otto get away too, especially Rui would rip him a new one, and this is not the first time Lye has mentioned Rui. Given Rui would rip him a new one if he were to let Otto go, it perhaps suggests that Rui is also a Sin Archbishop although who knows where she is given she is nowhere to be seen. Otto then tells everyone if he touches them that they’re as good as dead since he can eat anything he touches. They all rush towards Lye after Otto thanks him for his impeccable manners, and after Gaston creates an opening, Otto grabs Lye and puts two fire magic stones underneath his shirt, which explode on him, revealing many scars. Otto wonders whether those scars made him the way he is, which leads to Lye pestering him about giving out his name to him and also saying he has other ways to get him to talk, such as eating Otto’s fingers one by one. Beatrice then makes a grand entrance saying it’s rude to start eating before everyone is at the table. I’m not sure how she’s awake after she was in a severely mana-depressed state, but absent a proper explanation, maybe she restored enough mana to function after one day of sleep. Otherwise, someone restored her mana through some other means. Otto was about to say Beatrice’s name, but Lye tapped into Rem’s memories and already knew it, and his impersonation of Rem is just so disgusting on every level. He clamours to meet Subaru since Rem had talked about how Subaru would pass judgement on him in Episode 26, which is why he was so eager to meet Subaru in Episode 59. Beatrice is determined to not let Lye meet Subaru given that he’d be extremely hurt, possibly irreparably, which is why she and Otto have to take care of him here and now. Beatrice and Otto don’t really remember Rem themselves, but they have been told about Rem by Subaru and knows how much she means to them.

I just find Lye and Roy to be much more compelling villains than Regulus was, who was just an evil man-child with a broken power. Lye and Roy taunting people with the memories of people they used to know is more effective at making me care their fights both the characters fighting the Witch Cult and the Sin Archbishops themselves. Capella also steals the scene of basically every scene she’s in. The touch with Reinhard being disheartened over how his relationship with Wilhelm has relationship has deteriorated further and the bit with Anastasia being a possible fake was also great to watch, and I believe this episode was Re:Zero at its best.

Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 34 (Season 2 Episode 10) – Analysis + Important Details

This episode seems very different from that of what came before given Maomao indicated some things are simply beyond her understanding.

The episode opens with Lady Hongniang introducing Maomao to the three new ladies-in-waiting, Haku-u, Koku-u, and Seki-u, who are all from the same hometown as Lady Gyokuyou, which is the safest way to ensure only those who have earned Gyokuyou’s trust can be her ladies-in-waiting. After Maomao is unable to differentiate between them, Haku-u says that the three of them will wear hairbands that match the colours in their names. After Yinghua and Maomao caused a scene in the presence of the new ladies-in-waiting, Hongniang drags them back to Lady Gyokuyou where it’s made clear that the shed is now Maomao’s main quarters but that she must sleep in her original room, probably to maintain an air of normalcy to the new arrivals to the Jade Pavilion.

Maomao then thinks as they’re all working that with the new ladies-in-waiting that the work per person has reduced dramatically, but Gyokuyou’s pregnancy isn’t the only reason they needed more ladies-in-waiting since they had to balance out to an extent the astronomically high number of ladies-in-waiting from Concubine Loulan’s Garnet Pavilion. When Maomao finishes her work, she heads back to the shed, leading to Koku-u (black hairband) and Seki-u (red hairband) asking Yinghua whether Maomao really lives in a shed considering she’s Gyokuyou’s lady-in-waiting, and Yinghua is at a loss for words while Haku-u (white hairband), who is the same age as Lady Gyokuyou and could be a personal best friend of hers, is calm, possibly to show that she trusts Gyokuyou.

Maomao, in thought, shows that she understands that the reason Yinghua tried to get her out of the shed was so she could get comfortable with the new ladies-in-waiting faster, which shows how considerate she is. She then apologizes to Yinghua for being so selfish all the time, and Yinghua guilt trips her into accompanying her somewhere later in the night. They venture out to a building on the north side of the palace and meet a woman, who Maomao thinks to herself is pretty but quite old for a court lady. The lady reveals that this place was used during the era of the late emperor and that compared to back then the number of court ladies has gone down considerably but that this place is still useful on occasions like this.

Once Maomao has taken a seat in a room with the others, she thinks up an incomplete thought with 12 people total in such a hot room on closed-off room like this with it being interrupted by the organizer asking if everyone was prepared with their stories, saying that tonight they’ll enjoy thirteen spine-chilling tales. Maomao reacted to there being thirteen stories, but Yinghua being a scaredy-cat got her distracted. After the first story is told, Maomao clearly sees that Yinghua is easily scared by the ghosr stories but thoroughly enjoys them. Maomao thinks to herself that the stories are more like rumours heard in the rear palace, saying they’re not particularly spine-chilling, reasoning that there not being much entertainment in the rear palace being why they’re allowed to gather like this.

For one prominent story, there was a forest near a village that villagers were told to never enter. It was said that if you went in, you’d be cursed and demons would eat your soul. One day, a child broke the rule and returned with a lot of food since crop yields had been low that year. When the other villagers found out, the boy and his mother were ostracized, not even getting food any longer, resulting in them getting very weak with not a single person reaching out to help them. One night, another villager saw what appeared to be a light floating into the family’s house. The next day the village heard the news and went to visit them only to find the son already dead and the mother near death. Her last words to him were “let me tell you a good secret” before she died with no one the wiser about what had happened to them and the locals all regarding the forest as the forbidden forest. The story spread that anyone who entered would be attacked by a demon and have their souls devoured. Maomao is not all that interested and having pieced out what had actually happened, tells Shisui she’ll tell her the truth behind the story after this is all over, and she thinks to herself that she’s awfully tired for some reason.

Shisui then told a story from a distant land far to the east, and it’s like she became an entirely different person once she starts telling the story with her tone of voice. Apparently, a monk from a foreign nation finished performing funeral rights in a distant land. On his way home he realized the sun had set at some point, and given he could hear wild dogs nearby, he was eager to get out of danger, and suddenly an old house appeared in front of him. There was a couple inside, and the wife gave the monk food and bedding. The monk was grateful but had nothing to offer her in return so he thought the least he could do was to chant a sutra for her. As he chants it, he hears the couple arguing, and he gets the feeling he shouldn’t intervene and should keep chanting the sutra. The wife talks about using the monk as a replacement, and when she walks into the room she had offered the monk, she has the body of a monster and is unable to discern the monk’s location, probably due to the sutra. She then goes and eats the husband instead since she couldn’t find the monk, and the monk continued chanting until the chewing sounds stopped. He didn’t see the couple outside and only the wings of insects, and that convinced him to continue chanting the sutra until dawn. Maomao notes that it’s as if Shisui had become an entirely different person and that she’s a good storyteller. She also notes that Shisui’s face at the angle she’s looking at seems familiar, so maybe Shisui is Loulan in disguise as I had previously speculated.

Then it was Maomao’s turn to tell a story in which rumours were flying around that floating spirits had been seen in a graveyard. Suspicious of that, a group of young men went to investigate only to find it was another man from the same town walking with a torch. The man was a graverobber and grew an unhealthy interest in a strange curse, going around digging up graves to cut up corpses and harvest human livers he believed were cures for the curse with Yinghua interrupting her before Maomao finished her thought. Yinghua was up next and turned out to be a terrible storyteller.

The organizer then mentioned it was her turn to share, and Maomao thought back to her saying there’d be thirteen stories even though only twelve of them were there. During the late emperor’s reign, the rear palace was always growing, constantly adding new sections. The Great Empress Dowager, also known as the Empress, wielded immense power at the time. She was constantly trying to find girls who would fit the late emperor’s tastes. He’d choose the youngest girls again and again with those that he chose spending their time in the rear palace, barred from ever leaving. One of those girls eventually became pregnant, and she petitioned the late emperor, but she was never allowed to leave either, which seems eerily similar to what happened to what was implied in the previous episode with those having relations with the late emperor not being allowed to leave. The storyteller then said that right before the woman who got pregant died, she said that it’s his turn next very loudly, which jolted Maomao awake and made her realize why she was getting dizzy. She then rushed to the window and opened it, ordering Shisui and Yinghua to move the unconscious ladies to the window, saying that the smoldering fire was trapping a lot of bad air in the room. The organizer said that she was so close too, and then Maomao when turned around, she was gone without a trace.

On their way back, Maomao explains to Shisui that the story was probably a superstition with how some things have a reason for becoming forbidden as forest are full of food but also inedible things. If someone got sick from eating something from the forest, word would get out to not do so, and over many years, what was once just a recommendation to not do something could morph into being a forbidden endeavor. After the famine ended, no one could distinguish between what could be eaten and what couldn’t. Maomao surmised the mother and son from the story must’ve entered the forest while it was dark since they were breaking the rules. She indicated there’s a type of mushroom called the moonlight mushroom that resemble oyster mushrooms and looks delicious but are actually poisonous and glow in the dark with a villager seeing someone carrying them from a distance in the dark possibly mistaking them for floating spirits. It’s not a potent poison, but if eaten by a starving, weakened person, it’d kill them. Maomao reasoned that the mother was perhaps trying to say there are delicious mushrooms in the forest as a way to get back at the villagers who abandoned her and her son. Satisfied with the answer, Shisui parted ways with Maomao and Shisui. Yinghua said all of those stories must have background stories like that, and Maomao replied with “Well… who knows?” showing that she has doubts whether what happened back at their gathering could be explained by a natural cause.

When they returned, Hongniang indicated that they came back earlier than they expected with Yinghua saying that there was a bit of commotion, which Hongniang had figured would happen since the organizer of the event this year was new with the previous organizer, a helpful court lady who never got to leave the rear palace after having relations with the late emperor, having passed away last year. Maomao realized that that was the organizer’s own personal story, thinking that the world is full of things she can’t truly understand and that she’s glad they didn’t become the thirteenth ghost story. Yinghua then forced Maomao to sleep with her tonight due to her being spooked.

This was a very interesting episode as I never expected Maomao, a creature of logic, to acknowledge the supernatural like she did, and it seemed that the new organizer was the ghost of one of the girls the late emperor had preyed upon who had malicious intentions.

Re:Zero Episode 64 (Season 3 Episode 14) – Analysis and Important Details

This was an interesting episode even if it was a bit cliché how Theresia fell heads over heels for Wilhelm at first sight. Personally, that happened to me too, so I can’t complain about it being extremely unrealistic. Sometimes something just clicks immediately when you meet someone, and you are engrossed by them. I didn’t see anything that was obviously foreshadowing future events aside from what happened when Reinhard drew the Dragon Sword, which seemed very interesting. In a flashback, Theresia ignored Wilhelm’s question about what she’s doing out there at that time of day and instead asked him whether he likes flowers, and after learning that she fell in love with him at first sight, that may be ’cause her asking that is the equivalent of asking about the whether the moon looks beautiful given how precious flowers are to her.

Back to the fight, Wilhelm acknowledges that before Theresia picks up a sword she may have doubts, but never once it is in her hand and that she knew that better than he did given she deliberately cut Wilhelm on the shoulder so that he couldn’t stop her from going to battle against the White Whale. She had made a promise for when they come back, and Wilhelm declares that he will fulfill it. Wilhelm then gets into an advantageous position with him having Theresia on the backfoot, but Heinkel stumbles into the area, distracting Wilhelm, causing him to take a big slash through his right leg, which obviously means he can’t handle her anymore. Theresia then motions to kill Heinkel before she is stopped by Reinhard.

Interestingly, the first thing Heinkel thinks is what he did wrong (to deserve this?), and I’ll delve more into this later. Reinhard, fully aware of Theresia being a corpse soldier, muses that the dead shouldn’t move and that he will not allow such an absurdity, and I thought it was very curious how as Reinhard drew out his sword, part of the wall it panned to looked as if it was being cut from the act of drawing the sword, and the world shook as it were phasing in and out of existence, almost as if the Dragon Sword rewrites the world itself when drawn. If that’s the case, how can such a sword even exist? Did it even originate from this world? Wilhelm pleads to Reinhard to not kill her since that’s his Theresia, and Reinhard just says what the family has been telling him since he was a young boy, that Theresia died by his hand fifteen years ago, a testament to what a horrible grandfather and father Wilhelm and Heinkel have been. After slashing her with the Dragon Sword, Theresia’s eyes finally brighten to indicate that the mind control was beginning to end, and we get another flashback to when Theresia was younger.

Apparently, Theresia inherited the Divine Protection of the Sword Saint when she was twelve years old after she had just finished tending to a flower field. Her uncle had her defeat her brothers with wooden swords to confirm that, but given he was watching her when she received it, he probably knew she was indeed the one that got it. Her uncle urged her to take the Dragon Sword, but she feared it and swords in general. She had though her older brother who trained every day with his sword would’ve been a better recipient of her Divine Protection, and she loved him for his dedication and effort.

Theresia’s first campaign came two years later during the Demihuman War, Lugunica’s greatest and most horrific civil war. If you recall from Season 1, Theresia did her duty as the Sword Saint to protect Wilhelm, who had nearly died in this war, citing she didn’t dislike the idea of fighting to protect someone else, probably Wilhelm most of all since she loved him. At the time of the flashback, Theresia still hasn’t gone out to fight, and her older brother says he understand if she’s afraid since she’s the sort of sweet girl who wouldn’t even hurt a fly. Her brother revealed that although he was initially frustrated by his defeat to her two years ago, he was grateful to be born into the Astrea family and also grateful to the sword, his way of life. He said he’d protect her if she didn’t want to do this as her old brother, and due to Theresia’s refusal to do her duty, all of her brothers as well as her uncle, the previous Sword Saint, died during that campaign, but she still wasn’t allowed to step down as the Sword Saint since the Sword Saint is the moral support for the kingdom. She thought back to her uncle’s words about drawing her sword, and after picturing a flower next to the sword, which symbolized her foregoing her way of life to be the Sword Saint, she drew it, thinking back to the day at the flower field when she met Wilhelm, showing her inspiration for drawing the sword was to protect Wilhelm, the one she fell in love with at first sight.

We then get a flashback that covered material covered in the first season and more with Wilhelm defeating her in a duel, and saying he would inherit her reason for wielding a sword, showing that for the sake of Theresia he became the strongest in the world since he knew how much she didn’t want to be on the battlefield. Of course the series rehashes Wilhelm being too emotionally stunted to say that he loves Theresia, much like how it was implied in Season 1 that he never told Theresia he loves her while she was alive. They were happy though and had a son, Heinkel, who got married to a beautiful blonde woman, who gave them a grandson, Reinhard.

A middle-aged Wilhelm then said that he’s against Theresia fighting the White Whale, blaming Heinkel for putting silly ideas in her head, showing he’d rather have his only son die than let Theresia go out on the battlefield, which is quite a horrible stance for a father to have. He seems more and more ill-suited to being a parent as the episode goes on. She said calmly that neither he or herself have the right to say what he did given the White Whale suddenly appeared, and he, the leader of the Imperial Knights, the Sword Demon, was unavailable due to being tasked with searching for the princess of the Royal Family that had been abducted, making her the Sword Saint the right choice for the job as Heinkel indicated. The relevance of this is not lost to me given we are finally given a timeline regarding the princess’s abduction, which we didn’t get in Episode 51. Reinhard had said earlier in the episode that his grandmother died by his hand 15 years ago, and Felt was 15 in Season 1, so if she had been abducted when she was a year old, it makes sense why Reinhard said he personally reveres Felt as queen in Season 1, and that’d be ’cause he believes her to be that princess who had been abducted. Theresia then scratches Wilhelm’s shoulder on purpose so that he can’t follow her, and when he protested that he would no matter how bloody he got, she said but that would render what she did to him meaningless. She then says she’s the second strongest swordmaster after him, even if that’s merely ornamental since he’s truly the strongest, and as he still protests, she shushed him and told him that she loves him and wants to hear the words he couldn’t say to her at the moment the next time they meet, which is “I love you”.

As the battle begun, Theresia lost the Divine Protection of the Sword Saint and fell back to the rear as the order to retreat had begun. The whole strike force was lost without that Divine Protection, and she had realized that it had passed on to Reinhard. Pandora then makes an appearance, and Theresia instinctively believed that she was an enemy, so she rushed towards her, thinking at the same time that she hoped Reinhard wouldn’t be tied down by the sword and will have more encounters in life outside of his duty, much like she did. After Theresia seemingly cut off Pandora’s head, it was revealed that that was not actually the case, and she put her arms on Theresia and said, “I want to understand you”, which resulted in Theresia losing all of the strength in her body and dying with her last thought being about Wilhelm.

As for how Pandora killed Theresia, I have two theories:

  1. Beatrice mentioned in Season 1 that curses require physical contact with the target, and given Pandora had both arms on Theresia, she could have launched a curse that drained all of Theresia’s mana similar to how Subaru died in his sleep to the Ulgarm curses in the second arc, so her saying she wants to understand Theresia might not have had to do with anything, and Theresia lost all the strength in her body due to running out of mana.
  2. Theresia may have been hoping to be released from the burden of having to fight since she hates fighting, and Pandora made that a reality by killing Theresia with her Authority once she made herself understand Theresia. If Theresia were to die, she’d never have to fight again, and so, it happened. I have no idea what Pandora’s powers are, but I felt this could be plausible. This could be the reason she couldn’t make the Seal open in the reconstruction of the past in Emilia’s first Sanctuary trial since Emilia wished to respect Fortuna’s wishes.

After Theresia wakes up, she probably remembered her promise to Wilhelm and motioned for him to tell her something, but Wilhelm interrupted and said that his being bad with words, which manifested in his inability to tell her what she wanted to hear, ’caused her suffering. As tears began to stream down his face, Theresia comfortshim, implying him that his eyes, voice, bearing, and actions all this time have shown that he loves her, and after they exchanged an “I love you”, she started dissipating and some of her mana took the shape of flower petals, which I assume is an artistic liberty, much like in Episode 19 when the soldiers eyes were blinking as if they were cameras taking pictures, in Episode 37 when the animators animated the madness in Emilia’s eyes, showing that her mind had broken, and in Episode 61 when a green light coming from Liliana was meant to show that her music was resonating, not that she had some special singing power outside from her Divine Protection of Telepathy that lets her share how she feels. As she fades away, she thinks that her life was blessed from beginning to end given she had so many people supporting her and since she was able to meet Wilhelm. She believes that they’ll all be fine despite what we know of their current situation and that she’ll always love them.

After the ED finishes playing, Heinkel, like a douchebag, asks if Reinhard is satisfied since the title of Sword Saint is now his both in name and substance he defeated Theresia, which is clearly him acting out since Theresia was the heart of the family and perhaps his only emotional support 15 years ago. He then taunts Reinhard saying now there’s no denying the rumour that he let the previous Sword Saint die and stole her Divine Protection. Reinhard of course says he has no idea what Heinkel is talking about, and Heinkel interjects that he knows what what he saw, that Reinhard cut down his mother, and he’ll make sure everyone knows that so he isn’t accepted as the Sword Saint as it’s ridiculous that the Sword Saint killed his own flesh and blood. This makes sense that Heinkel feels this way since he was unconscious and not with the main strike force when it revealed that there were corpse soldiers among the Witch Cult’s ranks. Reinhard then shared that it couldn’t have been her since she was just a corpse that had been reanimated, and Heinkel spilled out drivel about the reproachful glare she had given to him and Reinhard, and given how happy she looked when she was fading it, it was probably his way of processing with the loss given he had a terrible reputation and wanted to believe Theresia was disappointed in him for falling to this point and in Reinhard for killing her since his mother was the most precious person to him in the world.

After Heinkel kept continuing on his rant, Wilhelm urged him to stop. He then put the remaining ashes from her body into the outer layer of his outfit that he had taken off during Heinkel’s rant. Reinhard wanted to console Wilhelm, but he just told him to stay back. He asks him whether he regrets killing his grandmother even though it was a merely a corpse soldier with her soul, which I guess isn’t surprising since this episode has clearly shown that Theresia was the entire world to him, and Reinhard merely says he did what was right and that he’d never regret that, which has Wilhelm begrudgingly, not that he believes it, says that Reinhard is right and that he is wrong, so he has nothing more to say to him as his strength will surely be needed elsewhere in this battle. When Heinkel actually showed concern for Wilhelm for the first time in the show given the state of his injuries, Wilhelm merely dismisses him saying that he should focus on his own safety, which is such an incredibly disrespectful thing to say to a family member, and it’s no wonder Heinkel just says that all of them, as in Reinhard and Wilhelm, should just die, given how cold and distant they were in what should have been an emotional reunion. From Heinkel’s perspective, it seems that Reinhard and Wilhelm are both forces of nature with ridiculous determination, and he’s the normal guy who just wants to feel like a normal person, as who wouldn’t be upset that their husband, mother, or grandmother just died. Although it’s obvious that Heinkel has fallen from grace, the blame probably has to go to Wilhelm for initially blaming Reinhard all those years ago when Heinkel needed an adult figure who he respected to give him guidance, and given what a terrible father and grandfather Wilhelm was, Heinkel spiralled into the person he is now.

I believe this episode was a fitting closure for Wilhelm and Theresia given Wilhelm clearly regretted not being able to tell Theresia he loved her, and it was clear that for the two of them, at least initially in Theresia’s case, the other was their entire world aside from their respective passions. As for Reinhard, he clearly told Regulus that he was a monster that hunts other monsters, and it’s no surprise he’d believe that given what his father and grandfather had been saying to him since he was young, so he of course ended up as cold and detached as he is now, as that’s what he feels he should be due to his upbringing. I hope that Theresia gets her wish that he will experience more than just living for his duty and that Heinkel eventually stops being such a mess.

Kusuriya No Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 33 (Season 2 Episode 9) – Analysis + Important Details

Continuing from the previous episode, Maomao sees the urgency in the situation since the building the late Emperor stayed in was going to be demolished, which would mean the only way to find out more about him would be through his grave, and that would reduce the likelihood of Lady Anshi ever feeling better, so her request is to visit the room that was out of bounds for visiting. She believes the Emperor would probably grant permission for that if Anshi put in a good word for them.

Maomao stays the night at Suiren’s place, much to her relief since she didn’t want to get an earful from Lady Hongniang considering how lenient she’s been all this time, but it must be difficult for Hongniang as a head lady-in-waiting to have a worker who doesn’t belong to any specific pavilion and visits other pavilions regularly since her job is to have the people most loyal to Lady Gyokuyou working for her, ending with Maomao saying she herself doesn’t know what position she has at times.

Suiren likes reading romance novels targeted to young women, and when Maomao looks towards the backroom to see what might interest her, she reaches for a box, which we find out from Suiren is full of Jinshi’s favourite toys from childhood. Suiren then asks what Maomao thought of Jinshi, and Maomao responds she thinks he’s a good boss with the caveat as long as he kept bringing her rare medicines, that part being something she kept to herself although her beaming with enthusiasm led to Suiren wondering whether there was something more to it than that. Suiren reveals often took away toys Jinshi took too much of an interest in when he was growing up since his mom wanted for him to step up and be an adult since if one focuses too much on one thing it could result in one losing sight of other things that are important, which is something someone born into Jinshi’s position can’t afford to do. Maomao then thought that she has heard that when one is raised in a repressed environment it can effect that person’s mind. She reasons that the childish tendencies Jinshi’s starting to show around her are probably a part of his true personality rather than his role everyone sees as the elegant eunuch. Maomao’s defense mechanism protecting her from realizing the truth still seems so powerful given Suiren indicated Jinshi has a position that is very important, and all she got from that is that Jinshi’s repressing his true self.

Maomao then reached for a piece of parchment that ended up being revealed later in the episode to be a picture of Lady Anshi drawn by the late Emperor. She then noticed something odd, which she asked for permission to touch, and it was the shiny gold object Jinshi touched in his dream from childhood. She reveals that it is orpiment later on in the episode, which is extremely toxic, and she thought back to when she saw the paintbrush in the late Emperor’s room, asking Suiren if Jinshi ever visited the inner court when he was young, and when Suiren confirmed that he did sometimes, Maomao reveals that she can resolve the matter of the curse Anshi talked about tomorrow and ask for her to wait regarding why she asked the question.

The next day, they arrive at the late emperor’s room, and Maomao wishes that Jinshi didn’t also have to be there as she didn’t want to make a big deal about it. When she asks whether the late emperor painted only in this room, the others have no idea, so they have Anshi’s lady-in-waiting find that one servant that attended to him after he started locking himself in this room. Maomao touches the brush and smelled it, probably noting that it smelled of orpiment, and then she noted the translucent shards (of orpiment?) and the markings on the ground as if someone furiously tried to clean something, highlighting that the number of marks increase as they get closer to the wall. After that one servant arrived, it was revealed that he is mute, which Maomao thought wasn’t a surprise since it’s common for someone who couldn’t speak to attend to the noblest person so that the mute person couldn’t protest against that high-ranking person, and he is uncooperative towards Maomao, so Maomao took the liberty of approaching the wall and requesting to tear down the wallpaper.

After tearing it down, a painting with a woman in yellow being the primary fixture of the painting was on the wall. Maomao indicated that she didn’t care about the late emperor’s personality but that he passed away without being able to let his true talents shine since he ended up as the leader of the nation given how impactful the painting was to her on first glance. She noted that the paint used to create the colour of the garment worn by the woman in yellow was made by crushing a mineral known as orpiment, which is as toxic as arsenide and can also make things less likely to decompose. At first she had thought that the wallpaper was made of orpiment, but after seeing the shape of the brush the late emperor used, she thought that he was using a pigment made from orpiment, which is why they tip of the brush was cut off so that it could crush orpiment. In doing so, he gradually absorbed orpiment into his body, making her confident that it spread throughout his body by the time he died. Maomao reasoned to herself that the people around the late emperor would find it unacceptable for him to be painting pictures all the time, so that’s why he never revealed it even when he was referred to as the idiot emperor and had a mute slave manage the room. Maomao notes that the wallpaper is still soft, meaning there must be many layers of paintings, and she figures that the late emperor’s mother, the acting empress, must have been the one who acquired all the tools for him to paint so extensively. Maomao believes she knew her child was not fit to be the emperor, so she consolidated power around herself to protect him even if it resulted in others calling her empress although I wonder how true this considering how little Maomao actually knew about her. After Maomao gave her orpiment explanation, Anshi indicated she was satisfied with that and moved towards the picture, and Maomao got all emotional thinking Anshi was communing with someone in the skies, although I don’t know why she’d get that idea if she believed Anshi had been the late Emperor’s prey.

Anshi was actually infuriated ’cause she perceives the person in yellow to actually be the late Emperor’s mother and wondered whether she herself is even in the picture with her ruling that out since she believes she was a passing thought to him. She angrily thinks that the scar on her body is the only thing allowing her to be treated as the mother of this nation. Some people would say she was a young girl who accidentally fell victim to the late emperor and became pregnant, but Anshi knew of the late emperor’s tastes and her father’s plan to have her give birth to the late emperor’s child, so she willingly seduced the late emperor after he rejected her sister, who had no idea that their father arranged for a visit from the late emperor for Anshi to make her move. The late emperor wouldn’t even let her older sister touch him and was crying just from her getting close to him, so Anshi used the opportunity to console the late emperor. After that, her life was put in danger countless times due to her carrying the emperor’s child. She was relieved that the child was a boy, and the empress officially acknowledged him as her grandson.

Anshi also recalls there was once a woman who gave birth to a daughter, and when claimed that the girl was the late emperor’s daughter, he denied it saying her knew nothing of it, and a random doctor was declared the father and exiled with the baby, which shows how fortunate Anshi was in this patriarchal society. Back then, doctors were the only ones allowed in the rear palace without castration, and after that exile, even doctors had to be castrated as well. She felt pity for the one in charge of her C-section, and the girl who gave birth to a daughter was left in the rear palace with her probably never being allowed to leave.

She then recalls that the late emperor stopped visiting after she no longer looked like a child. Her lady-in-waiting at the time, who was most likely Suiren, indicated that the rear palace was expanding again with many young girls arriving, tasked with the same mission as she was, bedding the late emperor. She was so furious that a man who was a puppet of the empress and who could only talk to young girls forgot about her. This led to her raping him after tormenting him about all he had done. In the end, she figures he spent all the time is his room thinking about his mother and the young girls with no ambition with her being the only one he had forgotten. She mentioned that the late emperor painted her just once, and she treasured the painting, but she told Suiren to discard it as she has no need for it much like the late emperor had no need for her. Jinshi, as if reading Anshi’s mind, brought up that the late emperor visited them once, and that’s when he picked up the orpiment Suiren confiscated from him. He also saw the picture of Anshi dressed in yellow at the time, which she wore often at the time, leading him to ask her if the mother really was the person he had drawn in the painting on the wall, musing about what the late emperor had been trying to tell them with the visit. Anshi then cited that she didn’t know and thought to herself that she chose not to know.

Anshi then notes aloud that Jinshi seems partial to quite an interesting girl, which took him aback, and he merely replied after a pause that she’s quite useful with her knowing that there’s more to it than that since she has watched over him for many years. She said that you should hide your favourites, or someone else may hide them from you, which is what she had Suiren do when he was a child, and it’s also a good point given she herself became a target for assassination when she became pregnant, so who knows what someone else might do to Maomao given how he blatantly favours her.

Re:Zero Episode 63 (Season 3 Episode 13) – Analysis + Important Details

This episode has a number of interesting implications as well as good character work that had been set-up since the premiere of Season 3. Not going to lie, I enjoyed all of that stuff more the last part of the fight between Garfiel and Kurgan, which was animated by Vincent Chansard, who I am not a fan of due how hard he makes it to understand what’s happening on screen.

The episode starts with Garfiel emerging in beast form from the black mass Capella had left there to trick them into believing she was there. As I noted in one of my previous write-ups, it’s a good thing Capella wasn’t also there as both Wilhelm and Garfiel would die if she had been present. I know some people will believe this is plot armour, but if my theory that Gospels are meant to keep the world on a particular path rather than being true texts that show how the holder can attain their dreams, then this is all part of the grand plan from characters 400 years ago to shepherd the world to a good future. Garfiel sees some demibeasts, but as they prepare to strike him, he again sees his hallucination of Elsa, asking if he can really kill them since they bore no grudge to him and were once humans. If you recall from my write-up from Episode 51, Garfiel has trauma both from killing Elsa and from having a bit of imposter syndrome due to the circumstances in which he defeated her since he won due to luck to an extent. It’s no surprise that a teenager like Garfiel struggled with processing his first kill, and I applaud Re:Zero for going in this direction when a lot of series would not even dare broach this topic. Garfiel then backed off, only for Kurgan to kill the demibeasts. You would think since they are on the side of the Witch Cult that he’d leave them alone, but it seems Kurgan still has some sense of individuality despite being a corpse solider and wanted a fair fight, which is why he killed them for interfering. Garfiel flinched at seeing those demibeasts die, which is no surprise since he doesn’t want to see people die as he even gave Elsa a chance to repent after all in Season 2 before continuing his fight with her. He then rushed at Kurgan and got beat down badly with Kurgan knocking Garfiel down many floors of the control tower.

Then it flashed back to the Otto and Felt group against Lye Batenkaitos, and Otto got multiple water dragons to attack Lye after he did a particular step with his feet. The group didn’t know how Otto did that, so I’ll explain it now. It was revealed in Season 1 and reaffirmed in Season 2 that Otto has a Divine Protection, specifically the Divine Protection of the Soul of Language that lets him speak to and understand all living creatures, even those regular people can’t. If you recall from Episode 58, Otto took a day off from the rest of the Emilia camp to go to the man who can repair what was Roswaal’s not-quite-Tome of Wisdom. He probably spoke with water dragons during that time in case the city came under attack since it surely doesn’t take a whole day to speak with one man. I’m guessing he bribed the water dragons with food or something since there isn’t anything else he as a merchant can offer them. Otto then asks why Felt is here in particular and name-dropped Heinkel, and Felt immediately interjects that she left Camberley to watch Heinkel, and I’m guessing that is the the last of three thugs that attacked Subaru in the alley in Season 1 since Rachins is accounted for. Felt was on her way to retrieve something they left at the inn, a powerful metia that a sorcerer in her camp gave to her.

Otto then interrupted her, likely ’cause he heard one of the water dragons crying for help, and it almost escaped the building the water dragons had slammed Lye into but was dragged back into it, which would most likely end in its death eventually. Felt then reveals after some prodding from Otto that Old Man Rom believes the metia is so powerful that even Reinhard would take damage from it, which Otto believes is a good benchmark for what could turn the tides in this fight, leading to him proposing that they stay here while Felt retrieves the metia. Lye then finishes off the last of the water dragons that attacked, and he said that gourmands can be particular about their appetizers, which is again different from how Roy Alphard approaches things. Felt even decides to leave Gaston, the most brawny of three thugs that attacked Subaru in Season 1, who if you recall from a previous episode, has a pregnant wife, with them. Lye then attacks as Felt is running away, and Gaston takes a hit from Lye in place of Felt, using mana flow to strengthen his body to prevent Lye’s attack from doing damage to him. After seeing Gaston’s battle prowess, Lye realizes what sort of plan they actually have. He then notes that with Felt gone that there are three that Rui might like, Otto, Gaston, and the person I presume is the leader of the White Dragon’s Scales. Otto then makes a meta remark that he’s had to fight more this year than most low-level fighters, and he wonders what kind of merchant makes him.

Back to the Al and Capella fight, the beginning of the scene with Capella and Al showed their shadows fighting with each other. After Al does significant damage to Capella, and she starts regenerating, Al says that couldn’t be more disgusting since he isn’t into gore. Capella remarks that nobody likes boys who speak too bluntly and wonders aloud whether all people who scheme in the shadows are like that, accusing Al to be the one who opened the watergate right as everything looked doom for the heroes and the one who killed off the other nine members of the Council of Ten who knew where the remains of the Witch were one by one with no involvement whatsoever from her. Al motions as if he has no idea what she’s talking about even if he probably opened the watergate and factually killed the Council of Ten as Priscilla hinted at in Episode 59. Capella then says she’ll forgive Al for playing dumb if he’ll take off his helmet, take her to bed, and love her, which may be showing that Al is her type of guy, and he just brushes it off while speaking in a higher-pitched voice that he appreciates the sentiment but that they don’t know each other well enough and that he doesn’t want his friends spreading weird rumours. Capella with some snark indicates that she doesn’t believe she’s such a bad option for masochists who are into being strung along by women given she has a penchant for reading into people’s type of ideal woman which has Al protesting only for him to be cut off as Capella transforms into Priscilla after changing her hair colour and probably age as well multiple times to suit Al’s tastes.

Al says that’s a repulsive thing to do and asks where she has seen the princess before, and Capella says she has never seen or have been aware of her, but judging the gestures you give off, the reactions you give, and the bearing you prefer is what she does best. Capella says everything about her should be in line with Al’s tastes, and he just playfully dismisses that by saying that the human race isn’t ready for that sort of expression of love, which is irritating Capella, leading her to ask why he is resisting her and what about her he dislikes, and he just trolls her by saying he doesn’t care, only to confirm that he finds her disgusting, so he actually hates her, to inflict maximum pain on her since Capella seems into him for some reason. Al then uses earth magic to fight Capella, cuts her head off and explodes her body to pieces, thinking that was enough, but it clearly wasn’t. Capella says her opinion of him has skyrocketed for sharing his intent to keep going even when the going gets though, showing that she is still really into him, but Al just keeps resisting her by saying he is more afraid of Priscilla in a bad mood than anyone, even someone who keeps changing appearances, which really pisses Capella off for daring to speak about another woman in her presence, and so she says she’ll teach him some manners with the interaction ending with Al saying the stars sure are aligned against me today.

Regarding Al not knowing the extent of Capella’s regeneration, I think this directly calls into question the theory that Al is a future Subaru since he should know Capella’s powers if that were the case. Thus, I believe this blindspot in Al’s knowledge is due to him actually being born as Subaru’s younger brother by blood and the previous iteration of the hero of the story with Subaru being frozen in time for hundreds of years. Al notably said the stars are aligned against him today, which shows he also has an awareness that his true name, Aldebaran, is based on a star, meaning he probably is an astronomy nerd much like Subaru was, and may have been named specifically due to his relation to Subaru.

Now I will explain how Al factors into this. Subaru means Pleiades in Japanese, and Pleiades is referring to a star cluster in the Taurus constellation. Al’s true name, Aldebaran, is a star in the Taurus constellation that follows the Pleiades star cluster in the night sky. In Arabic, Aldebaran means the follower for that reason. While some of the Arabic meanings for certain stars hint at the powers of Sin Archbishops, perhaps it would be better to consider Al’s name in relation to Subaru since Aldebaran isn’t a Sin Archbishop.

Since Aldebaran follows the Pleiades star cluster, perhaps he was given that name because he was Naoko and Kenichi’s next son after Subaru, which showed a fixation from at least one of his parents on their first son who disappeared. Al told Priscilla not to call him Aldebaran in Episode 16 of Re:zero, and that might be because that name is a constant reminder that his parents loved Subaru more than they loved him.

Since names have power in Re:zero, Aldebaran as a name could very possibly mean that Aldebaran would be the next person to be summoned after Subaru was. For more on why I am partial to Al being Subaru’s brother and the immediate previous iteration of the hero, read this:

Assuming my assumption about Al is correct, this episode shows either that Al had minimal involvement in fights with Capella when he was the hero of the story or that Capella wasn’t the Archbishop of Lust when he was the hero of the story as otherwise he wouldn’t believe that cutting off her head and making her body explode would kill her. In my theory, it’s mostly the hero and the heroine of the story who are different when the world is reconstructed after its destruction, but there are perhaps other small differences as well, as part of the world’s attempt to break the cycle of being destroyed and reconstructed may involve changing a few things up with the hope that the next iteration of the world will be the key to the end, which would account for something such as Capella being the Sin Archbishop of Lust in the current world but not in the previous iteration of the world.

Back to the Garfiel and Kurgan fight, Kurgan is standing there waiting for Garfiel, who is back to his normal form, to be battle ready again, showing he wants not only a fair fight but also a good fight. We then get a flashback to Garfiel calling Kurgan a living legend. He says that demihumans typically have a high aptitude for magic but that the many-armed race is an exception with comparably low aptitude, so even in the Vollachia Empire (the subs said Volakia in an earlier episode, so I’ll be using Vollachia from now on) where demihumans are a protected class, the many-armed race faced discrimination. It was Kurgan who turned that around when the local lord’s soldiers tried to kill them, turning the tables on all of them by himself, getting his race the acknowledgement they needed. Wilhelm interjected that most members of the many-armed race have four or five arms, but Kurgan was abnormal with eight of them, making him an outcast even among his own tribe, and despite that, he will took up the sword to protect his people. Garfiel indicated that his swords were referred to as Devil Cleavers, and Wilhelm said that he only draws them all against opponents he deems worthy, bringing those opponents great honour. Basically, Garfiel realizes that Kurgan wasn’t treating him as a serious threat. Garfiel then also starts using mana flow to boost the power of his legs, and he was able to get a large scratch on one of Kurgan’s arms in exchange for several blows. He also chips the main sword Kurgan is using before getting pushed to the area close to where the water is flowing out since they’re in the sewers, and as Kurgan strangles him, Garfiel musters up the strength to use mana flow again to destroy the ground underneath him so that they both fall into the water.

Then there’s a rupture in the wall of one of the shelters where Garfiel’s half-sibling are, and a demibeast finds its way into the shelter. As the citizens run to the opposite end of the shelter, Garf’s half-siblings fall to the ground, and Garfiel’s trauma regarding killing rears its ugly head again. He looks toward his brother and sister and finally gets the courage to kill the demibeast and the hallucination of Elsa with the hallucination saying she loves Garfiel with Garf replying that he doesn’t love her since she isn’t her (Ram), the one he actually loves, a callback to Season 2 when Garf let Elsa know he loves Ram during his battle with her. This makes Kurgan a foil to Garfiel since while Garf wasn’t outright an outcast like Kurgan was, he still decided to fight those he wanted to protect, his brethren, even to kill others for the sake of them, while being somewhat of a third wheel since his mother doesn’t remember him and started another family without him. Tappei clearly loves writing Garfiel’s character, and I believe the characters who suffer the most will have the biggest payoff at the end with those characters being Subaru, Crusch, Rem, and Garfiel.

Kurgan then also arrived at the shelter, and after seeing the dead demibeast and the whole shelter cheering for Garfiel, he honours him as a worthy opponent by drawing the rest of his Devil Cleavers. During the fight, Garfiel uses mana flow to launch himself to the ceiling while using earth pillars to block Kurgan’s arms, and in doing so, he managed to ruin one of Kurgan’s eyes in exchange for a slice to his abdomen. Then the strange directing began, and Garfiel rushes up towards Kurgan again using earth pillars to block some of his arms, and he used all the strength he had to destroy two of Kurgan’s Devil Cleavers in exchange for breaking his arms in the process. Kurgan thought he was about to finish off Garfiel, but he didn’t notice that one of his left arms wasn’t working well due to the large scratch Garg had done to him earlier before they reached the shelter in the sewers since he is a corpse soldier and can’t feel pain, and Garfiel uses mana flow again to launch himself to the ceiling and use the earth pillars to block Kurgan’s arms and descend down to bite through one of Kurgan’s arteries in his neck by attacking Kurgan from his left side due to eye being disabled, which was really, really hard to see, and I had watch that more than once with me not understanding until I saw a piece of his neck gone later after the fight had concluded, and I blame the lackluster directing there on my gap in understanding. Kurgan commended Garf and then crumbled to pieces like stone, which I’m assuming is ’cause the corpse soldier magic involves earth magic. Garfiel also looked like he couldn’t believe that he won during that scene, so that plays into his trauma regarding imposter syndrome for feeling that he won against Elsa due to a fluke. After that, Garfiel said noble doesn’t even begin to describe it, probably ’cause Kurgan didn’t use to cheap tricks and just wanted a fair, and more importantly, a good fight. His younger sister than calls for a healer as Garf collapses.

I wonder why Kurgan retained some individuality while Theresia ended up being a killing machine. Kurgan obviously still understands the concepts of honour, respect, and glory given he notably killed the demibeasts that were going after Garfiel ’cause they interfered with his fight, showing he still understood the concept of honour and wanting a fair fight. Later on in the fight, when Garfiel was laying down on the ground, he waited until Garfiel was ready to get back up before fighting, which showed he not only wanted a fair fight but a good fight, which was again shown when he demonstrated respect for Garfiel by fighting will all his Devil Cleavers, but Theresia is just a one-note killer now.

We then flash back to the fight between Wilhelm and Theresia, and he gets a fresh wound from her with him saying he never expected to last long in this fight, which was implied to be due to the old wound he got from her, and he says that he will have plenty of time with his wife when he joins her on the other side but that he will not dream with her being beautiful being why she can’t exist now since she was middle-aged when she died.