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Re:Zero Episode 66 (Season 3 Episode 16) – Analysis and Important Details

Posted on March 28, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

I thought the episode was a satisfying conclusion to this season although there was one detail I hoped would be revealed that didn’t. Included in my post this time will be an update on how I believe Al relates to Subaru as I’ll be including something I didn’t in my previous write-ups.

The episode opens with Beatrice and the group fighting Lye, and she notes to Otto she can use up to five magic crystals as she needs to save one to bring back Puck. Two of them were used up as they fought with Lye eating the names and memories of three of the White Dragon’s Scales mercenaries with the special effect of them being shattered and reforming showing that they had entered the same state Rem and Joshua are in. When Felt returned, Lye attempted to eat her name but faced serious negative effects with his eyes becoming bloodshot and him feeing nausea that resulted in vomiting given it seemed to be a fake name Rom gave her in childhood. This gave them the opportunity to use two of the remaining of three crystals to fire the special metia Felt brought to them that appears to have once belonged to Echidna judging by Beatrice’s reaction to it. Lye was defeated, but he somehow swapped places with his sister, Rui Arneb, who gutted Dynas’s legs and then did the same to Otto when Rui had moved to strike Beatrice with Otto getting her out of the way. Apparently, one of the powers of the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony is to transform into people you’ve eaten before although we have yet to see Lye or Roy do that since Rui had taken the form of a man before going into her true form. Rui realized that Felt herself didn’t realize that her name is not her true name upon interacting with her. Rui notes that she’s backing off, most likely due to her Gospel’s instructions, reasoning that since Lye was beaten to a pulp and since Roy just does as that woman, who I assume is Capella, says. Rui says it’s not whether you’re a gourmand or a foul feeder as what you eat isn’t important, and it’s who you eat with that’s important. Beatrice, with only one magic crystal she can use, since one must be saved for bringing back Puck, decides not to pursure Rui although Felt really wanted to even though they were clearly outmatched.

If it wasn’t clear from Rui’s interaction with them that she was holding back severely, I’ll make it clear now. It’s clear with how Regulus’s Gospel making him believe he’d meet the Emilia camp again despite it not happening until the fourth loop of Arc 5 is that Gospels are meant to keep the world on a particular path as I have long believed rather than being an object that makes the holder’s goals/dreams come true. This was also likely why Capella went to attack the government office the heroes had made their base of operations when if she had stayed with Theresia and Kurgan both Wilhelm and Garfiel would’ve both 100% died and why Capella was certain that she accomplished all that she had needed and was leaving, when her pursuing Al, Felix, and Anastasia would’ve resulted in one or more of them dying, and for this very reason, Rui left as well when she could’ve butchered them all since Beatrice only had one magic crystal left aside from the one she was saving for bringing back Puck. I believe people who have treated Re:Zero as a serious story are meant to pick up on this, but people who expect the usual from most isekai series that don’t have much happening on a story front don’t realize that Re:Zero is a deep story and that it wants you to draw conclusions from these things happening multiple times in succession. You have to actually think critically when you watch Re:Zero. After all, Roswaal’s not-quite-Tome of Wisdom was basically a tool meant for Echidna to keep the world on a particular path, and it wouldn’t be a stretch if the Gospels had a similar purpose.

Kiritaka then announced that they had taken control of all four control towers and had driven away the Witch Cult. After Subaru and Emilia make their way to the government office seeing that it had been destroyed, they are reunited with Beatrice, and Subaru princess carries Beatrice, leading to Anastasia saying that Subaru can be a boy after all, which Emilia affirmed, although I’m not sure Emilia affirmed that in the same way Anastasia did. First with Ricardo joking earlier in the season that Subaru seduces little girls and now this bit with Anastasia showing that characters are openly mocking Subaru about him attracting little girls knowing that Subaru isn’t really that type of person as that’d be inappropriate, which isn’t a bad thing of course given how serious of a show Re:Zero can be.

Subaru and co. then pay a visit to Garfiel, who is proud of Subaru for showing off what a man he is by saving Emilia. He’s in good spirits given he joked that he didn’t want to hear about his condition from Subaru of all people, which Emilia could see, and Beatrice resorted that he’s feeling too good about himself given it’s usually when he’s nice and quiet that he’s actually suffering. Mimi then barges in and has her way with Garfiel with Otto saying that he really should’ve acted like a man who’s hurt. Otto is expected to be able to recover from his injury, and Subaru wishes that he’d consult with him before leaping into danger since they’re friends after all with Otto replying that there’s no way he could just sit back and do nothing when Subaru had so much on his plate, ESPECIALLY since he’s his friend, and that just shows why Otto is such a good person to have on your side. Otto says he’s sorry that Gluttony got away but that they did gain something from this since Priscilla captured Sirius.

They start interrogating Sirius, and when Subaru asks what made them think about demanding the not-quite-Tome of Wisdom and the artificial spirit, as in Beatrice, Sirius remarks that she doesn’t even care to think about what the others were thinking and that they only gathered here ’cause of the instructions from their Gospels. When Subaru puts it out that there that they follow their Gospels so religiously to revive the Witch of Envy, Sirius retorts by saying she doesn’t give a damn about that and that the only one she loves is Subaru with her going up to him to lick him, which Emilia struck her hard for doing so. When Beatrice urged them to leave, Sirius started singing horribly since she had realized the power of song from Lilliana, and Subaru says that she shouldn’t consider Liliana and her singing to be the same with it being completely different. Fortuna then taunts Subaru, saying the situation is the same with him in that he’s not Petelgeuse but with both his soul and body and Petelgeuse’s melding together with her goal being to drag Petelgeuse out from within him although it’s hard to say whether this is pure delusion or a fact. Although I do believe Petelgeuse exists in a pocket dimension within the vicinity of Subaru’s soul, I do not believe their souls have literally melded together. Before they leave, Sirius warns them that Gluttony will be after Subaru. The subs say Gourmand, Foul Feeding, and Satiation, but given the words are used to describe their representation of the Gluttony sin, I feel it should be Gourmet (since Lye wants Gourmet food, which is why he makes his prey feel strong emotions to juice them up and fights them as if to prepare them well for being eaten), Foul-Feeding (Hyphen for grammatical purposes), and Satiation are the right terms to use, and I will use them moving forward since I’m not going to expect Crunchyroll to have any sort of consistency moving forward. I’m guessing Sirius got wind of this ‘when she compared the text written in the Gluttony Archbishop’s Gospels compared to her own ’cause Lye, and Roy and Rui by extension, have been after Subaru since Lye ate Rem’s memories, which is part of the reason he was so hyped for a confrontation with Subaru in Episode 59.

After they walk out of Sirius’s cell, Al replies that they got nothing aside from making them feel gross, which Subaru shoots down immediately, leading to Al saying he sure knows how to make those freaks like him, which suggests that Al is not Subaru himself since it alludes to him not being able to ingratiate himself with some of the Sin Archbishops whereas Subaru has, possibly showing that he was a failed hero of the story. Beatrice then tells Subaru to not get too friendly with Al, which Al is disappointed to her after he helped wake her up, calling her Beako, which she remarked she only lets Subaru do, and Emilia thanks Al for helping her pass a message to Subaru, which Al reacts well to, similarly to how Subaru said in Arc 2 that he’s the type to like to be rewarded for his efforts. When they emerge from the underground, Beatrice reveals that Al visited her and got her Kiritaka’s magic crystal, which is what woke her up but that he wouldn’t tell her anything about how he got it, and that soured Al on Beatrice even though Subaru does the same thing to others. It was only after Emilia spoke well of Al that they were forced to admit that Al’s not a bad guy.

I have to mention this regarding Al now. I don’t believe he is Subaru himself since there is a good deal against it, but I do believe that he and Subaru both originally came from the same soul. Ever since Episode 22, A Flash Of Sloth, I have been looking up the names of Re:Zero’s characters since that title could’ve referenced multiple things from that episode, showing that names are important in Re:Zero. Subaru’s dad is named Kenichi, which means ‘wise man’. Subaru said in Episode 16 that Flugel’s Tree was planted by a wise man centuries ago, and while this wouldn’t mean something in a different show, its presence in a show with Re:Zero’s long-term planning suggests that Kenichi himself might be Flugel. As for the time period in which Flugel existed, Petelgeuse apologized to Flugel-sama in Episode 43 for taking in the Sloth Witch Factor, which shows that Flugel was from the same time period Satella was from.

Episodes, 18, 25, and 38 show that Subaru has dormant memories of Satella as shown by how Puck indirectly revealed in Episode 18 the number of shadow hands Satella could generate to Subaru by asking Petelgeuse summon a thousand shadows if he truly wants to kill him, half of what Satella could (two thousand), Subaru using a number associated with Satella (two thousand) to indicate his appreciation for Emilia in Episode 25, and Subaru suddenly having an upswelling of positive emotion for Satella in Episode 38 that led him to say that he’d save Satella after she asked him to love himself and then some day come kill her, which shows that Subaru and Satella may have a past history together.

Given we know Echidna succeeded in creating a soul clone of herself with how Echidna spoke in her own voice in Ryuzu Shima’s body in Episode 49, it wouldn’t be a surprise if Kenichi, if he is Flugel as I speculate, also did that as well and Subaru and Al were both split off from Kenichi’s soul, and Kenichi made his sons his soul clones, and that would explain why Al and Subaru both call Beatrice ‘Beako’, not ’cause they are the same person but because they were created from the same soul. It’d also explain why Subaru has dormant memories of Satella despite it not being possible for him to have lived at that time, why Al also likes being rewarded for his efforts, why he failed when Subaru succeeded, and why he didn’t know about Capella’s powers.

When the group reconvenes without Julius and Ricardo, Anastasia, or whoever she is, reveals she is against letting Sirius live, which upsets Felix since Sirius is their only lead on how to save Crusch. Anastasia doubts they’ll get anything useful on Gluttony or Lust from Sirius, but Subaru disagrees and doesn’t think it’d be a total waste of effort although he does understand she’d uneasy about keeping her in custody. Wilhelm then shuts Felix down for making a fuss of things. Reinhard also takes Subaru’s side and says he’ll transport Sirius to the castle since this is a rare opportunity to learn about the Witch Cult. Then the topic comes to Lust’s victims, and Felix says that they can’t be healed since they’re creatures that’ve been completely remade. Priscilla suggests giving the people turned to flies death since they’d probably prefer that, and when Subaru starts to protest, she calls him a fool and that ideals that are all talk have no value, which leads to Emilia saying she’ll handle that by putting all of Lust’s victims in cold sleep, and Priscilla backs down after seeing Liliana’s exuberant confidence in Emilia and even says she’ll make Emilia her rival after she does, probably ’cause she was again as I said in my write-up for an earlier episode saying things that were stressful to others to bring out the best in them.

As dawn breaks, Kiritaka thanked Subaru for saving the city, and that he was had been fully prepared to die until he heard Liliana’s song. We get shots of all the relevant parties and then have Subaru thank Subaru and for Reinhard to say it’s a tremendous honour to help a friend, probably since Subaru treats him like an actual person like others instead of a weapon.

Subaru and Emilia are then happy that Lusbel and Tina are safe, and Emilia says that they have to celebrate that since everyone worked so hard to make that happen. Subaru then sees Subaru, who is wounded in a lot of ways and has lost an arm. When he makes a remark about Julius, Ricardo doesn’t respond, but Subaru sees Julius all by himself in the shadow of a building, and Julius is astounded that Subaru remembers him since Emilia doesn’t. This shows that Roy ate his name, which rewrites reality as if no one ever remembered his existence. I don’t believe Julius’s possessions were also erased given how three members of the White Dragon’s Scales broke into pieces of glass and reformed into their current state of being in suspended animation, showing that they had become something fundamentally different than before. As Puck revealed in Episode 26, if a Sin Archbishop of Gluttony eats your memories, you lose your memories, your name, your existence erased, and if both your name and memories are eaten, you become a shell of who you were in suspended animation. Given even Rem’s possessions disappeared when she had been erased by the White Whale, your possessions probably don’t disappear unless both your name and memories are eaten.

What this shows is that Subaru has a resistance to Authorities for some reason. After Unseen Hand was used in his presence once, he was able to see Petelgeuse’s Authority the next time he saw it being used. When the White Whale, which Puck referred to as Gluttony in Episode 18, erased Rem, Subaru was the lone person who remembered her, which showed even back then that he had a resistance to the Gluttony Authority. When Rem was again erased by Lye, he still remembered her, proving that the White Whale was either made or modified somehow to have its mist have a similar effect to the Authority of Gluttony. After Sirius used her Authority on Subaru, in subsequent loops, it took longer and longer for him to fall under her control. This latest incident shows that Subaru still retains his resistance to the Authority of Gluttony. I don’t know where this resistance comes from though and expect it will be made clear towards the end of the series.

Anyway, with Season 4 being confirmed to be in production, I eagerly await to learn more about Re:Zero’s fantasy world and the aftermath of Julius having been forgotten. I also wonder what is up with whoever this Anastasia is. This season was fun and a refreshing change of pace compared to previous seasons.

Re:Zero Episode 65 (Season 3 Episode 15) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on March 21, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

This was my favourite episode of Season 3 so far. It had very compelling fights ’cause the fights themselves made you care about the characters either directly or indirectly due to the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony’s powers, more compelling villains since Regulus was just a noob with an OP power who was just evil in contrast to Lye and Roy, interesting foreshadowing, and character writing that is consistent with what came before.

The first two scenes need to being looked at as a whole given how one interaction doesn’t make sense if you don’t do that, so I’ll be covering both the ongoing fight with Lye and the start of the fight with Roy, looking at them together as if they are a whole. The episode starts with a lot of the White Dragon’s Scales mercenaries making light of Lye since they think he’s just one brat, but he moves really quickly, leading to Gaston trying to take him on directly with him being taking a big blow from an attack Lye called the “Fist Lord’s Strike”, which seemed to pack a lot more punch than what Lye had attacked Gaston with a number of episodes back. Otto then used Earth Magic, which he had revealed he had in Season 2, to get Lye away from Gaston since he realized all of them would be in huge trouble if Gaston were to be killed. Otto then noted that he’s surprised by Lye’s lack of finishing blows considering he probably had the opportunity to kill Gaston then and there instead of merely hitting him with one blow. Lye then taunts them, saying that they’re useless for not being able to handle one brat and that he’s nothing compared to the indiscriminate Roy, and in this sense I believe he is referring both to how Roy is not a gourmand like he is and how Roy is unrestrained in dealing with his prey.

And now to the Roy fight, as I mentioned in an earlier episode, Julius reacted to Roy referring to him to Nii-sama, and it’s ’cause deep down he retains the feeling he had a younger brother even though Roy has erased Joshua by eating both his memories and his name, the latter of which causes all proof of your existence to be erased, and when both are eaten, you become like Rem, who is a shell of herself in suspended animation. That’s how Roy could dodge Julius’s Al Clauseria and then counter his 2-spirit combination attack after he demonstrated to Ricardo how much better as a swordsman he was. Then he dropped his swords and said, “Eclipse”, and struck Julius with his fist, which dealt a lot of damage to Julius. When Roy started using Water Magic, Ricardo was baffled that he had mastered sword arts, martial arts, and magic, and Roy had described himself as a humble, nameless mage after Ricardo asked him just what the hell he was, showing that he had gained access to the skills of a mage that he had erased, and perhaps the reason he said Eclipse after he dropped his swords the first time was to show he was switching to someone else’s memories to harvest his/her skills and knowledge, which allowed him to be skilled at martial arts. I believe Lye and Roy can only tap into one person’s memories and skills at a time basing this mainly on how Roy dropped his swords before he said, “Eclipse”, and switched to martial arts against Julius and how he called himself a humble, nameless mage when he used water magic against Ricardo and Julius. If they could tap into more than one person’s skills and memories at a time, Roy wouldn’t be speaking as if he was just a mage or dropping his swords when he intended to change his fighting style if he could just put them away, which shows he tapped into someone’s memories who isn’t used to moving around with swords on his/her person. Ricardo then dispelled the water dragon attack with a roar, leading to Roy being giddy about how it’s a long time anyone survived that attack, which shows that he is indiscriminate as Lye had indicated with him being unrestrained in handling his prey by going all-out from the beginning whereas Lye has seemed to be going easy on them by not dealing any of Otto’s group a finishing blow even though we’ve gotten much more of that fight and only the beginning of this Roy fight. Julius then remarks about why Roy has chosen evil despite his skills, and Roy taunts him with Joshua’s memories, calling him the brother he always idolized due to him picking an appa from a tree for him when he was sick, but Julius has no recollection of that even though clearly feels something deep down given his reaction to Roy’s words. Roy then says with Joshua’s memories that he always felt that he was a burden, but now with Joshua’s memories in tow, he implies it’s great now to be in control, saying he actually resented Julius for picking that appa for him since it’s something he couldn’t do himself at that age. It was then implied that Julius took a blow after rushing towards Lye, and that became a good time to segue into the Capella and Al fight.

Then it segues to Al having split Capella in half from the top of her head to her belly with Capella musing about how many more times will it actually take before he can actually kill her. Al then replies even if he dies a hundred times, he’s not sure that he could ever kill her but that maybe she is the one who hasn’t thought this through since he knew she’d come here which means they were prepared to give her an especially warm welcome with an attack that would shatter her very soul, and Capella just tells him to do it if they went through all that effort to do so. She says that if they did all that for her that her principles won’t let her turn down the thoughtfulness in what they had prepared for her. Al then has a cute interaction with Capella when he says that she’s seriously going to die and that dying hurts and is scary, especially the first time, saying she doesn’t want to do that, showing that Al does indeed have a power that lets him defy death, which was hinted at in Episode 60 when he said that she better get out of there before he dies. Al, for the lulz, even threw in a dirty joke for her about how she should save her firsts for when the time is right, which she really appreciated although she remarked that he’s probably doing that to lie to her, leading her to transform into her black dragon form, asking him which form he likes the most with Al replying that he can never love anyone. Al then steps on a part of the ground that caused the whole place to start collapsing, and he dives into the water.

When Al got out of the water, he nearly took off his helmet, but seeing Anastasia was there, he decided not do it, saying he’s self-conscious. Anastasia says she didn’t expect Capella to take the whole place down, and Al says he was secretly crushed three times, which suggests that Capella killed him three times. Then Felix also joined them, and when Anastasia asked whether it was pointless to hope that Capella had died, Felix remarked that even Anastasia blowing off Capella’s face with magic wasn’t enough and that she thought Anastasia couldn’t, leading to Al drawing his sword against Anastasia since he knows magic is something Anastasia’s not capable of using. I’m not sure who this could be in Anastasia’s body though, whether it’s a shape-shifter or a possession of sorts. Al only backed down ’cause Felix pressed Al’s sword against his skin, causing it to bleed.

The information suggests again that Al may have been the previous hero of the story given he knew the remains of the witch in Priestella is that of Typhon’s and that you shouldn’t give out your real name to the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony. As for why Al is very likely not a future Subaru, Al neither knew about the extent of Capella’s regeneration nor her power to transform into your ideal partner by reading all your reactions to her, showing he had limited to no exposure to her, meaning she may not have been the Sin Archbishop of the Lust during his run-through as the hero of the story. Another point against Al being a future Subaru is that Al can specifically mention that he has been dying to Capella with it implied that she knows that is the case, which Subaru is not permitted to do by Satella when he has the intent to share information about Return By Death. This suggests that Al simply has a different power than Subaru and that it’s not a matter of Al being able to control his power better. Granted, this is not definitive proof that he can’t be Subaru since we don’t know all the rules of Re:Zero’s world. We don’t know whether an Authority can change over time, and if it can, perhaps Al’s Authority used to be identical to Subaru’s before it became whatever it is now.

Capella then returns as she reforms from rats with her missing her eyes leading to her getting the last two rats to conglomerate into her full form. This may indicate that Capella has a minimum mass given when she was missing a couple of pieces of her body she couldn’t fully reform herself. Capella is acting very dere with how Al hit her with such a passionate attack even though it didn’t end doing any permanent damage to her. When Al draws his sword against her, she tells him not to misunderstand since she’s leaving due to her already having done what she wanted to do, and as Anastasia interjects, it’s what the Gospel ordered her to do, which Capella didn’t respond well to, saying that her feelings for them aren’t from some book and that they’re real, describing it as pure love, which triggers Felix, leading to him saying that if they kill her, she bets Crusch’s body will be returned to normal, something Capella shoots down immediately since her and her blood are two separate entities. She then sends out her Demi-Beasts that are alive yet dead since they’re so intent on chasing after her, which Felix makes Felix cry out in tears about how she could do such a thing with Capella remarking in an attempt to provoke Felix that it might be ’cause no one ever told her to not play with corpses. This does get under Felix’s skin since as a healer he probably values life and respects those who have died as opposed to Capella turning corpses into monstrosities and not allowing people to move on. Al then directs them to flee, and Capella tells them if they don’t keep up the fight that more people will die, creating more Demi-beasts in the process, urging them to slaughter them all before she splits her bodies in rats and starts fleeing from the city.

As I have stated before in my previous write-ups, I do not believe that Witch Cult Gospels are true texts that tell the future but are merely meant to keep the world on a particular path given how Regulus’s Gospel made him believe he would meet the Emilia camp again in the first loop of this arc despite it not happening again until the fourth loop. Capella escaping could be the way for the source of the knowledge of the Gospels to ensure that none of Al, Capella, or whoever this Anastasia is, die since if she had pursued them, one or more of them may have died, showing that it’s also keeping the world on a particular path. While they’re fleeing, Felix eventually cries out to somebody to help, leading to Reinhard using his super hearing to hone in on their location, and at Felix’s urging of him to kill all the Demi-beasts, he does. I believe Felix is crying for them to be given death since they currently can’t move on after dying due to what they have become. I believe Reinhard’s eyes were obscured for this week’s episode ’cause he is suffering while fulfilling his duty as the Sword Saint. ‘Cause Reinhard was adamant that the corpse soldier Theresia was just a corpse soldier, meaning he was justified in killing her, Wilhelm said that he had nothing left to say to him and urged “Sword Saint Reinhard-dono” to do his duty in using his immense strength on the battlefield, reducing him to merely being a weapon. Earlier this season, Wilhelm wanted to close the gap between him and Reinhard, but him saying in the previous episode “You’re right. I’m wrong. So I have nothing more to say to you”, followed by referring to Reinhard in an extremely impersonal and respectful way (full title with the -dono honorific) is a pretty clear indication that the gap is not closing anymore as you really don’t hit someone with a “I have nothing more to say to you, so respectfully go away” if you have any intention to be friendly with them afterwards. Reinhard just wants to be treated as a person as anybody else would, and that’s why he reacted so well to Subaru saying he’d make up for any of Reinhard’s shortcomings in Episode 58.

Back to Otto’s group and Lye, Gaston remarks that Lye is pretty damn good at fighting, and he knows this ’cause he was trained by the gardener at Reinhard’s place and can see that Lye’s movements aren’t that of someone who is innately talented but has trained for years. Upon hearing that, Otto realizes that Lye and Roy can gain the knowledge and skills of anyone they eat, and Otto plays dumb. Lye says that unspoken messages, which I’m guessing should actually be “hiding your body language” and was a mistranslation, isn’t a strong point of Otto’s, so maybe she should give up on being a merchant before he gets hurt. Lye then immediately eats one of the mercenaries, Hicks, and nobody remembers him, not even Dynas, the leader of the White Dragon’s Scales. Lye says it’s because this type of thing is so sad that they love to engage in this sort of one-sided reunion in which they taunt the people who have lost someone dear to them much like Roy had also been doing, and when Dynas says that he hasn’t seen the guy who had been eaten before despite clearly on some level knowing there’s something off, Lye taunts him with his memories, suggesting it wasn’t his fault that he couldn’t protect Miriam (and Maylie? The subs said Mary, but there was someone with a similar name from Season 2).

Enraged, Dynas rushes towards Lye and gets knocked back easily with Lye musing that strong emotions are great ’cause they’re so rich, and that’s likely why he takes his time buttering up his prey as opposed to Roy who immediately escalates the situation with his prey, which is why Otto remarks that as a normal person he can’t think of people in terms of how delicious they are, prompting him to ask everyone to not say his name, only for it to be revealed that none of them knew it to begin with. Otto put it out there that he believes that what Lye is doing in letting them fight back is his idea of setting a table for a meal, and Lye remarks that people with keen instincts are hard to finish off and that they get away with it ’cause it makes them all the more tasty. Otto declares that he has won with Lye indicating that Dynas and Gaston are not bad but not worthy of a main course but that after losing Felt it would be bad to also let Otto get away too, especially Rui would rip him a new one, and this is not the first time Lye has mentioned Rui. Given Rui would rip him a new one if he were to let Otto go, it perhaps suggests that Rui is also a Sin Archbishop although who knows where she is given she is nowhere to be seen. Otto then tells everyone if he touches them that they’re as good as dead since he can eat anything he touches. They all rush towards Lye after Otto thanks him for his impeccable manners, and after Gaston creates an opening, Otto grabs Lye and puts two fire magic stones underneath his shirt, which explode on him, revealing many scars. Otto wonders whether those scars made him the way he is, which leads to Lye pestering him about giving out his name to him and also saying he has other ways to get him to talk, such as eating Otto’s fingers one by one. Beatrice then makes a grand entrance saying it’s rude to start eating before everyone is at the table. I’m not sure how she’s awake after she was in a severely mana-depressed state, but absent a proper explanation, maybe she restored enough mana to function after one day of sleep. Otherwise, someone restored her mana through some other means. Otto was about to say Beatrice’s name, but Lye tapped into Rem’s memories and already knew it, and his impersonation of Rem is just so disgusting on every level. He clamours to meet Subaru since Rem had talked about how Subaru would pass judgement on him in Episode 26, which is why he was so eager to meet Subaru in Episode 59. Beatrice is determined to not let Lye meet Subaru given that he’d be extremely hurt, possibly irreparably, which is why she and Otto have to take care of him here and now. Beatrice and Otto don’t really remember Rem themselves, but they have been told about Rem by Subaru and knows how much she means to them.

I just find Lye and Roy to be much more compelling villains than Regulus was, who was just an evil man-child with a broken power. Lye and Roy taunting people with the memories of people they used to know is more effective at making me care their fights both the characters fighting the Witch Cult and the Sin Archbishops themselves. Capella also steals the scene of basically every scene she’s in. The touch with Reinhard being disheartened over how his relationship with Wilhelm has relationship has deteriorated further and the bit with Anastasia being a possible fake was also great to watch, and I believe this episode was Re:Zero at its best.

Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 34 – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on March 21, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

This episode seems very different from that of what came before given Maomao indicated some things are simply beyond her understanding.

The episode opens with Lady Hongniang introducing Maomao to the three new ladies-in-waiting, Haku-u, Koku-u, and Seki-u, who are all from the same hometown as Lady Gyokuyou, which is the safest way to ensure only those who have earned Gyokuyou’s trust can be her ladies-in-waiting. After Maomao is unable to differentiate between them, Haku-u says that the three of them will wear hairbands that match the colours in their names. After Yinghua and Maomao caused a scene in the presence of the new ladies-in-waiting, Hongniang drags them back to Lady Gyokuyou where it’s made clear that the shed is now Maomao’s main quarters but that she must sleep in her original room, probably to maintain an air of normalcy to the new arrivals to the Jade Pavilion.

Maomao then thinks as they’re all working that with the new ladies-in-waiting that the work per person has reduced dramatically, but Gyokuyou’s pregnancy isn’t the only reason they needed more ladies-in-waiting since they had to balance out to an extent the astronomically high number of ladies-in-waiting from Concubine Loulan’s Garnet Pavilion. When Maomao finishes her work, she heads back to the shed, leading to Koku-u (black hairband) and Seki-u (red hairband) asking Yinghua whether Maomao really lives in a shed considering she’s Gyokuyou’s lady-in-waiting, and Yinghua is at a loss for words while Haku-u (white hairband), who is the same age as Lady Gyokuyou and could be a personal best friend of hers, is calm, possibly to show that she trusts Gyokuyou.

Maomao, in thought, shows that she understands that the reason Yinghua tried to get her out of the shed was so she could get comfortable with the new ladies-in-waiting faster, which shows how considerate she is. She then apologizes to Yinghua for being so selfish all the time, and Yinghua guilt trips her into accompanying her somewhere later in the night. They venture out to a building on the north side of the palace and meet a woman, who Maomao thinks to herself is pretty but quite old for a court lady. The lady reveals that this place was used during the era of the late emperor and that compared to back then the number of court ladies has gone down considerably but that this place is still useful on occasions like this.

Once Maomao has taken a seat in a room with the others, she thinks up an incomplete thought with 12 people total in such a hot room on closed-off room like this with it being interrupted by the organizer asking if everyone was prepared with their stories, saying that tonight they’ll enjoy thirteen spine-chilling tales. Maomao reacted to there being thirteen stories, but Yinghua being a scaredy-cat got her distracted. After the first story is told, Maomao clearly sees that Yinghua is easily scared by the ghosr stories but thoroughly enjoys them. Maomao thinks to herself that the stories are more like rumours heard in the rear palace, saying they’re not particularly spine-chilling, reasoning that there not being much entertainment in the rear palace being why they’re allowed to gather like this.

For one prominent story, there was a forest near a village that villagers were told to never enter. It was said that if you went in, you’d be cursed and demons would eat your soul. One day, a child broke the rule and returned with a lot of food since crop yields had been low that year. When the other villagers found out, the boy and his mother were ostracized, not even getting food any longer, resulting in them getting very weak with not a single person reaching out to help them. One night, another villager saw what appeared to be a light floating into the family’s house. The next day the village heard the news and went to visit them only to find the son already dead and the mother near death. Her last words to him were “let me tell you a good secret” before she died with no one the wiser about what had happened to them and the locals all regarding the forest as the forbidden forest. The story spread that anyone who entered would be attacked by a demon and have their souls devoured. Maomao is not all that interested and having pieced out what had actually happened, tells Shisui she’ll tell her the truth behind the story after this is all over, and she thinks to herself that she’s awfully tired for some reason.

Shisui then told a story from a distant land far to the east, and it’s like she became an entirely different person once she starts telling the story with her tone of voice. Apparently, a monk from a foreign nation finished performing funeral rights in a distant land. On his way home he realized the sun had set at some point, and given he could hear wild dogs nearby, he was eager to get out of danger, and suddenly an old house appeared in front of him. There was a couple inside, and the wife gave the monk food and bedding. The monk was grateful but had nothing to offer her in return so he thought the least he could do was to chant a sutra for her. As he chants it, he hears the couple arguing, and he gets the feeling he shouldn’t intervene and should keep chanting the sutra. The wife talks about using the monk as a replacement, and when she walks into the room she had offered the monk, she has the body of a monster and is unable to discern the monk’s location, probably due to the sutra. She then goes and eats the husband instead since she couldn’t find the monk, and the monk continued chanting until the chewing sounds stopped. He didn’t see the couple outside and only the wings of insects, and that convinced him to continue chanting the sutra until dawn. Maomao notes that it’s as if Shisui had become an entirely different person and that she’s a good storyteller. She also notes that Shisui’s face at the angle she’s looking at seems familiar, so maybe Shisui is Loulan in disguise as I had previously speculated.

Then it was Maomao’s turn to tell a story in which rumours were flying around that floating spirits had been seen in a graveyard. Suspicious of that, a group of young men went to investigate only to find it was another man from the same town walking with a torch. The man was a graverobber and grew an unhealthy interest in a strange curse, going around digging up graves to cut up corpses and harvest human livers he believed were cures for the curse with Yinghua interrupting her before Maomao finished her thought. Yinghua was up next and turned out to be a terrible storyteller.

The organizer then mentioned it was her turn to share, and Maomao thought back to her saying there’d be thirteen stories even though only twelve of them were there. During the late emperor’s reign, the rear palace was always growing, constantly adding new sections. The Great Empress Dowager, also known as the Empress, wielded immense power at the time. She was constantly trying to find girls who would fit the late emperor’s tastes. He’d choose the youngest girls again and again with those that he chose spending their time in the rear palace, barred from ever leaving. One of those girls eventually became pregnant, and she petitioned the late emperor, but she was never allowed to leave either, which seems eerily similar to what happened to what was implied in the previous episode with those having relations with the late emperor not being allowed to leave. The storyteller then said that right before the woman who got pregant died, she said that it’s his turn next very loudly, which jolted Maomao awake and made her realize why she was getting dizzy. She then rushed to the window and opened it, ordering Shisui and Yinghua to move the unconscious ladies to the window, saying that the smoldering fire was trapping a lot of bad air in the room. The organizer said that she was so close too, and then Maomao when turned around, she was gone without a trace.

On their way back, Maomao explains to Shisui that the story was probably a superstition with how some things have a reason for becoming forbidden as forest are full of food but also inedible things. If someone got sick from eating something from the forest, word would get out to not do so, and over many years, what was once just a recommendation to not do something could morph into being a forbidden endeavor. After the famine ended, no one could distinguish between what could be eaten and what couldn’t. Maomao surmised the mother and son from the story must’ve entered the forest while it was dark since they were breaking the rules. She indicated there’s a type of mushroom called the moonlight mushroom that resemble oyster mushrooms and looks delicious but are actually poisonous and glow in the dark with a villager seeing someone carrying them from a distance in the dark possibly mistaking them for floating spirits. It’s not a potent poison, but if eaten by a starving, weakened person, it’d kill them. Maomao reasoned that the mother was perhaps trying to say there are delicious mushrooms in the forest as a way to get back at the villagers who abandoned her and her son. Satisfied with the answer, Shisui parted ways with Maomao and Shisui. Yinghua said all of those stories must have background stories like that, and Maomao replied with “Well… who knows?” showing that she has doubts whether what happened back at their gathering could be explained by a natural cause.

When they returned, Hongniang indicated that they came back earlier than they expected with Yinghua saying that there was a bit of commotion, which Hongniang had figured would happen since the organizer of the event this year was new with the previous organizer, a helpful court lady who never got to leave the rear palace after having relations with the late emperor, having passed away last year. Maomao realized that that was the organizer’s own personal story, thinking that the world is full of things she can’t truly understand and that she’s glad they didn’t become the thirteenth ghost story. Yinghua then forced Maomao to sleep with her tonight due to her being spooked.

This was a very interesting episode as I never expected Maomao, a creature of logic, to acknowledge the supernatural like she did, and it seemed that the new organizer was the ghost of one of the girls the late emperor had preyed upon who had malicious intentions.

Re:Zero Episode 64 (Season 3 Episode 14) – Analysis and Important Details

Posted on March 15, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

This was an interesting episode even if it was a bit cliché how Theresia fell heads over heels for Wilhelm at first sight. Personally, that happened to me too, so I can’t complain about it being extremely unrealistic. Sometimes something just clicks immediately when you meet someone, and you are engrossed by them. I didn’t see anything that was obviously foreshadowing future events aside from what happened when Reinhard drew the Dragon Sword, which seemed very interesting. In a flashback, Theresia ignored Wilhelm’s question about what she’s doing out there at that time of day and instead asked him whether he likes flowers, and after learning that she fell in love with him at first sight, that may be ’cause her asking that is the equivalent of asking about the whether the moon looks beautiful given how precious flowers are to her.

Back to the fight, Wilhelm acknowledges that before Theresia picks up a sword she may have doubts, but never once it is in her hand and that she knew that better than he did given she deliberately cut Wilhelm on the shoulder so that he couldn’t stop her from going to battle against the White Whale. She had made a promise for when they come back, and Wilhelm declares that he will fulfill it. Wilhelm then gets into an advantageous position with him having Theresia on the backfoot, but Heinkel stumbles into the area, distracting Wilhelm, causing him to take a big slash through his right leg, which obviously means he can’t handle her anymore. Theresia then motions to kill Heinkel before she is stopped by Reinhard.

Interestingly, the first thing Heinkel thinks is what he did wrong (to deserve this?), and I’ll delve more into this later. Reinhard, fully aware of Theresia being a corpse soldier, muses that the dead shouldn’t move and that he will not allow such an absurdity, and I thought it was very curious how as Reinhard drew out his sword, part of the wall it panned to looked as if it was being cut from the act of drawing the sword, and the world shook as it were phasing in and out of existence, almost as if the Dragon Sword rewrites the world itself when drawn. If that’s the case, how can such a sword even exist? Did it even originate from this world? Wilhelm pleads to Reinhard to not kill her since that’s his Theresia, and Reinhard just says what the family has been telling him since he was a young boy, that Theresia died by his hand fifteen years ago, a testament to what a horrible grandfather and father Wilhelm and Heinkel have been. After slashing her with the Dragon Sword, Theresia’s eyes finally brighten to indicate that the mind control was beginning to end, and we get another flashback to when Theresia was younger.

Apparently, Theresia inherited the Divine Protection of the Sword Saint when she was twelve years old after she had just finished tending to a flower field. Her uncle had her defeat her brothers with wooden swords to confirm that, but given he was watching her when she received it, he probably knew she was indeed the one that got it. Her uncle urged her to take the Dragon Sword, but she feared it and swords in general. She had though her older brother who trained every day with his sword would’ve been a better recipient of her Divine Protection, and she loved him for his dedication and effort.

Theresia’s first campaign came two years later during the Demihuman War, Lugunica’s greatest and most horrific civil war. If you recall from Season 1, Theresia did her duty as the Sword Saint to protect Wilhelm, who had nearly died in this war, citing she didn’t dislike the idea of fighting to protect someone else, probably Wilhelm most of all since she loved him. At the time of the flashback, Theresia still hasn’t gone out to fight, and her older brother says he understand if she’s afraid since she’s the sort of sweet girl who wouldn’t even hurt a fly. Her brother revealed that although he was initially frustrated by his defeat to her two years ago, he was grateful to be born into the Astrea family and also grateful to the sword, his way of life. He said he’d protect her if she didn’t want to do this as her old brother, and due to Theresia’s refusal to do her duty, all of her brothers as well as her uncle, the previous Sword Saint, died during that campaign, but she still wasn’t allowed to step down as the Sword Saint since the Sword Saint is the moral support for the kingdom. She thought back to her uncle’s words about drawing her sword, and after picturing a flower next to the sword, which symbolized her foregoing her way of life to be the Sword Saint, she drew it, thinking back to the day at the flower field when she met Wilhelm, showing her inspiration for drawing the sword was to protect Wilhelm, the one she fell in love with at first sight.

We then get a flashback that covered material covered in the first season and more with Wilhelm defeating her in a duel, and saying he would inherit her reason for wielding a sword, showing that for the sake of Theresia he became the strongest in the world since he knew how much she didn’t want to be on the battlefield. Of course the series rehashes Wilhelm being too emotionally stunted to say that he loves Theresia, much like how it was implied in Season 1 that he never told Theresia he loves her while she was alive. They were happy though and had a son, Heinkel, who got married to a beautiful blonde woman, who gave them a grandson, Reinhard.

A middle-aged Wilhelm then said that he’s against Theresia fighting the White Whale, blaming Heinkel for putting silly ideas in her head, showing he’d rather have his only son die than let Theresia go out on the battlefield, which is quite a horrible stance for a father to have. He seems more and more ill-suited to being a parent as the episode goes on. She said calmly that neither he or herself have the right to say what he did given the White Whale suddenly appeared, and he, the leader of the Imperial Knights, the Sword Demon, was unavailable due to being tasked with searching for the princess of the Royal Family that had been abducted, making her the Sword Saint the right choice for the job as Heinkel indicated. The relevance of this is not lost to me given we are finally given a timeline regarding the princess’s abduction, which we didn’t get in Episode 51. Reinhard had said earlier in the episode that his grandmother died by his hand 15 years ago, and Felt was 15 in Season 1, so if she had been abducted when she was a year old, it makes sense why Reinhard said he personally reveres Felt as queen in Season 1, and that’d be ’cause he believes her to be that princess who had been abducted. Theresia then scratches Wilhelm’s shoulder on purpose so that he can’t follow her, and when he protested that he would no matter how bloody he got, she said but that would render what she did to him meaningless. She then says she’s the second strongest swordmaster after him, even if that’s merely ornamental since he’s truly the strongest, and as he still protests, she shushed him and told him that she loves him and wants to hear the words he couldn’t say to her at the moment the next time they meet, which is “I love you”.

As the battle begun, Theresia lost the Divine Protection of the Sword Saint and fell back to the rear as the order to retreat had begun. The whole strike force was lost without that Divine Protection, and she had realized that it had passed on to Reinhard. Pandora then makes an appearance, and Theresia instinctively believed that she was an enemy, so she rushed towards her, thinking at the same time that she hoped Reinhard wouldn’t be tied down by the sword and will have more encounters in life outside of his duty, much like she did. After Theresia seemingly cut off Pandora’s head, it was revealed that that was not actually the case, and she put her arms on Theresia and said, “I want to understand you”, which resulted in Theresia losing all of the strength in her body and dying with her last thought being about Wilhelm.

As for how Pandora killed Theresia, I have two theories:

Beatrice mentioned in Season 1 that curses require physical contact with the target, and given Pandora had both arms on Theresia, she could have launched a curse that drained all of Theresia’s mana similar to how Subaru died in his sleep to the Ulgarm curses in the second arc, so her saying she wants to understand Theresia might not have had to do with anything, and Theresia lost all the strength in her body due to running out of mana.
Theresia may have been hoping to be released from the burden of having to fight since she hates fighting, and Pandora made that a reality by killing Theresia with her Authority once she made herself understand Theresia. If Theresia were to die, she’d never have to fight again, and so, it happened. I have no idea what Pandora’s powers are, but I felt this could be plausible. This could be the reason she couldn’t make the Seal open in the reconstruction of the past in Emilia’s first Sanctuary trial since Emilia wished to respect Fortuna’s wishes.

After Theresia wakes up, she probably remembered her promise to Wilhelm and motioned for him to tell her something, but Wilhelm interrupted and said that his being bad with words, which manifested in his inability to tell her what she wanted to hear, ’caused her suffering. As tears began to stream down his face, Theresia comfortshim, implying him that his eyes, voice, bearing, and actions all this time have shown that he loves her, and after they exchanged an “I love you”, she started dissipating and some of her mana took the shape of flower petals, which I assume is an artistic liberty, much like in Episode 19 when the soldiers eyes were blinking as if they were cameras taking pictures, in Episode 37 when the animators animated the madness in Emilia’s eyes, showing that her mind had broken, and in Episode 61 when a green light coming from Liliana was meant to show that her music was resonating, not that she had some special singing power outside from her Divine Protection of Telepathy that lets her share how she feels. As she fades away, she thinks that her life was blessed from beginning to end given she had so many people supporting her and since she was able to meet Wilhelm. She believes that they’ll all be fine despite what we know of their current situation and that she’ll always love them.

After the ED finishes playing, Heinkel, like a douchebag, asks if Reinhard is satisfied since the title of Sword Saint is now his both in name and substance he defeated Theresia, which is clearly him acting out since Theresia was the heart of the family and perhaps his only emotional support 15 years ago. He then taunts Reinhard saying now there’s no denying the rumour that he let the previous Sword Saint die and stole her Divine Protection. Reinhard of course says he has no idea what Heinkel is talking about, and Heinkel interjects that he knows what what he saw, that Reinhard cut down his mother, and he’ll make sure everyone knows that so he isn’t accepted as the Sword Saint as it’s ridiculous that the Sword Saint killed his own flesh and blood. This makes sense that Heinkel feels this way since he was unconscious and not with the main strike force when it revealed that there were corpse soldiers among the Witch Cult’s ranks. Reinhard then shared that it couldn’t have been her since she was just a corpse that had been reanimated, and Heinkel spilled out drivel about the reproachful glare she had given to him and Reinhard, and given how happy she looked when she was fading it, it was probably his way of processing with the loss given he had a terrible reputation and wanted to believe Theresia was disappointed in him for falling to this point and in Reinhard for killing her since his mother was the most precious person to him in the world.

After Heinkel kept continuing on his rant, Wilhelm urged him to stop. He then put the remaining ashes from her body into the outer layer of his outfit that he had taken off during Heinkel’s rant. Reinhard wanted to console Wilhelm, but he just told him to stay back. He asks him whether he regrets killing his grandmother even though it was a merely a corpse soldier with her soul, which I guess isn’t surprising since this episode has clearly shown that Theresia was the entire world to him, and Reinhard merely says he did what was right and that he’d never regret that, which has Wilhelm begrudgingly, not that he believes it, says that Reinhard is right and that he is wrong, so he has nothing more to say to him as his strength will surely be needed elsewhere in this battle. When Heinkel actually showed concern for Wilhelm for the first time in the show given the state of his injuries, Wilhelm merely dismisses him saying that he should focus on his own safety, which is such an incredibly disrespectful thing to say to a family member, and it’s no wonder Heinkel just says that all of them, as in Reinhard and Wilhelm, should just die, given how cold and distant they were in what should have been an emotional reunion. From Heinkel’s perspective, it seems that Reinhard and Wilhelm are both forces of nature with ridiculous determination, and he’s the normal guy who just wants to feel like a normal person, as who wouldn’t be upset that their husband, mother, or grandmother just died. Although it’s obvious that Heinkel has fallen from grace, the blame probably has to go to Wilhelm for initially blaming Reinhard all those years ago when Heinkel needed an adult figure who he respected to give him guidance, and given what a terrible father and grandfather Wilhelm was, Heinkel spiralled into the person he is now.

I believe this episode was a fitting closure for Wilhelm and Theresia given Wilhelm clearly regretted not being able to tell Theresia he loved her, and it was clear that for the two of them, at least initially in Theresia’s case, the other was their entire world aside from their respective passions. As for Reinhard, he clearly told Regulus that he was a monster that hunts other monsters, and it’s no surprise he’d believe that given what his father and grandfather had been saying to him since he was young, so he of course ended up as cold and detached as he is now, as that’s what he feels he should be due to his upbringing. I hope that Theresia gets her wish that he will experience more than just living for his duty and that Heinkel eventually stops being such a mess.

Kusuriya No Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 33 (Season 2 Episode 9) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on March 14, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

Continuing from the previous episode, Maomao sees the urgency in the situation since the building the late Emperor stayed in was going to be demolished, which would mean the only way to find out more about him would be through his grave, and that would reduce the likelihood of Lady Anshi ever feeling better, so her request is to visit the room that was out of bounds for visiting. She believes the Emperor would probably grant permission for that if Anshi put in a good word for them.

Maomao stays the night at Suiren’s place, much to her relief since she didn’t want to get an earful from Lady Hongniang considering how lenient she’s been all this time, but it must be difficult for Hongniang as a head lady-in-waiting to have a worker who doesn’t belong to any specific pavilion and visits other pavilions regularly since her job is to have the people most loyal to Lady Gyokuyou working for her, ending with Maomao saying she herself doesn’t know what position she has at times.

Suiren likes reading romance novels targeted to young women, and when Maomao looks towards the backroom to see what might interest her, she reaches for a box, which we find out from Suiren is full of Jinshi’s favourite toys from childhood. Suiren then asks what Maomao thought of Jinshi, and Maomao responds she thinks he’s a good boss with the caveat as long as he kept bringing her rare medicines, that part being something she kept to herself although her beaming with enthusiasm led to Suiren wondering whether there was something more to it than that. Suiren reveals often took away toys Jinshi took too much of an interest in when he was growing up since his mom wanted for him to step up and be an adult since if one focuses too much on one thing it could result in one losing sight of other things that are important, which is something someone born into Jinshi’s position can’t afford to do. Maomao then thought that she has heard that when one is raised in a repressed environment it can effect that person’s mind. She reasons that the childish tendencies Jinshi’s starting to show around her are probably a part of his true personality rather than his role everyone sees as the elegant eunuch. Maomao’s defense mechanism protecting her from realizing the truth still seems so powerful given Suiren indicated Jinshi has a position that is very important, and all she got from that is that Jinshi’s repressing his true self.

Maomao then reached for a piece of parchment that ended up being revealed later in the episode to be a picture of Lady Anshi drawn by the late Emperor. She then noticed something odd, which she asked for permission to touch, and it was the shiny gold object Jinshi touched in his dream from childhood. She reveals that it is orpiment later on in the episode, which is extremely toxic, and she thought back to when she saw the paintbrush in the late Emperor’s room, asking Suiren if Jinshi ever visited the inner court when he was young, and when Suiren confirmed that he did sometimes, Maomao reveals that she can resolve the matter of the curse Anshi talked about tomorrow and ask for her to wait regarding why she asked the question.

The next day, they arrive at the late emperor’s room, and Maomao wishes that Jinshi didn’t also have to be there as she didn’t want to make a big deal about it. When she asks whether the late emperor painted only in this room, the others have no idea, so they have Anshi’s lady-in-waiting find that one servant that attended to him after he started locking himself in this room. Maomao touches the brush and smelled it, probably noting that it smelled of orpiment, and then she noted the translucent shards (of orpiment?) and the markings on the ground as if someone furiously tried to clean something, highlighting that the number of marks increase as they get closer to the wall. After that one servant arrived, it was revealed that he is mute, which Maomao thought wasn’t a surprise since it’s common for someone who couldn’t speak to attend to the noblest person so that the mute person couldn’t protest against that high-ranking person, and he is uncooperative towards Maomao, so Maomao took the liberty of approaching the wall and requesting to tear down the wallpaper.

After tearing it down, a painting with a woman in yellow being the primary fixture of the painting was on the wall. Maomao indicated that she didn’t care about the late emperor’s personality but that he passed away without being able to let his true talents shine since he ended up as the leader of the nation given how impactful the painting was to her on first glance. She noted that the paint used to create the colour of the garment worn by the woman in yellow was made by crushing a mineral known as orpiment, which is as toxic as arsenide and can also make things less likely to decompose. At first she had thought that the wallpaper was made of orpiment, but after seeing the shape of the brush the late emperor used, she thought that he was using a pigment made from orpiment, which is why they tip of the brush was cut off so that it could crush orpiment. In doing so, he gradually absorbed orpiment into his body, making her confident that it spread throughout his body by the time he died. Maomao reasoned to herself that the people around the late emperor would find it unacceptable for him to be painting pictures all the time, so that’s why he never revealed it even when he was referred to as the idiot emperor and had a mute slave manage the room. Maomao notes that the wallpaper is still soft, meaning there must be many layers of paintings, and she figures that the late emperor’s mother, the acting empress, must have been the one who acquired all the tools for him to paint so extensively. Maomao believes she knew her child was not fit to be the emperor, so she consolidated power around herself to protect him even if it resulted in others calling her empress although I wonder how true this considering how little Maomao actually knew about her. After Maomao gave her orpiment explanation, Anshi indicated she was satisfied with that and moved towards the picture, and Maomao got all emotional thinking Anshi was communing with someone in the skies, although I don’t know why she’d get that idea if she believed Anshi had been the late Emperor’s prey.

Anshi was actually infuriated ’cause she perceives the person in yellow to actually be the late Emperor’s mother and wondered whether she herself is even in the picture with her ruling that out since she believes she was a passing thought to him. She angrily thinks that the scar on her body is the only thing allowing her to be treated as the mother of this nation. Some people would say she was a young girl who accidentally fell victim to the late emperor and became pregnant, but Anshi knew of the late emperor’s tastes and her father’s plan to have her give birth to the late emperor’s child, so she willingly seduced the late emperor after he rejected her sister, who had no idea that their father arranged for a visit from the late emperor for Anshi to make her move. The late emperor wouldn’t even let her older sister touch him and was crying just from her getting close to him, so Anshi used the opportunity to console the late emperor. After that, her life was put in danger countless times due to her carrying the emperor’s child. She was relieved that the child was a boy, and the empress officially acknowledged him as her grandson.

Anshi also recalls there was once a woman who gave birth to a daughter, and when claimed that the girl was the late emperor’s daughter, he denied it saying her knew nothing of it, and a random doctor was declared the father and exiled with the baby, which shows how fortunate Anshi was in this patriarchal society. Back then, doctors were the only ones allowed in the rear palace without castration, and after that exile, even doctors had to be castrated as well. She felt pity for the one in charge of her C-section, and the girl who gave birth to a daughter was left in the rear palace with her probably never being allowed to leave.

She then recalls that the late emperor stopped visiting after she no longer looked like a child. Her lady-in-waiting at the time, who was most likely Suiren, indicated that the rear palace was expanding again with many young girls arriving, tasked with the same mission as she was, bedding the late emperor. She was so furious that a man who was a puppet of the empress and who could only talk to young girls forgot about her. This led to her raping him after tormenting him about all he had done. In the end, she figures he spent all the time is his room thinking about his mother and the young girls with no ambition with her being the only one he had forgotten. She mentioned that the late emperor painted her just once, and she treasured the painting, but she told Suiren to discard it as she has no need for it much like the late emperor had no need for her. Jinshi, as if reading Anshi’s mind, brought up that the late emperor visited them once, and that’s when he picked up the orpiment Suiren confiscated from him. He also saw the picture of Anshi dressed in yellow at the time, which she wore often at the time, leading him to ask her if the mother really was the person he had drawn in the painting on the wall, musing about what the late emperor had been trying to tell them with the visit. Anshi then cited that she didn’t know and thought to herself that she chose not to know.

Anshi then notes aloud that Jinshi seems partial to quite an interesting girl, which took him aback, and he merely replied after a pause that she’s quite useful with her knowing that there’s more to it than that since she has watched over him for many years. She said that you should hide your favourites, or someone else may hide them from you, which is what she had Suiren do when he was a child, and it’s also a good point given she herself became a target for assassination when she became pregnant, so who knows what someone else might do to Maomao given how he blatantly favours her.

Re:Zero Episode 63 (Season 3 Episode 13) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on March 7, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

This episode has a number of interesting implications as well as good character work that had been set-up since the premiere of Season 3. Not going to lie, I enjoyed all of that stuff more the last part of the fight between Garfiel and Kurgan, which was animated by Vincent Chansard, who I am not a fan of due how hard he makes it to understand what’s happening on screen.

The episode starts with Garfiel emerging in beast form from the black mass Capella had left there to trick them into believing she was there. As I noted in one of my previous write-ups, it’s a good thing Capella wasn’t also there as both Wilhelm and Garfiel would die if she had been present. I know some people will believe this is plot armour, but if my theory that Gospels are meant to keep the world on a particular path rather than being true texts that show how the holder can attain their dreams, then this is all part of the grand plan from characters 400 years ago to shepherd the world to a good future. Garfiel sees some demibeasts, but as they prepare to strike him, he again sees his hallucination of Elsa, asking if he can really kill them since they bore no grudge to him and were once humans. If you recall from my write-up from Episode 51, Garfiel has trauma both from killing Elsa and from having a bit of imposter syndrome due to the circumstances in which he defeated her since he won due to luck to an extent. It’s no surprise that a teenager like Garfiel struggled with processing his first kill, and I applaud Re:Zero for going in this direction when a lot of series would not even dare broach this topic. Garfiel then backed off, only for Kurgan to kill the demibeasts. You would think since they are on the side of the Witch Cult that he’d leave them alone, but it seems Kurgan still has some sense of individuality despite being a corpse solider and wanted a fair fight, which is why he killed them for interfering. Garfiel flinched at seeing those demibeasts die, which is no surprise since he doesn’t want to see people die as he even gave Elsa a chance to repent after all in Season 2 before continuing his fight with her. He then rushed at Kurgan and got beat down badly with Kurgan knocking Garfiel down many floors of the control tower.

Then it flashed back to the Otto and Felt group against Lye Batenkaitos, and Otto got multiple water dragons to attack Lye after he did a particular step with his feet. The group didn’t know how Otto did that, so I’ll explain it now. It was revealed in Season 1 and reaffirmed in Season 2 that Otto has a Divine Protection, specifically the Divine Protection of the Soul of Language that lets him speak to and understand all living creatures, even those regular people can’t. If you recall from Episode 58, Otto took a day off from the rest of the Emilia camp to go to the man who can repair what was Roswaal’s not-quite-Tome of Wisdom. He probably spoke with water dragons during that time in case the city came under attack since it surely doesn’t take a whole day to speak with one man. I’m guessing he bribed the water dragons with food or something since there isn’t anything else he as a merchant can offer them. Otto then asks why Felt is here in particular and name-dropped Heinkel, and Felt immediately interjects that she left Camberley to watch Heinkel, and I’m guessing that is the the last of three thugs that attacked Subaru in the alley in Season 1 since Rachins is accounted for. Felt was on her way to retrieve something they left at the inn, a powerful metia that a sorcerer in her camp gave to her.

Otto then interrupted her, likely ’cause he heard one of the water dragons crying for help, and it almost escaped the building the water dragons had slammed Lye into but was dragged back into it, which would most likely end in its death eventually. Felt then reveals after some prodding from Otto that Old Man Rom believes the metia is so powerful that even Reinhard would take damage from it, which Otto believes is a good benchmark for what could turn the tides in this fight, leading to him proposing that they stay here while Felt retrieves the metia. Lye then finishes off the last of the water dragons that attacked, and he said that gourmands can be particular about their appetizers, which is again different from how Roy Alphard approaches things. Felt even decides to leave Gaston, the most brawny of three thugs that attacked Subaru in Season 1, who if you recall from a previous episode, has a pregnant wife, with them. Lye then attacks as Felt is running away, and Gaston takes a hit from Lye in place of Felt, using mana flow to strengthen his body to prevent Lye’s attack from doing damage to him. After seeing Gaston’s battle prowess, Lye realizes what sort of plan they actually have. He then notes that with Felt gone that there are three that Rui might like, Otto, Gaston, and the person I presume is the leader of the White Dragon’s Scales. Otto then makes a meta remark that he’s had to fight more this year than most low-level fighters, and he wonders what kind of merchant makes him.

Back to the Al and Capella fight, the beginning of the scene with Capella and Al showed their shadows fighting with each other. After Al does significant damage to Capella, and she starts regenerating, Al says that couldn’t be more disgusting since he isn’t into gore. Capella remarks that nobody likes boys who speak too bluntly and wonders aloud whether all people who scheme in the shadows are like that, accusing Al to be the one who opened the watergate right as everything looked doom for the heroes and the one who killed off the other nine members of the Council of Ten who knew where the remains of the Witch were one by one with no involvement whatsoever from her. Al motions as if he has no idea what she’s talking about even if he probably opened the watergate and factually killed the Council of Ten as Priscilla hinted at in Episode 59. Capella then says she’ll forgive Al for playing dumb if he’ll take off his helmet, take her to bed, and love her, which may be showing that Al is her type of guy, and he just brushes it off while speaking in a higher-pitched voice that he appreciates the sentiment but that they don’t know each other well enough and that he doesn’t want his friends spreading weird rumours. Capella with some snark indicates that she doesn’t believe she’s such a bad option for masochists who are into being strung along by women given she has a penchant for reading into people’s type of ideal woman which has Al protesting only for him to be cut off as Capella transforms into Priscilla after changing her hair colour and probably age as well multiple times to suit Al’s tastes.

Al says that’s a repulsive thing to do and asks where she has seen the princess before, and Capella says she has never seen or have been aware of her, but judging the gestures you give off, the reactions you give, and the bearing you prefer is what she does best. Capella says everything about her should be in line with Al’s tastes, and he just playfully dismisses that by saying that the human race isn’t ready for that sort of expression of love, which is irritating Capella, leading her to ask why he is resisting her and what about her he dislikes, and he just trolls her by saying he doesn’t care, only to confirm that he finds her disgusting, so he actually hates her, to inflict maximum pain on her since Capella seems into him for some reason. Al then uses earth magic to fight Capella, cuts her head off and explodes her body to pieces, thinking that was enough, but it clearly wasn’t. Capella says her opinion of him has skyrocketed for sharing his intent to keep going even when the going gets though, showing that she is still really into him, but Al just keeps resisting her by saying he is more afraid of Priscilla in a bad mood than anyone, even someone who keeps changing appearances, which really pisses Capella off for daring to speak about another woman in her presence, and so she says she’ll teach him some manners with the interaction ending with Al saying the stars sure are aligned against me today.

Regarding Al not knowing the extent of Capella’s regeneration, I think this directly calls into question the theory that Al is a future Subaru since he should know Capella’s powers if that were the case. Thus, I believe this blindspot in Al’s knowledge is due to him actually being born as Subaru’s younger brother by blood and the previous iteration of the hero of the story with Subaru being frozen in time for hundreds of years. Al notably said the stars are aligned against him today, which shows he also has an awareness that his true name, Aldebaran, is based on a star, meaning he probably is an astronomy nerd much like Subaru was, and may have been named specifically due to his relation to Subaru.

Now I will explain how Al factors into this. Subaru means Pleiades in Japanese, and Pleiades is referring to a star cluster in the Taurus constellation. Al’s true name, Aldebaran, is a star in the Taurus constellation that follows the Pleiades star cluster in the night sky. In Arabic, Aldebaran means the follower for that reason. While some of the Arabic meanings for certain stars hint at the powers of Sin Archbishops, perhaps it would be better to consider Al’s name in relation to Subaru since Aldebaran isn’t a Sin Archbishop.

Since Aldebaran follows the Pleiades star cluster, perhaps he was given that name because he was Naoko and Kenichi’s next son after Subaru, which showed a fixation from at least one of his parents on their first son who disappeared. Al told Priscilla not to call him Aldebaran in Episode 16 of Re:zero, and that might be because that name is a constant reminder that his parents loved Subaru more than they loved him.

Since names have power in Re:zero, Aldebaran as a name could very possibly mean that Aldebaran would be the next person to be summoned after Subaru was. For more on why I am partial to Al being Subaru’s brother and the immediate previous iteration of the hero, read this:

A Re:Zero theory: Why Subaru was summoned and Al, quite possibly the brother Subaru never knew and a previous iteration of the Hero

Assuming my assumption about Al is correct, this episode shows either that Al had minimal involvement in fights with Capella when he was the hero of the story or that Capella wasn’t the Archbishop of Lust when he was the hero of the story as otherwise he wouldn’t believe that cutting off her head and making her body explode would kill her. In my theory, it’s mostly the hero and the heroine of the story who are different when the world is reconstructed after its destruction, but there are perhaps other small differences as well, as part of the world’s attempt to break the cycle of being destroyed and reconstructed may involve changing a few things up with the hope that the next iteration of the world will be the key to the end, which would account for something such as Capella being the Sin Archbishop of Lust in the current world but not in the previous iteration of the world.

Back to the Garfiel and Kurgan fight, Kurgan is standing there waiting for Garfiel, who is back to his normal form, to be battle ready again, showing he wants not only a fair fight but also a good fight. We then get a flashback to Garfiel calling Kurgan a living legend. He says that demihumans typically have a high aptitude for magic but that the many-armed race is an exception with comparably low aptitude, so even in the Vollachia Empire (the subs said Volakia in an earlier episode, so I’ll be using Vollachia from now on) where demihumans are a protected class, the many-armed race faced discrimination. It was Kurgan who turned that around when the local lord’s soldiers tried to kill them, turning the tables on all of them by himself, getting his race the acknowledgement they needed. Wilhelm interjected that most members of the many-armed race have four or five arms, but Kurgan was abnormal with eight of them, making him an outcast even among his own tribe, and despite that, he will took up the sword to protect his people. Garfiel indicated that his swords were referred to as Devil Cleavers, and Wilhelm said that he only draws them all against opponents he deems worthy, bringing those opponents great honour. Basically, Garfiel realizes that Kurgan wasn’t treating him as a serious threat. Garfiel then also starts using mana flow to boost the power of his legs, and he was able to get a large scratch on one of Kurgan’s arms in exchange for several blows. He also chips the main sword Kurgan is using before getting pushed to the area close to where the water is flowing out since they’re in the sewers, and as Kurgan strangles him, Garfiel musters up the strength to use mana flow again to destroy the ground underneath him so that they both fall into the water.

Then there’s a rupture in the wall of one of the shelters where Garfiel’s half-sibling are, and a demibeast finds its way into the shelter. As the citizens run to the opposite end of the shelter, Garf’s half-siblings fall to the ground, and Garfiel’s trauma regarding killing rears its ugly head again. He looks toward his brother and sister and finally gets the courage to kill the demibeast and the hallucination of Elsa with the hallucination saying she loves Garfiel with Garf replying that he doesn’t love her since she isn’t her (Ram), the one he actually loves, a callback to Season 2 when Garf let Elsa know he loves Ram during his battle with her. This makes Kurgan a foil to Garfiel since while Garf wasn’t outright an outcast like Kurgan was, he still decided to fight those he wanted to protect, his brethren, even to kill others for the sake of them, while being somewhat of a third wheel since his mother doesn’t remember him and started another family without him. Tappei clearly loves writing Garfiel’s character, and I believe the characters who suffer the most will have the biggest payoff at the end with those characters being Subaru, Crusch, Rem, and Garfiel.

Kurgan then also arrived at the shelter, and after seeing the dead demibeast and the whole shelter cheering for Garfiel, he honours him as a worthy opponent by drawing the rest of his Devil Cleavers. During the fight, Garfiel uses mana flow to launch himself to the ceiling while using earth pillars to block Kurgan’s arms, and in doing so, he managed to ruin one of Kurgan’s eyes in exchange for a slice to his abdomen. Then the strange directing began, and Garfiel rushes up towards Kurgan again using earth pillars to block some of his arms, and he used all the strength he had to destroy two of Kurgan’s Devil Cleavers in exchange for breaking his arms in the process. Kurgan thought he was about to finish off Garfiel, but he didn’t notice that one of his left arms wasn’t working well due to the large scratch Garg had done to him earlier before they reached the shelter in the sewers since he is a corpse soldier and can’t feel pain, and Garfiel uses mana flow again to launch himself to the ceiling and use the earth pillars to block Kurgan’s arms and descend down to bite through one of Kurgan’s arteries in his neck by attacking Kurgan from his left side due to eye being disabled, which was really, really hard to see, and I had watch that more than once with me not understanding until I saw a piece of his neck gone later after the fight had concluded, and I blame the lackluster directing there on my gap in understanding. Kurgan commended Garf and then crumbled to pieces like stone, which I’m assuming is ’cause the corpse soldier magic involves earth magic. Garfiel also looked like he couldn’t believe that he won during that scene, so that plays into his trauma regarding imposter syndrome for feeling that he won against Elsa due to a fluke. After that, Garfiel said noble doesn’t even begin to describe it, probably ’cause Kurgan didn’t use to cheap tricks and just wanted a fair, and more importantly, a good fight. His younger sister than calls for a healer as Garf collapses.

I wonder why Kurgan retained some individuality while Theresia ended up being a killing machine. Kurgan obviously still understands the concepts of honour, respect, and glory given he notably killed the demibeasts that were going after Garfiel ’cause they interfered with his fight, showing he still understood the concept of honour and wanting a fair fight. Later on in the fight, when Garfiel was laying down on the ground, he waited until Garfiel was ready to get back up before fighting, which showed he not only wanted a fair fight but a good fight, which was again shown when he demonstrated respect for Garfiel by fighting will all his Devil Cleavers, but Theresia is just a one-note killer now.

We then flash back to the fight between Wilhelm and Theresia, and he gets a fresh wound from her with him saying he never expected to last long in this fight, which was implied to be due to the old wound he got from her, and he says that he will have plenty of time with his wife when he joins her on the other side but that he will not dream with her being beautiful being why she can’t exist now since she was middle-aged when she died.

Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 32 (Season 2 Episode 8) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on March 7, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

The episode leads with Maomao being assigned to the storage shed as punishment for scaring Yinghua with the salamander tail she caught. It flashes back to a hilarious sequence of Yinghua, after regaining consciousness, saying that one day Lady Hongniang will force Maomao to move into a storage shed if she keeps misbehaving. Of course, Maomao absolutely loves the idea since the storage shed is bigger than her room and allows for her to make noise at night since she’ll be far away from everyone else’s rooms, and she decides that they must hurry back. It then flashes forward to later in the evening when she has redecorated the entire shed, and when we’re back to the present, Maomao wholeheartedly thanks Hongniang, and it was really amusing seeing Maomao’s enthusiasm for her new lodgings.

Later when all the Jade Pavilion ladies-in-waiting aside from Hongniang are together, the others think Yinghua told on Maomao, but Yinghua reveals it was Maomao who approached Hongniang to her transfer to the shed approved. Yinghua then tells Maomao to stop collecting insects, and Maomao swears she’s not doing that with her thinking to herself that it must be Shisui since she’s the only who would collect insects while laughing with glee. Maomao decides it’s a serious issue if she’s being confused for someone else, so she sets out to ask Xiaolan where Shisui is with her replying she can be a bit of a phantom. Xiaolan then approaches some other laundry workers in the area, and they’re hesitant to give out info, especially after seeing Maomao, with Maomao rationalizing that they’re wary of her for serving directly under a concubine, and so she dangles the handkerchief Jinshi gave her in Episode 30 as a gift for reliable information since most of the girls are obsessed with Jinshi, learning that Shisui is usually out in the thicket on the north side, which is where she ran into her last time as well.

Out in the thicket, Maomao thinks she should have brought mosquito repellant since she’s getting bitten, and then she sees some white blossoms. When she was little, she used to collect their seeds with the courtesans to make an abortion drug, and that’s how Maomao came to know what she did in Episode 30. She thought that it wouldn’t be out of place for Shin to avoid perfume since it can cause miscarriages, but she wore it anywhere to hide the fact that she was making an abortion drug, which led to Maomao correctly reasoning that Concubine Lihua is also pregnant. The abortion drug the courtesans she went out with made with in the past also included ingredients such as lantern plant, peony, balsam, and mercury, all of which, aside from mercury, could be found in the rear palace, which demonstrated that Shin had no knowledge of medicine, and that’s why she bought the items from the caravan, showing that someone specifically taught her how to make that particular poison, and Maomao concludes that that person is probably still here in the rear palace, which I reckon is a good conclusion to come towards.

Shisui then makes an appearance as she appeared to be scrambling all around to collect a species of a small black insect, which made Maomao insulted that she got confused with her, and then Shisui sees that same insect on the top of Maomao’s head, attempting to catch it but instead getting insect guts on Maomao’s head, which needed them to head back to civilization to wash out Maomao’s hair. Maomao asked them if that was the type of insect she was hunting today, and Shisui started spazzing out about that species, leading to Maomao wishing she hadn’t asked that. They then get a glimpse of the current Empress Dowager, and Shisui wonders if she’s headed towards the clinic that was a focus of the Episodes 29 and 30. Shisui shared that the Empress Dowager was the one who founded that clinic back when the previous Empress was around, so that’s why it wasn’t made the official medical office. Shisui also shared that the Empress Dowager was the reason they eventually banned slaves and the surgery for making eunuchs. Maomao believes that banning slaves was a good idea from a humanitarian perspective, and draw parallel between slaves and courtesans, who sell their bodies to make money although it’s legal and considered employment. She thought although slavery is officially banned, it still exists under a different name. Maomao then wonders whether the Empress Dowager is visiting due to what happened at the Crystal Pavilion the other day and reasons if she’s on the case that there might be a big reform in the medical system coming to the rear palace, and if that’s the case, Maomao indicates she’d love to listen in, but the thought of the other ladies-in-waiting’s angry faces led to her deciding to head back to the Jade Pavilion after Shisui asked if she wanted to check in on what’s happening. If the Empress Dowager has a big influence on the current Emperor and Jinshi, that was probably the reason Jinshi started a school for servant girls since they’re working towards making that clinic the official medical office with some reforms.

Back at the Jade Pavilion, Lady Hongniang is making the others work really hard, leading to Maomao wonder if someone is coming to visit. With all of them present, Lady Gyokuyou tjan greets the Empress Dowager, Lady Anshi, and Maomao notes that Anshi knows that Gyokuyou is pregant, so she must be trustworthy. Maomao notes that the dynamic between Anshi and Gyokuyou is more akin to two friends a few years apart rather than that of a wife and a mother-in-law. Anshi addresses Maomao directly and indicates she knows of Maomao ’cause Suiren, Jinshi’s lady-in-waiting, had said a girl worth training had gone back to the rear palace and that Suiren herself used to be her lady-in-waiting. Anshi then gives Gyokuyou a look, and the latter immediately got the hint to remove herself from Anshi’s presence so that Anshi could speak with Maomao in private. Anshi says she hears Maomao goes around solving problems with Maomao replying that she solves them using the limited pool of knowledge she has since what she knows is far less than that of Luomen ’cause she’s the type to manage the expectations on her. Anshi is fine with that answer and says she wants Maomao to do her best to look into something for her with her uttering whether she might’ve cursed the previous Emperor, and that explains why the first shot of the episode had Anshi looking intently at a room as it’s obvious she wants something to be done and over with.

Later, Maomao remarks that she’s only heard people speak poorly of the previous emperor, such as through the terms, “foolish Emperor”, “idiot ruler”, and “puppet of the empress” with the most notorious one in the rear palace being “pedophile”. The previous Emperor specifically chose the youngest girls available, so that’s why the current Empress Dowager has a scar on her stomach as she wasn’t mature yet, meaning they had to perform a C-section on her. The eunuch who helped with that surgery was Luomen, Maomao’s adopted father, so it’s a small world out there. Thanks to those sacrifices, the current Emperor grew up strong and healthy, and the Empress Dowager allegedly gave birth to a brother who is supposedly one year older than Maomao is when she was 30 years old, meaning she was no longer very young, which didn’t suit the pedophile emperor’s tastes at all, making Maomao question whether the imperial brother really is the Emperor’s brother, a callback to Maomao’s previous theory about there being a baby swap. Maomao then immediately squashed that line of thinking with the thought that if she were to say that out loud she’d be beheaded. I can’t fault Maomao’s reasoning there given the previous emperor’s penchant for young girls that it doesn’t make sense for her to bear him another son at the age of 30 for no reason.

Anshi then invited the four high-ranking concubines to a tea party. Maomao said that Lady Gyokuyou was getting sleepy often, which is a sign of pregnancy. Yinghua questions why they’re meeting in the inner court since they usually stick to the rear palace, especially since Lady Anshi knows that Gyokuyou is pregnant. They have no idea what the other concubines will think. Maomao thinks Gyokukou’s pregnancy is an open secret, but there could be a more direct probe about it during a face-to-face tea party. She reasons that Lihua wouldn’t be the one to do such a thing since she is pregnant herself and a proud woman who wouldn’t do that to others. Lishu might speak up if some of her ladies-in-waiting urged her to, but her head lady-in-waiting, the former taster, likely won’t step out of line due to what happened in the past and since she’s more professional than the others. And that leaves Concubine Loulan as the one to stir up trouble with Maomao remarking Loulan is strangely free of rumours aside from the one about her flashy fashion, which I believe is a ruse that allows Loulan to live a double life that Maomao hasn’t caught onto yet.

Hongniang then requests to speak with Maomao alone, sharing that she, not Maomao, will be the taster, which Maomao reasons is to show their trust in Anshi by not using a separate taster. Hongniang then says the Empress Dowager would like Maomao’s help with something, which Anshi did bring up initially earlier in the episode, and we find out now that she wants to speak with Maomao elsewhere, so this tea party is a pretext to meet with Maomao regarding the request she made of her. Hongniang then scares the bejeebers out of Maomao with a wall slam, warning her not to betray Lady Gyokuyou ’cause she wants to maintain a good relationship with Maomao, most likely ’cause she’s starting to become famous for her deductive reasoning skills. Hongniang is the head lady-in-waiting for Gyokuyou for good reason given her incredibly loyalty to her.

Maomao then rushes over outside to a lady-in-waiting of Anshi’s, who notes that this place currently served the function of the rear palace before it was built, and Maomao noted that the cleaning of the place was impeccable. The lady-in-waiting stops them at a room where nobody, not even the cleaners, are allowed to enter. It was during the time of the current Emperor’s grandfather that a court lady who became a low-ranking concubine lived here, and she was the empress at the time. The late emperor was also raised here, and it was where he passed away. After moving to a different room, it was then revealed to Maomao that during the final years of the late emperor and his mother, the acting empress, spent a ton of time in that room, as if clinging to their memories together. The late Emperor, perhaps due to his weakened spirit, drew his last breath in that room shortly after the empress died as if he was chasing after her. After a bit of prodding from Maomao, the lady-in-waiting revealed that the late Emperor was old enough to be described as dying a natural death, and she revealed that she tried to talk down the talk about a curse, but Anshi insisted she was the cause of his death due to how she wished for his death nearly every night. The true reason Anshi can’t shake the belief that she was the reason the late emperor died was that after his body was placed in a mausoleum for a year, which is the custom, his body was in nearly identical condition without significant decay in contrast to the empress, whose body was in a horrible state. Maomao noted in her mind that it is indeed unusual since every corpse should rot, death being the equalizer for all people, no matter one’s status. The lady-in-waiting then tells Maomao that the mausoleum will be torn down soon, so Anshi wants her to investigate it before that happens, and the episode ends with Maomao having one request to make before she starts her investigation, and knowing Maomao it’s likely that the request is something that will aid in her investigation.

I’m curious about what the exact nature of the request is, but that should be revealed soon. I know Maomao obviously doesn’t believe in curses, and her knowledge of medicine and biology should be useful in getting down to the bottom of this, so it’ll be interesting to see just how entertaining the next episode will be.

Re:Zero Episode 62 (Season 3 Episode 12) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on February 28, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

This episode was more straightforward than most Re:Zero episodes, but there were still some very interesting details in it, including Subaru honouring a fallen foe and a very important detail regarding Petelgeuse.

The episode opens with Emilia rushing to the chapel where the wives are, and it flashes back to Subaru whispering to her that the key to defeating Regulus lies with his wives and that they are the key to his little kingdom. Upon arrival, Emilia pleads to Regulus’s wives that they’re going to defeat Regulus but that they’ll need all of their help. Given Emilia knows that the wives have been beaten down, she acknowledges that she knows winning or losing a fight isn’t what determines who’s in the right and indicates if she loses here that she knows Regulus will trample over something precious to her. Emilia looked across the room to see if anybody reacted, and then Wife Number 184 asked if that precious thing is her life? Wife Number 184 then replies that for them life is really are there is after Emilia suggested there was more to life than just life being precious and that they don’t dare wish for anything more, showing just how fearful they are of Regulus. Emilia then changes her approach and asks for Wife Number 184’s name, saying that she doesn’t know anything about her, so it was selfish of her to ask for a favour, which noticeably affected Wife Number 184 if you had a look at her eyes. But still, Wife Number 184 responds that she has nothing further to say to Emilia as she is not even their husband’s bride anymore, so she’s different from them, which prompts Emilia to say that she’s a half-elf since she wants the wives to know that she has faced hardships even if their circumstances are different, sharing something they did have in common with their like of daisukiyaki. When pressed about what she’s trying to say, Emilia responds that they’re different, and that’s fine, again asking for Wife Number 184’s name and sharing that her name’s Emilia and that she’s different from them in many ways but is confident she shares things in common with them as well, which is a good way to try to connect with someone and build bridges with them. When Emilia puts it out there that she wants to help them, Wife Number 184 responds in frustration about why Emilia would go to the trouble of making them feel human after all this given that as long as they keep him satisfied, he won’t kill them, which is what they have believed all this time is the way they should be approaching things, prompting her to ask Emilia just what she even knows about them. Emilia responds confidently that she knows that they’re kind, that they’ve been trying their hardest, and that they’re all crying for help, saying everything about Wife Number 184 was pleading, “Help me”, both through her eyes and voice, so she’ll help them, but first they must allow themselves to be saved. It just shows how much kindness and compassion that Emilia had that she could soften Wife Number 184 like this.

This leads to Wife Number 184 asking if there are any of them among Regulus’s wives that love their husband, and none of them do, with most of them having disparaging things to say about Regulus, and Wife Number 184 finally reveals that her name is Sylphy and says that they all hate Regulus’s guts but didn’t have the courage to speak out and proclaims that they will help Emilia after all the effort she put into understanding their plight. After an offscreen talk in which Emilia explained the situation, some of Regulus’s wives questioned whether they really are the key to his kingdom as they doubt he’d entrust something like that to them, and when they put it out there that she may be mistaken, Emilia has full confidence that Subaru is right on matters such as this. Emilia then draws out one of her lesser spirits, which goes though Sylphy’s body, and that gives her the idea to listen to Sylphy’s heartbeat, which confirmed the existence of a second heart belonging to Regulus that he affixes to those he considers his brides. It then flashes back to Regulus and Subaru, who underestimates Subaru so badly that when Subaru reveals he knows that he is using his brides as his Authority, Regulus reveals that he has total confidence about the situation as even if his wives wanted to betray him, they’d have to stop the hearts of all his wives to defeat him. Clearly, Regulus is toying with Subaru since physical domination is not enough, and he wants Subaru despairing before he kills him.

Back to Emilia and the wives, Sylphy is emotional after having learned what Emilia found out, and she reached for a piece of glass thinking that killing herself is the only way to defeat Regulus since their hearts need to be stopped. She scraped herself thinking that that wound is proof of her freedom, and when Emilia posits that there must be another way as otherwise Regulus would have even more victims, Sylphy responds that there’s no way he’d give them an out as the only one Regulus is capable of loving is himself, and the rest of the wives also pick up shards of glass with the intent of killing themselves, leaving Emilia to think quickly to freeze them, saying that she can stop all their pulses as she herself had the experience of having been frozen.

At the same time that was happening, Subaru had gotten up and stopped pretending he was close to death, taunting Regulus about how he’d be the type to monologue against a dying opponent, which infuriated Regulus and got him attacking Subaru again with him dodging the attacks since Regulus just throws attacks straight at him with no regard for strategy. Subaru and Regulus then see that Emilia has frozen the chapel, and Regulus starts freaking out how normal humans wouldn’t do something like taking the lives of all those innocent brides, and Emilia having arrived, launches an attack on him, telling him to consider that the divorce paperwork from all his wives. Regulus then breaks free from the ice and starts taunting them as his Authority is still working as normal, so he thinks Emilia may have miscounted the number of lives she took or something, but it was really that Emilia had Regulus’s heart in her own chest since he still considers her a bride with all his yapping about not suitable for a bride and such in a previous episode, which shows he still considers her one of them. Regulus still thinks nothing of the situation and believes that Emilia and Subaru have checkmated themselves, and he then taunts Subaru, suggesting that he kill Emilia now to see whether his heart will have anywhere else to go. Emilia then makes an ice blade, which gives Subaru the idea that Emilia is going to kill herself, but he was probably mistaken, and she was planning to freeze herself as well, which is likely why she said, “But”, before Subaru interrupted her. Subaru was completely out of ideas, but then Regulus continues taunting him, saying he recognizes Subaru as the one who made the broadcast about having killed a Sin Archbishop and that killing a failure like that doesn’t mean he could kill him, and Subaru finally gets the idea after thinking back about how the shadow hands could phase through objects that the issue of Regulus’s heart will be solved by using Invisible Providence on Regulus’s heart. It appears he called it Unseen Hand this time to honour Petelgeuse as a worthy opponent given how much suffering he had put him through instead of disrespecting him as Regulus does given he has called it Invisible Providence every other time before this.

Regarding why Emilia said so that’s where you were, Geuse, when Subaru used his Authority of Sloth, we know Subaru’s entire body resets when he dies, so this means the soul is the seat of memories in Re:Zero. Given Satella can read Subaru’s mind and know whether he intends to reveal Return By Death or that he has lived more than one life, perhaps it indicates that Satella’s soul is the vicinity of Subaru’s soul, and that is how she reads his mind due to close proximity.

We’ve seen in Episode 8 in Season 1 when Puck used Shamak on Subaru that Subaru saw himself in a dark world where Satella was grabbing his heart, which was a memory from when he tried to reveal RBD to Emilia. You have to pause to see this as it doesn’t linger on this for long. Episode 20 also had Satella whisper “Aishiteru” to Subaru when he tried to reveal Return by Death, and that was also likely ’cause she froze the time of the world and pulled Subaru’s soul to where hers was so that she could whisper that to him. Satella being able to his read Subaru’s mind and thoughts suggests that her soul might currently exist in a pocket dimension in the vicinity of Subaru’s soul, and the closeness of their souls is what allows her to do that and also pull him into another dimension.

So if my hypothesis is correct, Petelgeuse’s soul may be currently in this dark world/dimension, and that is how Emilia sensed his presence, not ’cause she recognized Subaru’s Authority to be Geuse’s. This indicates Petelgeuse didn’t completely die and that his soul is where Satella is in the pocket dimension within the vicinity of Subaru’s soul. This explains why Sirius was convinced that Petelgeuse had returned after Subaru used Invisible Providence in Episode 53, and it’s ’cause, like Emilia, she also felt Petelgeuse’s presence. I would never have guessed that that moment in Episode 53 was foreshadowing, but I guess this is Re:Zero, and you can’t rule out something like that being foreshadowing. I would never have thought that Petelgeuse would actually get his wish to be with Satella after he was defeated. I’m glad he got a chance to be happy after he was driven insane by Pandora.

Anyway, as Regulus yaps, he doesn’t realize that his feet are wet, and Emilia starts attacking him, leading him to ask what they’ve done to his Authority of Greed as it’s clear Crunchyroll botched the translation with its text asking why they have the Authority of Greed. Subaru then responded that Regulus got counterattacked by an enemy he took too lightly, which shows he indeed was showing respect to Petelgeuse on this occasion by calling it the Unseen Hand instead of Invisible Providence since he got the inspiration to use his Authority on this occasion ’cause of Petelgeuse. Emilia then gives Regulus 53 punches for all of the wives that suffered under him, and then when she launched an Al Huma on behalf of herself, it was revealed he can still use his Authority by stopping his own heart temporarily to maintain some invincibility like before but with a time limit. The reason he was completely invulnerable before was that since his heart was gone from his body there was no need to stop it since it was if he had no heart in the first place.

A battered Regulus then suggests that Emilia and Subaru are playing unfair by ganging up on him. He then spouts a whole bunch of contradictions, which makes Emilia pity him, and as Subaru sees Reinhard descending from the sky, he suggests Regulus can get the 1-on-1 fight he wishes. Reinhard then arrives in fiery fashion while any normal human would’ve died from re-entering the atmosphere like he did. Regulus messed up royally by sending Reinhard to the moon instead of outward to the stars since that allowed him to come back. Reinhard then sends Regulus up into the sky, and Regulus then does more of his unhinged rants and then pictures in his head all his wives laughing at him in their final moments as an act of resistance to him, showing what a truly pathetic man he is, before Reinhard sends him down to a pool of water at ground level, breaking the ground and resulting in a vertical shaft being made as Regulus uses his Authority to prevent him from dying from being crushed by the impact of the rocks. As the water starts filling the shaft, he remembers that the Wife Number 79 position was originally meant for someone else and that Emilia was the one Fortuna and Pelgeuse adored. He said that the thought of Emilia getting to avenge them makes him want to vomit. Emilia can’t quite put where she has seen Regulus before as she is sure she has before, which she also thought in Episode 51. Regulus then intermittently uses his Authority to avoid drowning quickly, and this guy just never stops talking/thinking, and then finally the colour from his eyes fades, and he dies.

Previously, I put it out there that the reason Emilia might not remember Regulus was due to trauma and also ’cause she actually saw very little of the fight with Regulus in the first Sanctuary trial, and given she could remember Fortuna dying by Petelgeuse’s hand, it probably wasn’t due to trauma but that she saw so little of Regulus and also ’cause what little she saw of Regulus was when he was with Pandora, and given Pandora erased herself from Emilia’s memories, that affected what little she remembered of Regulus although she still subconsciously recognized him.

At the end of the episode, Emilia unfreezes all the wives she put in suspended animation, and she said she hopes everyone’s all right with Subaru remarking that’s what Reinhard is for. It then flashes to the Wilhelm and Theresia and Garfiel and Kurgan fight with Garfiel emerging out of the black mass in his beast form, so now we know what the focus of the next episode will be.

It’ll be interesting to see how that fight goes, and I very much look forward to seeing next week’s episode. I thought it was satisfying seeing a guy as terrible as Regulus get his just deserts and how Emilia won over the wives, and I’m curious how this Petelgeuse reveal will be relevant in the future. If you have anything to add, feel free to do so.

Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (The Apothecary Diaries) Episode 31 (Season 2 Episode 7) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on February 28, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

While this episode was less eventful than the previous ones, there are a number of interesting things introduced in it, and it retained the very high quality of this season’s episodes.

The episode starts off with Jinshi dreaming of a memory from his youth when he is playing with a ball, and an old man who approached him appeared to want to bump fists with him, only for his mother to stop him. An old woman who everyone deferred to appeared and told the old man to go back to his room with Jinshi’s mother having the look of someone who wanted to murder someone in cruel fashion. Jinshi wondered why she had that look on her face, and while that man was being dragged back to his room, he dropped a piece of jewelry that Jinshi reached for, and then he abruptly woke up, calling it an awful dream, which I surmise is ’cause he got punished for picking it up and was about to remember the horror of whatever he experienced on that day. He was later told that the old woman was his grandmother and the old man his father and that the man, the current Emperor, who he had always believed to be his father, is his brother.

If you recall from Season 1 Maomao speculated that there was actually a baby swap and that it was actually Concubine Ah-Duo’s child that survived instead of the Empress Dowager’s, and that would be why Luomen, her adopted father, was fired for not catching that that had happened. Although she mused that it was unlikely, maybe she had actually arrived at the truth, and the reason Jinshi was so close to Ah-Duo was ’cause kin sensed kin. Jinshi and Ah-Duo did share many of the same physical features after all. We know just from appearance that there is a large age gap between the current Emperor and Jinshi, and if the current Emperor was the most prominent male figure in his life, it would reason to believe he actually is Jinshi’s father, and Jinshi was just fooled by the people who told him otherwise. We learned in Season 1 Episode 20 that the previous Emperor was a pedophile who exclusively sought young girls, and given how young the one Jinshi believed to be his mom was in the dream, she may have been the previous Emperor’s former child bride and actually his grandmother rather than his mother since Ah-Duo being his mother would actually be a secret. I’ll come back to this topic later in my analysis.

Jinshi thought that Maomao seems surprisingly dull in strangely specific instances, such as when it comes to him, and believes that she’ll come to realize what he knows (that he is the Emperor’s brother) soon or that she may already know. He believes that he would be put at ease if she knew as he stay quiet about it forever as it’s a burden on him. If you recall, also from Episode 20, Jinshi wished that the current Emperor’s first son had survived, not knowing that is likely him, ’cause he didn’t want next in line for the throne, which is why he said all the Emperor needs to do is make himself a new prince. Jinshi probably wants to confide in Maomao how he feels about his situation as it’s not something he really desires. Whether he’s the brother of the Emperor or his first son, he’s the immediate heir to the throne, and he’s not happy about that.

The next day, Maomao is observing the school for servant girls that Jinshi set up and hears from the teacher’s lecture about how in the distant past this land was inhabited by a different group of people, which was mentioned in a previous episode. That teacher then said that those people had no leader, but a noble woman from a distant land eventually arrive and became pregnant with the child from the heavens who would become the first emperor of Li. Maybe I’m mistaken, but I believe this might be the first time the name of the country was mentioned in the anime. The teacher then continued and said that woman, whose eyes could see even in the darkest of nights, later became known as the Mother Royal. Maomao understood it to be fable of this nation’s founding. There’s a bit drawn from Christianity in this story with how the Mother Royal gave birth to the child of the heavens like how Mary is believed to have given birth to Jesus although the Mother Royal in this story seems to have a special status in Li with her being tied to the story of the founding of this country and perhaps the land she originally came from.

Jinshi then creeps up on Maomao, and she tells him to be careful, or they’ll see his face, which will get the students distracted since almost all the girls and women fawn over Jinshi aside from Maomao. When Maomao remarks that there are about twenty students, Jinshi indicates they were hoping for more with Gaoshun interjecting that they started out with ten, so the number is increasing. It seems Jinshi really is hoping they can make a good crop of doctors from this endeavor given they’ll be short-staffed in time with the surgery banning eunuchs stopping more from joining their ranks and with only men being permitted to make medicine at this point in time.

After Jinshi and Gaoshun have taken their leave, Maomao got Xiaolan’s attention during the class’s break, and Xiaolan revealed she has only learned a few characters and still has to learn more from the teacher. She revealed she sometimes goes directly to the teacher for help since he’s close by in the building next door, and Maomao noticed a shrine on their way there. Inside, Maomao notes due to the features she sees that the shrine must be divided into quite a few rooms due to the distance between pillars being quite short and the shape of the building. The teacher revealed the shrine was built by the people who originally lived here, and that when she moved here, the Mother Royal didn’t denounce the old religion. She told her that son that the one who rules this land must pass through that shrine with only those who can choose the correct path being fit to rule. He said that the capital city was moved to this city ’cause of this shrine, which calls back to when the old lady of the Verdigris House indicated that when their town was chosen to be the capital city it was still underdeveloped and had no lodging for the special envoy, which is why they chose the area close to the ruins in the rear palace to be the site of the special performance. He wondered whether it would ever be used again though since it’s been many decades since it was last used given the previous Emperor’s older brothers all passed away from an epidemic, meaning the rite of passage to determine the heir wasn’t needed. He’s glad that someone is taking an interest in the shrine since it’s been a while since that happened. When prompted by Maomao, he said that a quirky doctor would wander around the rear palace whenever he had the time, and Maomao asked whether it was Luomen, resulting in the teacher asking her if she knew him, which Maomao didn’t actually want to answer ’cause she doesn’t want to get too involved with the Imperial family if you recall from Season 1’s premiere her belief that the less she appears to know the better her chances of getting out of there before she draws unnecessary attention. But since she had already let the cat out of the bag, she shared that Luomen is her adopted father who began working as an apothecary in the pleasure district after he left the rear palace. The teacher smiled upon learning that, which prompted Maomao to wonder whether they got along with each other.

Back to the Jade Pavilion after Maomao finished doing her duty of tasting for poisons, the Emperor declared she is to accompany her to the Shrine of Choosing. Jinshi was also asked to tag along and asked the Emperor why he’s doing this all of a sudden, but he didn’t get a reply. To Maomao’s surprise, they were greeted by the school’s teacher, who told the Emperor that he might get the same result again, but if that’s acceptable, it’s fine when the Emperor asked for another shot at going through the Shrine of Choosing, which Maomao thought was a very casual way to address the Emperor. When inside there were three doors (green, red, and blue) with a message to not open the red door. After the Emperor chose the blue door, the teacher remarked that he again spoke very casually to the Emperor, remarking that he wished the Emperor paid more heed to the ones tasked to maintain this place as it goes unused for so long before someone suddenly wants to use it, and the Emperor merely apologized for his troubles, showing he’s a very even-tempered chill guy given how the teacher is addressing him. The next room again had 3 doors, green, brown, and light blue with a warning to not choose the brown one. The Emperor chose the green one, and after much maneuvering through the many doors, Maomao had lost her sense of direction and thought about why the Emperor brought her along, hoping that this would end soon since she clearly didn’t enjoy the experience. The final selection had blue, purple, and yellow doors with a warning to not enter the blue door. Maomao also noted there was another door leading to this room, suggesting a separate path converged to that room. The Emperor chose the yellow one, and it led to a room with the message, “child of royalty, yet not child of the Mother Royal, which Maomao took to be a rejection of sorts. The Emperor noted that he got the same result as before, and Maomao wondered why Jinshi had such a serious look on his face. The Emperor remarked that he must be incapable of deciphering the will of the heavens, and the teacher disagreed immediately, speaking in favour of the Emperor for once by saying when he wisely chose to include this shrine to be part of the Rear Palace he became the sole person to manage this place, asking what value could there be in the will of the heavens since he had really wanted the job.

Outside, Maomao observed that the Emperor appeared to have followed every direction without making any mistakes, yet he was still unable to reach the correct answer, so she wondered whether there was some other intent behind the Shrine of Choosing with her thinking the number of rooms or the colour of the doors chosen as possibly being the key to the test. The teacher then jabbed at Maomao a bit by saying Luomen probably would’ve figured it out. Maomao said that it’s true that her adopted father had an astonishing amount of knowledge of but being told that she can’t do it is annoying. She thought Luomen’s knowledge was exceptionally advanced in the field of medicine and wondered whether that had something to do with it. When the Emperor asked the teacher if he has any idea what “not child of the Mother Royal” could mean, Maomao thought back to the founding fable of Li with only the Mother Royal appearing without any mention of a father. She thought that given the story, one would expect this country to use a system based on a maternal bloodline, but their nation uses a paternal hereditary succession system. She then thought about what would we be the best way to carry on the Mother Royal’s bloodline, and sprung onto Jinshi the question on whether the previous Emperor’s brothers were all born to the same mother, and the Emperor indicated that the mothers who gave birth to the princes were sisters, to which Maomao responded by saying they were of close bloodlines. She then asked for permission to speak freely, which the Emperor allowed. Maomao asked whether several of the previous Emperors had poor eyesight, to the teacher’s surprise, and the Emperor confirmed that that was the case, but he also noted that the previous Emperor could see perfectly well. Maomao then declared her interest in going through the shrine again, and the teacher remarked that only princesses and concubines had been allowed to go through the shrine in the past to opine on the doors. That led to the Emperor musing that he could make Maomao one of his concubines although Lakan would give him grief for that, which Maomao thought had to be a joke, and Jinshi said with outrage while also sounding pleading about what the other concubines would think, and then he told Jinshi to take Maomao as a concubine, but Maomao literally had no thoughts about that and showed no reaction whatsoever to hearing that, as if she literally doesn’t want to think about things like that, merely ending that interaction with he’s being playful.

I’m not going to go through all that with the doors again as it’d be tedious, so I’ll mention only the final room, which had purple, white, and green doors with a message to choose the red door. The secret was that Maomao knew that many in the western region have red-green colour blindness, and the Mother Royal and her servants from the west created the Shrine of Choosing specifically to choose people who would continue to have the red-green colour blindness trait that runs in the Mother Royal’s family with sons going through this rite of passage with concubines closely related to them if they couldn’t pass the test themselves, allowing for the Mother Royal and the west to infiltrate and take over the entire country, which she didn’t spare speak out aloud, only revealing to those in-person that it was meant to select for that trait to continue her bloodline even though the test doesn’t guarantee that the test-taker is not a descendant of hers. The teacher indicated that in the past, only women with the right blood would partake in the test, but this time someone else did. Maomao reasoned that the Mother Royal married into the leadership of the country since it’s never easy settling into a new land, and the paternal succession system was followed to honour the leader at the time. She thought to herself that’s how the Mother Royal became the origin for the founding fable since after some time, the people who knew the truth would’ve passed away. Maomao then put it out there that that might be how the brothers passed in an epidemic ’cause of too much inbreeding. It was said that the Mother Royal possessed a rare intellect, and the teacher suggested Maomao be added to the bloodline to thin the bloodline while also warning that many do not favour the introduction of new blood, and the Emperor joked that Maomao needs to have at least 15cm more in the chest for him to consider it. But we see from the teacher, he was actually directing that remark at Jinshi, and Maomao still doesn’t get it, saying some things are better left unknown, which shows she has a defense mechanism preventing her from realizing the truth by pushing uncomfortable thoughts away, and it’s unclear how long this defense mechanism can keep doing its job.

After watching this episode, I believe it makes sense why the Emperor looked deep in thought at the end of Episode 30. It makes sense if the Emperor was using the Shrine of Choosing to test Maomao to see if she would be a good partner for Jinshi, and if that’s the case, Jinshi is most likely his direct heir rather than his brother. That would be why the teacher directed his remark to Jinshi, and it’s ’cause he understood the Emperor was testing Maomao’s fitness to be Jinshi’s mate. That would also explain all the teasing the Emperor made, as it was just like a family outing in which he teases his son and daughter-in-law.

If you also remember from the start of the episode, the old woman appeared to have more power than the old man, who may have been the Emperor at the time, who had to defer to her when she told him to go back to his room. Perhaps the epidemic that killed the previous Emperor’s older brothers was no real epidemic and was actually a mass murdering of the Imperial family ’cause that woman had some sort of leverage over the youngest son. That could explain why she had such great power despite being far past the age one would expect her to hold such power.

Re:Zero Episode 61 (Season 3 Episode 11) – Analysis + Important Details

Posted on February 20, 2025 | by anicritic | Leave a Comment

Although this episode wasn’t as well-animated as last week’s, I did appreciate it for making me like Liliana given I found her somewhat annoying before and ’cause of some interesting details that may be relevant later, character moments I enjoyed, and ’cause of this episode’s most important message. I’ll go into topics such as child abuse and what it means to be tolerant and accepting of others’ beliefs, the latter of which made this episode of Re:Zero my favourite of the season.

First off, we see a flashback to when Liliana was younger, and when her mom smacked her on the back of the head for biting her tongue and continuing to speak anyway, I rooted hard for Liliana to get away from this family. Although Liliana’s mother had a beautiful voice, and her whole Masquerade Troupe was competent, I immediately got the impression she doesn’t make for a particularly good mother even if Liliana exaggerated the issue when she bit her tongue. The proper way to teach Liliana not to do that would be explain to her what is professional and what isn’t since she is an aspiring performer herself. With that aside, you can see how in awe of her mother’s singing Liliana was during the performance in the small town they were in when Liliana stopped shaking her maracas, and it’s clear she loves music.

Back when the troupe has made camp for the night, Liliana is struggling to play her instrument, and she gets inspiration looking at the stars when she sees a group of them resembling a guiltylowe’s fang and came up with a song on the spot much like she does in the present although it was a pretty poor song. The next time, Liliana’s eyes sparkle at seeing the big city, but they choose to go on a different since her mother’s troupe only performs in small towns ’cause they don’t like following the rules in big cities and want to do things exactly the way they like, which isn’t exactly the best way to earn a living or raise a child for the matter. When Liliana enthusiastically suggests singing the song, “Reid the Sword Saint”, next, her mom just taunts her saying it’ll be a good ten years before Liliana can pick their performances, which is again very bad parenting. If her mom had clearly explained that Liliana doesn’t have the experience to know what song to pick for what audience, that would’ve been much better than the smug response she gave her child. On top of that, Liliana’s father said he’s not sharing the rabbit he caught with such an impudent brat, which shows he’s going out of his way to give Liliana less food, which no respectable parent would do. Perhaps the reason Liliana is so short ’cause she was malnourished due to her parents holding back food from her. Given they only performed in small towns, it wouldn’t surprise me if money was an issue. Liliana then splashed her parents with a bucket of water and declared her intent to leave the troupe and become the king of bards, which isn’t surprising given this probably isn’t the first instance her parents did this to her with their mocking her openly. On the surface, it may have seemed as if Liliana was being a petulent brat, but I got major bad vibes from her parents. Some people should not be parents, and I believe this applies to them as I believe all children should grow up in a warm and encouraging environment, not whatever that was.

Back to the fight with Priscilla and Sirius, Priscilla immediately recovers from the blow Sirius dealt to her, and apparently, Priscilla has an ability that lets her have items valuable to her take damage in place of herself, which is extremely handy in combat situations. I wonder if this is limited to precious items or people she loves as well. Priscilla gets mad once again when Sirius mentions “Iris and the Thorn King”, and Sirius asks her to not be so angry since she considers wrath the most detestable emotion there, which has parallels with Petelgeuse, who hated sloth and was extremely diligent and rewarded his followers for being diligent despite being the Sin Archbishop of Sloth, and Sirius also bleeds from her eyes (shown in Episode 53) much like how Petelgeuse would get hurt from using his Authority in Seasons 1 and 2, which likely shows that Sirius is also incompatible with the Wrath Witch Factor. Sirius believes that people’s hearts should always be filled with joy, which is why she uses her Authority to open their hearts and have everybody share in the joy and understand each other, which she believes is the first step to love, and Liliana rightly trashes that line of thinking and believes Sirius is disgusting for suggesting the mind-controlled people are in a state of mutual understanding.

Enraged by hearing this, Sirius aims to strike Liliana with her chain, which Priscilla blocks, leading to her taunting Sirius by saying that she finally showed her true colours, that she wanted to silence Liliana for not falling under her control a second time, which sent her into a rage. Priscilla said that’s what Sirius’s cheap wrath amounted to, which enraged Sirius further as she said her wrath is what her husband gave her, so she doesn’t want it to be made out as something so tawdry. Priscilla shines even more by taunting Sirius about how it’s laughable that the only gift her husband gave her was anger when she has had eight husbands with each of them giving her one gift after another to attract her interest. This seriously irked Sirius with her remarking how she had to spend so much time forming a connection with one man, leading to Priscilla saying that she wonders whether the poor man she loves so much even sees her, which was very likely to be true given Sirius went into a rage in Episode 52 about how the half-devil (Emilia) is the one you’re really after after she deluded herself into thinking Subaru is Petelgeuse, and this shows that Petelgeuse’s extreme focus on Satella probably enraged Sirius since he wouldn’t give any other woman aside from Satella the time of day, and this could be how Petelgeuse “gave” her this wrath that she treasures as ridiculous as it may sound, but the Sin Archbishops ARE messed-up people after all. Priscilla having had 8 husbands up to this point also seemed strange to me, and I suspect this happened due to her fall from grace as royalty, her royalty status being something I speculated about last week.

All of this taunting leads to Sirius becoming extremely rageful and launching some powerful attacks at Priscilla, which her 2 remaining precious jewels and necklace protected her from. Priscilla then gives Liliana the opening she needs to get inside the tower by using the flames from her Yang Sword to override Sirius’s flames, and since those flames only burn that which Priscilla desires, Liliana is safe even if the flames are still hot. Inside the tower, Liliana indicates she had only been running for a short while and is exhausted, which she reasons is due to Kiritaka and the rest since her days travelling from town to town had ended, but that’s exactly why she can’t lose heart since she has people she cares about. When she has reached the top of the tour, she loudly declares, probably with the help of the Divine Protection of Telepathy, that she intends to perform “As the Sky Overtakes the Dawn”.

It flashes back to when she made her declaration earlier to be the king of bards, and things are rough as she nearly dies from starvation living life rough on the streets. She was taken in by a group of merchants who helped her until she was able to earn some money due to her own performance for the first time in her life after honing her craft for a while. As she continued on with her life as a struggling artist, she saw her parents had a new kid and didn’t have the courage to face them, though I doubt that they’d care given how poorly they treated her as a child and given they replaced her with another child. Liliana reasoned that this is the way a bard should be, walking side by side with music, living together with her song. During one particularly bad struggle when she nearly died from dehydration, Liliana said that no hero would die at a time like this, but she’s no hero and that this sort of thing wouldn’t happen to Reid or Flugel. Liliana indicates she’s just been taking the liberty of telling people others’ stories, making her no more than a thief, so she has an existential crisis before passing out. About those mentions of Reid and Flugel, if you don’t remember, Flugel is the name of the wise man from centuries ago who planted what was known as Flugel’s tree that the White Whale extermination force burned down to trap the White Whale. Reid was revealed to be a previous Sword Saint when Liliana asked her mom if they could sing a song about him. Given how important the time period 400 years ago was with Satella, the dead witches, and the legendary hero, sage, and dragon that sealed Satella, perhaps Flugel and Reid were from that era.

When Liliana woke up in the flashback, she rushed towards a lake she saw and had her fill of water since she was so parched, and after seeing the beautiful sight with the bird singing, the flowers, and the sun slowly rising, she had the inspiration for her first impactful song. Back at the city, although the cityfolk have their reservations about Liliana, likely ’cause of how awful she looked and probably how horrible she smelled as well, she won them over with that new song, and maybe that moment when she saw the sun rise was when she awakened her Divine Protection of Telepathy since there was no previous indication that she had it in the past. It’s a lot easier for people to appreciate your singing if you can literally tell them how you feel. Part of Liliana’s strength comes from Kiritaka, who saw the wonder of her voice and wanted her to be his songstress while not monopolizing her voice since it’s so captivating and can bring happiness to everyone. She then breaks free those in the vicinity of the tower who were under Sirius’s control, and Priscilla remarks that she was not mistaken in her evaluation of her as being the one she should take with her to fight Sirius. Curiously, Priscilla says that a simpleton, which Liliana is, is not the same as a fool, with a fool having no right to live while a simpleton can at least be amusing. Priscilla then notably says Liliana has proven her worth as far more than amusement and implies she will reward her by defeating Sirius.

That remark about fools having no right to live might be hinting that Priscilla knows that Subaru and Al do not stay dead when they die, which is why she refers to both of them as fools. Given Al hinted in last week’s episode that death is not the end for him with how he warned Capella to get out of there before he dies, perhaps with Al you can physically see him being unable to die unlike with Return By Death, and that’s how Priscilla may know what Al’s power is and intuited something about the nature of Subaru’s power. That would explain why she cut open a wound on Subaru’s leg in Episode 56 and poked a hole through his neck in that same episode, and that’s ’cause she doesn’t believe he will remain dead if he did in fact die due to blood loss. Priscilla should believe that Subaru has SOMETHING given how weak he is, and that would be one of the reasons she came to believe that he doesn’t stay dead. Given Al uses the Japanese term “kyoudai”, which means “brother” to address Subaru, and Al and Subaru were talking about having come from the same hometown in Re:Zero Breaktime Season 3 Episode 5 to avoid talking about being from a different world, Priscilla may have outright been told by Al that Subaru is in a similar position to him with how he was originally from a different place (Earth) and that they’re in fact from the same hometown. Although I literally believe Subaru and Al are actually brothers, I wonder what Priscilla herself believes about their relationship. Episode 60 introduced the concept of certain bloodlines perhaps having special properties with Capella remarking about how Crusch’s blood couldn’t overcome hers despite being quite noble itself, and maybe Priscilla believes a special magic runs in Subaru and Al’s family that allows them to defy death.

Sirius is enraged that the cityfolk have been freed from her control, and she mutilates herself to temporarily increase her powers, again, much like Petelgeuse used to do, resulting in her causing the top of the control tower to slowly fall off and Priscilla’s hairpin to be destroyed, and hair down Priscilla is really beautiful, what a sight to behold. Liliana is then revealed to be okay and still singing as that part of the tower falls. Sirius says to love is to become as one while Priscilla interjects that to love is to tolerantly accept each other despite your differences. Everyone facing the same direction, thinking the same things, and feeling the same way is revolting. Priscilla then destroys Sirius’s chains and says that it’s over, but Sirius uses yin magic to pull Tina out from wherever she was hiding her, intending to use her as a hostage, and Priscilla just charges straight at Sirius, breaking the chains that bound Tina and dealing heavy damage to Sirius. Sirius then asks Priscilla if she understands her pain, probably ’cause Priscilla seems so on the mark about everything, and Priscilla simply roasted her again by saying that she doesn’t care and that she can die while embracing her falsehoods, knocking Sirius into the water and saying that Sirius should count herself lucky since her sword ran out of power. On whether Sirius is dead, that’s hard to say. She does have elven ears, so her body might be stronger and more resilient than the average person. The cityfolk search the waters desperately for Liliana, and Kiritaka comes in to save Liliana just as she is about to drown, which was a nice moment for the two.

On that point of tolerance Priscilla brought up, I believe the U.S. has a serious problem with people lacking empathy and the ability to tolerate others’ beliefs, and this is not limited only to intolerance from Republicans but also the Democrats with the extreme amount of shaming Democrats due to anyone they perceive to support someone they dislike or hate. Tearing into people of colour for voting for Trump despite what it’d mean for them in having less rights and opportunities is not the way to win over people and only serves to make them double down on why they voted for Trump as humans tend to be emotional creatures first before logical. Showing people you understand why they did what they did and where they’re coming by having honest, nonjudgemental conversations with them is more likely to result in mutual understanding (over a long period time since you have to show time after time again that you care as if they don’t believe you care about them they won’t care about anything you have to say) than demeaning everyone for not feeling the same way you do, which is why this episode of Re:Zero resonated so strongly with me since Sirius’s Authority forces everybody to feel the same way and doesn’t truly lead to societal improvement. Positive, lasting change happens by increasing mutual understanding and building a consensus over time, not by forcing things through.

This is not just an issue in the U.S. as it’s starting to creep into Canada, where I live, as well. The social media giants and their algorithms drive people to get more and more political and radicalize them with the “us or them” mentality, which is a scourge to the world. People are ending ties with their family members over their support for the current U.S. president even if his supporters don’t necessarily have racist or misogynist views. If you want to know their beliefs, go and actually talk to them instead of prematurely judging them. This is a problem that’s contributing to the breakdown of society. The oligarchs and monopolies in the U.S. and Canada love and want people to be fighting each other all the time instead of the corporations that are conspiring to race prices across the board, depress wages, and take away everybody’s freedoms, and we need to do something about it before our countries completely unravel, such as with laws heavily restricting the amount of political content that makes it onto people’s feeds or creating a national holiday for everybody except students and teachers (mandatory school day whether you are in Kindergarten or a post-high school educational institution that can impact your marks for skipping without a valid reason, and religious exemptions shouldn’t be permitted) so that’s there’s a specific day for teaching kids to engage with each other respectfully.

My point isn’t about tolerating ANYTHING (like Musk doing a Nazi salute), but showing empathy to your fellow human beings. When people are not making a decent living and their family situation sucks, it’s easier to fall for a bald-faced lie due to them being in turmoil. We need to show people that we care about their well-being and where they’re coming from as people who think that you don’t care about them won’t care about what you have to say. We need to have their backs time after time again and not cut ties with them so easily unless they are so clearly beyond help that there’s nothing we can do about it. I believe this is the sort of message we need at this time.

At the end of the episode, Subaru reveals that all of the Sin Archbishops are named after stars from his world to Regulus and that their Authorities are based on the origins of their names. That’s how he knows Regulus’s ability isn’t invincibility but the ability to stop time for things he wants, which is why he can make his body not take damage or get wet ’cause he stopped time for it. Regulus then interrupts him to say he has no interest whatsoever in your thoughts after previously indicating he would listen, showing he deems Subaru as a threat for the first time since meeting him and starts attacking him, and Subaru starts running away, hoping that Emilia can figure out how to free Regulus’s wives from his grip, thinking that there must be a limitation to Regulus’s Authority, whether it be the number of wives, the distance from his wives, or something else.

Anyway, I hope I was able to clearly explain why I enjoyed this episode so much. I loved very much Liliana being able to make a name for herself after her terrible childhood in which she was abused and the message about love and tolerance from Priscilla, the scene-stealing queen.